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Living the Dream

The Morning After the Night Before

*Myah’s POV*
My mind was fuzzy, the last remnants of a dream being chased away by the realisation that I was awake now. It was a nice dream, I was taking photos at the beach, but the details faded fast as I tried to recall them. With a mental sigh I allowed my brain to focus, and slowly opened my eyes. The sunlight had cut the room in half and I could see dust-motes dancing about in the wall of sunlight. I pulled the duvet up over my head to keep it out. It didn’t work, it just made the man behind me stir.

I snapped my head round to look at where the subtle moans and fidgeting of someone that was in the realm of half awake – half asleep were coming from.

“Jinxx?” I whispered, almost questioning myself. It all came flooding back. “Oh my God.” The memories of the night before came rushing back; his love, his passion… his touch. I brought my hand up to my mouth, gently brushing my lips with a fingertip; re-tracing where his lips had so caringly crashed on mine.

“Good morning, beautiful.” his hushed tone was calming.

“Morning” was all I could muster to reply.

“Are you okay?” he asked as he brought his hands up onto my back, sliding them up onto my shoulders before kissing the area between my shoulder blades attentively.

I nodded, not quite sure what my next move would be. I grabbed my phone from my dresser and checked it.

7.57am.
3 unread messages.
Received at 4.48am - Jake: Hello we ae on our wayu home noew see yuo sooon

Received at 6.23am CC: Myah, we need to talk.
Received at 6.24am CC: IMG_1024759

I leapt up off of my bed dragging the cover with me, keeping it wrapped round for privacy the whole time.

“Woah, what’s up kitten?” Jinxx looked up at me, curiosity in his eyes.

“I advise you to get the fuck up and put your shirt back on.” I snatched his crumpled up shirt off the floor and threw at him. I didn’t mean to sound so cold, but we were fucked.

“Uh- ok.”

I hurriedly threw on some clean underwear, a pair of jeans, bra and t-shirt, then I scrolled through my contacts and called CC. I could hear his cell phone ringing downstairs.

“CC- What?
Myah – Hi. Meet me in the studio please.
CC – Now?
Myah – Yes, now.”

I hung up the phone and turned to a now fully dressed Jinxx. He looked so scared. I felt awful. I motioned for him to come with me and I turned for the door, but before we left the room I had to know. I had to know if last night was a one off. I turned to face him, my back to the door. I took a deep breath and kept my eyes glued to the floor.

“Jinxx? Last night… Was it? Am I -?” I couldn’t ask. I couldn’t get what I wanted to say out. “I mean, um, well. Did you mean what you said? What you did last night?”

“Of course. I wouldn’t take things like that lightly. I promise.” He planted a soft kiss on my cheek, igniting a fire in my belly, sending the butterflies soaring. I bit my lip and then I bit the bullet. I kissed him softly on the lips.

“I’m scared.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. I can back off if you’d like?”

“No… I’m not scared of you. I’m scared of what might happen to you.”

“Happen to me? Don’t be silly, nothing will happen to me.” I unlocked my phone and opened the Image CC had sent me, turning it to Jinxx. “Oh… Shit. What if? Does he know?” I could sense the genuine fear in him. “Ashley…”

*Jinxx’s POV*
I woke feeling so happy, so content. For the first time in a long while, I actually felt like I was in the right place at the right time, only this time, I was with the right person. I was so ready to ask her to be mine. I knew that I should probably ask Ashley for permission first, but either way he won’t approve of it. He didn’t even know that Sammi and I weren’t married, let alone long enough down the line to get into a relationship with his sister.

Of course, my morning started going downhill pretty quick. Not even a minute after we had woken, my shirt was thrown in my face and I was told to get up, get dressed and I assumed get out. I felt really hurt. I honestly thought that I had fucked up somewhere and that I shouldn’t have gone ahead with what we did. What if she felt that I took advantage of her? The worst thought was that I had hurt my angel. That was the last thing I wanted to do. I was bad enough that I lashed out at Myah yesterday evening outside Whisky. While I was ravishing her, and making myself familiar with every inch of her body in its imperfect perfection, I felt grazes on her elbows where she had fallen back onto them. I didn’t say anything about it, and neither did she; but we both knew they were there. I just hope she knows how sorry I am and how much I really never intended to hurt her.

