Just For a Moment: Truths (Andy Biersack love story)

"Things seem to be looking up." Lucy said when Kellin and I sat down. We sat near each other, close but not to close. I looked at him and smiled. He gave me a nod and turn his head back to Lucy.

She flipped open the tablet and settled more comfortably in her seat. "Tell me, why did you bring Kellin?"

"He wanted to know what is wrong with me." I say quietly.

"There is nothing wrong with you." She whispers, as usual Lucy never used her tablet, she sighed heavily placing it back on the table.

"How do you wanna do this?" She cocked her head to one side eyeing him impassively.

"I want him just to sit there, say nothing." I interjected before he could speak. "But if he wants to, I don't mind."

"Very well, kellin are you okay with it?"

"Yes." He says crossing his legs.

"Is she" -lucy looked up at me. "Still?"

"Rarely, prior to having friends now like Kellin she barley comes out but when she do, she takes over."

"And the pills?" Lucy's head turned to Kellin studying him. She glanced back at me then back at him.

I shrugged awkwardly biting the inside of my cheek. "I have
been taking it, but it does not keep her at bay." I admitted.

"Why didn't you tell kellin about your disorder?" Lucy ask me.

"I was scared he will think I am freak."

"The hell you are not." The rasp in Kellin's voice startle me.

"Don't ever think that Clara, with your APD and your alter ego struggling to get out, you are struggling. I told you this a thousand times, take control."

I turn to Kellin with one tear sliding down my cheek. "Kellin, I swear I am not-"

"Your not crazy, you are just different." Lucy had a weak smile on her face but it suddenly fades as Kellin grab for my hand.

"No one will consider you a freak Clara, look at me. I am from a broken home, hell most of the guys at Viral records have problems, self harm, depressed and suicide tendencies, everyone has a sticky past. But we all deal with it, and so can you."

"So you are not breaking up with me as a friend?" Kellin's eyes grew wide.

"No! Why on earth would I do that?" He gasp pulling in for a hug.

"Thank you."

"Kellin would you mind giving me and Clara a moment, you can wait outside." He let's go of me and nods.

"I need to make a phone call anyway, need to see what Cope is doing."

"Okay," He stood up and turned on his heel walking out the door.

"Are you in love with this man?" The question caught me off guard.

"No of course not." I protest shaking my head side to side.

"Than why are you hiding something from me Clara?"

"Because I almost kissed a guy who is in relations with someone else." I spat out.

"Are you sure its not her who took over? Because knowing you Clara, you would never do that."

I flush, my cheeks red. "It was me, accident it was a pure accident. I did not kiss him. I am trying to avoid Andy."

"Andy? Biersack the boy you were telling me about?" She almost look revolted when I said his name.

"Yeah."

"Clara," She sighs closing her eyes shaking he head. "When is warped tour starting?"

"Tomorrow, I am going to be there as well. Its gonna be hard being surrounded by people I don't know but its just two days in LA than the bands are taking off to tour the country."

"I don't want you to get hurt Clara, I have heard many things at..." She drifts off walking over to me, she bends down on her knees in front of me. "Warped tour."

"I will be fine, I just need to take my medication, I will try my best to ignore Andy."

"Why ignore him? Are you feeling guilty?"

"Yes,Because I am in love with him."

"I know that, but don't ruin your friendship with Kellin." She breathed.


"What does, Kellin have to do with me being in love with Andrew."

"Its nothing, just be careful and promise me that when warped tour is over you are coming straight to me." I sigh and grab her hand.

"Promise."

What is Lucy not telling me?

Notes

-Sharon