Just For a Moment: Truths (Andy Biersack love story)

I couldn't answer Max. I wouldn't even speak all of a sudden I had a flash back of how I got avoidant personality disorder.



~Flashback.~


I was in school. High school called. Oakland high. I was at my locker trying to get it open. The school bully John Pikes came up to me with his little posse and started beating me up. I ran out of school and was never able to comeback again.



~Flashback ends.~


I heard Max say.


"Clara?"

My ego side said.

'Keep your trap shut Clara just make a fool out of your self and go die.'


I was getting tired of my ego. It always stopped me from being happy in life. I whispered.


"M-M-Max i'm sorry."


"Clara oh thank god Clara. Never mind she's ok."


He pulled me into a hug and I said.



"No just no I don't like hugs."


"Clara are you ok?"


I whispered.

"No your arms are around me."


I heard Anna yelled.



"GET OFF OF HER!"

She nailed Max in the face and look at me.


"Clara? Clara come on talk to me listen don't let her win your better than that. Come on Clara don't let you alter ego get the best of you."


I snapped out of it and looked at Anna and whispered.


"S-s-sorry."


"No don't be it's there thought they shouldn't be being stupid while you are around."


I quickly ran to Anna's truck and hopped in Anna came back and said.


"I got someone to take care of the rest ok."


I shook my head yes. Kellin ran up and said.


"Clara I am so so so sorry."


I shook my head in understanding I thought maybe I should be like this all the time not talking so no one can get to close to me as a friend or what ever. I finally decided I am going mute.

Notes

Hey everyone,

Please don't hate me I am really trying to keep up with everyone and everything I am going though a tough time at the moment and music and writing are my escape thanks love you all your a blessing come true.


Bye,
Raven