Then our morning progressed to get even worse when she flipped her phone around to show me a photo CC must have taken when they got home in the early hours of this morning. It was an image of Myah and I, both top half naked, Myah in my sleepy embrace, hands intertwined, wrapped up under the covers. Needless to say I panicked. What if Ash had seen it? I was fucked. No, we didn’t have sex, but we did other things. We made love. And let’s be honest, that photo was very deceiving. You couldn’t see that I still had my jeans on underneath the duvet.

Myah asked CC to meet us in the studio which was down the first set of stairs into the living area, and then through the doorway just off of the living room and down another set of stairs. We hurriedly left Myah’s bedroom and shot down the flight of stairs where we were met with four passed out bodies sprawled across the sofas and the floor. Dan, Craig, Paul and Jake. We crept past them, and approached the door to the studio. We descended down, and I really didn’t know what to expect.

“Hi.” Myah quietly said.

There was no sign of Ash. In fact there wasn’t a sign of anyone other than CC. He was pacing and he didn’t reply. He just kept walking up and down, in silence. He didn’t give us any recognition that we were even there. It was almost like he refused to even look at either of us. Myah walked further into the studio, across to the other side. I stayed put.

“CC?” she whispered.

He stopped mid-pace and looked up at her. “Hm?” He raised his eyebrow like he was waiting for her to take the lead. I could see her struggling. She opened her mouth as if she were going to say something, but shut it again, her eyes filling up.

“Does Ash know?” she sighed.

“Does Ash know what exactly?” he spat viciously.

“CC? I’m sorry, why are you so mad at me?” She sobbed, tears streaming down her face. I wasn’t having this. I started towards Myah intending to brush her tears away and take her back upstairs. She was going through a blur of emotions as it is, let alone CC putting her through this interrogation and humiliation. He was talking down to her when she was already scared and confused.

“Come on angel, let’s go b-”

“Don’t you fucking dare!” He raised his voice. “You’ve done enough. Myah, come over here. Jinxx, I advise you to fuck off.”

“CC!? No, I want him to stay!” she pleaded.

“Stay!?!” he scoffed. “He’s a lying, cheating, two timing son of a bitch! Why would you want him to stay Myah? Why would you even sleep with him in the first place!?” He looked disgusted. “Nah, y’know what? You’re both as bad as each other. Just fuck off the pair of you!” Myah burst into tears, she was mumbling and trying to justify what CC had seen. I didn’t know what I was hearing. CC has never been this way before. I knew if I tried to explain he wouldn’t pay any attention to me. It might just make him worse, and then he would tell Ash out of spite. We just needed to wait for him to cool off and then talk to him. “Let’s see how she reacts when Sammi gets this photo!” He sneered maliciously.

“You go ahead, pal! You go and fucking show her. GO ON!” I yelled back at him.

He pulled his phone out; and I believe he was looking for Sammi on his Kik, but she has removed everyone other than Juliet. She wants nothing to do with me anymore, we agreed to cut all ties, and it makes it easier to move on that way.

“Just wait until Ashley finds out.” He snarled.



“Wait until I find out about what?”

Notes

Comments

Omg! I know the feeling! It sucks to write while u r on the road! :(

NikkiB NikkiB
12/12/14

@NikkiB

Oh!! It was only like 4 days ago though D: I'm not that quiiiick. Been working overtime and helping friends move house :P Busy bee. Wrote most of this on the train xD

PropertyOfPurdy PropertyOfPurdy
12/12/14

yeah!!! I missed your story! :D

NikkiB NikkiB
12/12/14

@NikkiB

Finally?

PropertyOfPurdy PropertyOfPurdy
12/12/14

Finally!! xxxxxxx

NikkiB NikkiB
12/12/14