The Past was a Lie and the Future's a Bitch

Zaria's/Alexandria's P.O.V Date: December 9 The first thing I see when I wake up is 2 BVB members and all they said was it was a long story on why they were there. And why would Andy's parents be anywhere close to here? It's just really confusing and before it can get any less confusing I have to wait till they're done doing test to make sure I'm alright. Uhg....I fucking hate hospitals. "Are we almost down with the test," I ask the nurse that's in my room. "Almost," she said. Right now they were seeing if my memory was ok sense I woke up not knowing what had happen to me but as soon as they brought up the truck I remembered everything. So, what's the big deal? "What was the last thing you remember before you got hit by the truck," the nurse asked ready to write down anything I said. "Well, I was walking home," I begin. "I saw kids playing in the yards, a few old couples on their decks, and I was thinking about..." I stopped right there not wanting to share my thoughts on when I got home how I was going to cut. I mean they know I do it and I bet by tomorrow if not sooner there will be a therapist here so we can "talk" about my feelings. "What were you thinking about," she prompts. I sighed, "I was thinking about my blade and what the people at school call me." She wrote everything down and I have no doubt that, that little piece of info will be going in my therapy section. "Thank you, we are done with the testing." "Thank God," I breath. "Hey, has my family came and seen me yet?" She gave me the most confused look, "Your family has been here everyday sense they found out you were here. I mean they're here right now, they're right outside the door." Now it was my time to give her the confused look, "I haven't seen my family sense the morning I got hit. So, I have no idea what you are talking about." "So that one cute boy that is in a band, I believe his name is Andy, isn't your brother," she asked. I shook my head but all she did was shrug her shoulders and left. That's when they all came pilling in. Amy came running toward me trying to get me in a hug but Chris stopped her before she could. "First off," I start. "I want to know why there are 2 members of my favorite band and the lead singers parents are here. Second, I want to know why that nurse just called Andy my brother, because last time I checked you said you were an only child. And third, I want to know why everybody keeps calling me Alexandria instead of my name, which is Zaria by the way." Non of them would talk, hell, non of them would even look my way until Andy finally made the mistake of looking me in the eye. "I was an only child until your biological mother was raped by the person you grew up believing was your uncle," he whispered. "Ok first off I know that's a lie because my dad was an only child," I butted in. "They probably didn't tell you because they didn't want you to know how you were conceived," CC blurted out. "Sorry." "Anyway," Andy continued. "Your mother didn't want to be reminded of what happened to her so she put you up for pre-adoption." He paused and looked at me to see if it was sinking in but I just stayed silent. "Mom and dad wanted another kid but mom didn't want to go through the pain of child birth again so when they found you it was like a match made in heaven. When you were born, they took you home and named you Alexandria and I was no longer a only child. That only lasted for a week or so. I guess Jacklin didn't want to give up something that was her's so she had George kidnap you and I never told the fans about you because I never thought we would find you and I didn't need a whole bunch of fan-girls acting like they were you." As he finished my mind just started to process it all and by the time it was done I had a mixing bowl of emotions. I was angry, happy, sad, depressed, confused, I wanted to cry, smile, and scream all the same time. So I went with the crying and angry part. "Why," I cried. "Why would that fucking woman want me? She only loves herself, so why did she think it was a good idea to steal me? She treated me like shit yet she "wanted" me. That stupid fucking whore of a mother. I hate her!" By this time I was in full blown tears. Amy came over and comforted me and I started to cry into her chest. I kept mumbling, asking everyone why but I knew they didn't know. I started to feel my eyes getting heavier but I didn't want sleep I wanted answers. My body had different plans though. After about 5 minutes of fighting sleep I finally gave in and fell asleep on Amy's shoulder.

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