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A lost Memory

Losing it all doesn't mean losing everything

"Hey Ash" Andy said "Dude where have you been? I know you went on vacation but none of us expected you to just disappear!" "I know I know. I'm sorry. I'm in Texas right now." Lacy could hear them clearly talking on the phone as she heard whispering in the background then a muffled noise. She jumped hearing "HI ANDYYYY!!!!" CC shouted into the mic "who gave you a monster you crazy fucker!"
Andy looked nervous CC just laughs and Ashley takes the phone back. "what are you doing in Texas?" "Just getting away... But I met someone." "You did?" ashley asks sounding very surprised. knowing that Andy has been in a rut lately since Juliet left him almost a year ago."Yeah man. Her name is Lacy. she's sitting right here. Wanna say hi?" I became incredibly nervous as Ashley replied sure, and Andy hands the phone to me, I took the phone shyly "Umm hi guys." I blushed looking at Andy. My voice was so timid and mouse like it was embarrassing. "Hey" they replied in unison, for she is now on speakerphone on their end.
"So how did you two meet?" Ashley asked. I smiled they cared about Andy and I hoped they might care for Me. I spoke up. "Andy found me on the side of an alley he asked who I was and I told him I was Lacy, I can't remember anything really of my past I think Andy and I know I was attacked." She looked at the ground trying to hide into Andy's chest we ended up talking a while longer and after about a half hour they finally hung up the phone.
"They seem to like you" Andy said wrapping his arms around me and kissed the top of my head very gently. I smiled happily "I hope so Andy I don't want them angry if we are together." I kissed his pale cheek gently. "Oh they won't be angry. They might be protective of me at first. I know that sounds weird, but they are my brothers so. Yeah. Nothing to worry about." He held my hand explaining it to me, I intertwined our fingers.

"I don't mind that. I just want to stay with you. As long as I can I don't mind." I nuzzled his neck almost cat like as he smiled. "You can stay with me as long as you like" he said, rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb.I smiled shyly. "Forever?" I asked timidly "If thats what you want" he smiled holding me closer I giggled leaning into him.
"It's a start."
My phone went off singing "nananannanannana Cellphone!" [You thought it was gonna say Batman silly people] I groaned "go away weird people I want to cuddle." I grumbled "you sure you don't want to check it? what if its your family?" Andy asked me gently I sighed picking up my phone. "Its not." I turned it on automatically doing the pass code without thinking it was a BVB emblem I didn't remember it but it was force of habit my phone was blasted with things saying kill yourself, you're not wanted, go cut your arms deeper, I have rope if you want to kill yourself I cried into Andy's chest. "This is what I expected."
Andy took my phone out of my hands and deleted all the messages. he cradled me close and rubbed my back gently. Why did these people hate me and want to upset Andy? He was fighting the tears I could feel it when he took a breath. I curled into him needing the touch of another human I was crying as I spoke "Andy I want to leave here. I don't ever want to come back. Please?" I hiccuped

"So, are you saying you want to come live with me in LA?" Andy asked me and I nodded "Anywhere is better than here." I sniffled "you can come with me anywhere" he smiled and kisses my cheek. I smiled kissing his lips softly and surely I knew I loved him he's cared more for me than anyone in just a few hours . "Andy is it normal for me to not want to know my past?" Andy's rough but gently voice calmed me and made me feel safe as he responded. "No... especially if it was bad, but I'm scared for your well-being if you do remember. " He said I nodded "it won't change me now, I have you to protect me from myself." I whisper looking into his blue eyes finding happiness I have long been searching for within a few hours I had lost it all but he was my all now. I would never lose him I'd hold on till the end

Notes

Hey this is an update in honor of Andy Black's (Biersack) new song They Don't Need To Understand I hope you like the chappy

Comments

@WildChildUnleashed
kk kool, i'll try to check them out later\

Ninja.Kitty.26 Ninja.Kitty.26
5/14/14

@Ninja.Kitty.26
I watch Defy You Stars... They are really good and just starting out

Mini Jinxxed CC Mini Jinxxed CC
5/14/14

@WildChildUnleashed
i like onisions music videos 'You're Beautiful' and 'no one will remember your name'
i watch band videos a LOT more then any other on youtube but i watch a lot of random videos too

Ninja.Kitty.26 Ninja.Kitty.26
5/14/14

@Ninja.Kitty.26
I'll watch some of his videos but I watch Morgue from Freak show and Jake from BVB more than anyone really

Mini Jinxxed CC Mini Jinxxed CC
5/14/14

subscribed :D my youtube name is 'Violet Skarlett' (not my real name!) and i havn't posted anything yet just to let you know, i just subscribe and such for now.
onision is awesome XD (i noticed you liked one of his videos)

Ninja.Kitty.26 Ninja.Kitty.26
5/14/14