I Will Be There*On hold*

He kissed me!!! wtf... it wasn't like a normal peck it was A FUCKING KISS... I'm ten years old "what the actual hell?!?!" he looked scared and sorry "I-I don't know" he stuttered, I was freaking out to say the least... oh my god when Andy finds out... oh shit oh shit oh SHIT!!!!!

~Then I woke up horrified at what just happened I looked around at my surroundings to see that I'm in still in Andy's car "you okay?" I hear Andy ask "y-yeh just had a weird ass dream is all" he chuckled a bit.... why the fuck would I dream of Ashley Kissing me I'n 10 for Christ sake... oh well at least it was a dream, if that actually happened I think Andy would have flipped out on him... I let out a sigh of relief I don't like Ashley like that... I mean sure he's attractive, but the way he is with girls, come on I don't sleep around like those girls... it's no surprise to what he does theirs a girl on the bus every night.... I'm just glad it wasn't real..... if it was that would be very statutory, We finally pulled up to the bus and all the guys ran out at us and engulfed me into a giant hug all asking me question's and I couldn't understand a thing they were saying "GUY'S" I yelled "what?" the questioned "one at a time I don't understand you" I said giggling They went on about how sorry they were and how they never meant to hurt me if they did, after everyone was done talking we piled into the bus and Jake ordered pizza... I swear he lives off it.

When the pizza got hear all the boy's dug in like they hadn't eaten i day's after they all got there's I went and took the two smallest pieces I placed them on my plate and went to sit down, half way through my second piece another piece was thrown on and I looked up to see Andy with a serious face "your eating" he said before walking away I looked at the pizza and the greasy figure looked back at me evilly taunting me with its fat, I reluctantly brought the point to my mouth despite the fact I was going to get fatter, I guess I should explain why I'm acting this way all of a sudden...

See there's these girls who keep texting me saying I'm fat, worthless, a slut, and all these other names, and I've come to believe every word, I know there true even if people say there not I know they are, and I don't wan't to tell Andy because he already has enough to deal with and he doesn't need this added... I know I know 'but he's your brother you should tell him' but I cant, so now I sit hear eating this fat and I feel horrible, I know I have to try and keep it down or all of them will get suspicious.

After the dream, getting back, all the questions and the three pieces of pizza I think I'm going to put this long ass day behind me...

*I was walking around Detroit down the street my brother saved me on only this,... this was different I had my mom with me and she was joking around with me, we then see Andy and our dad walking towards us, it was perfection, we were a family again, no fear, no worries, no beatings, no rape... everything was perfect, but anything perfect has to be ruined by something my happiness was ruined by harsh cold reality*


I woke up in my bunk across from Jinxx, I look at the time 7:10 I groan to myself before rolling out of bed and heading out to the living room, I turned on bat man and just kinda zoned out, the next time I looked at the time it read 9:55 the bus was slowing down and we soon came to a stop, I decided now was a good time to go out for a cigarette with all this stress I've been through I need one, 2 minutes later the cigarette got ripped out of my hand and Andy was standing their.... ouh...shit... this will not be good

Notes

Ohhhh, what's going to happen, how know's, I guess well find out in the next chapter

~I Am A Wiled One