Nothing else matters

“Forever trust in whom we are, and nothing else matters,” I quietly sing with my godfather as his voice fills my ears.

Andy text me saying they are in Kansas now, its amazing there, he wish I was there, even though I also wish but I know dreams don’t come true unless you are willing to make it a reality.


I should stop thinking about Andy; he is thousand miles away flirting with fans his age, why do I have to take this heavy load on me? I love him but it’s hard when he does not love me back, at least he knows I am human and exist in this word, there is a plus. I decided to grab my guitar and play some random notes till I finally fell asleep.


•two weeks later•

“It become so hard for me to be surprised, cause you bringing back the real me no judgment in your eyes, is the way you make me feel, like I am finally something real, the words are hard to find but I am gonna get it right this time, so come and take my hand and let me lift you up, take away your tears and make you strong enough, cause when I sing with you its how I speak the truth, its just classic when we met now you make move.” I look up with a smile seeing Andy and Jake wide eyes.



“So, what do you think?” I ask with hope in my eyes. “Wow, it was amazing.” Jake breathes shaking his head. “It’s just a first draft.” I mumble shyly looking at my knotted fingers, “You have some God given talent Isabelle Ulrich.” “Thank you Andrew Biersack.” I snap playfully at him. It has been two weeks, two weeks of twitter, Skype, facebook, text and calls from Andy and the guys, its fun I admit but still I wish I can hold that man In my arms and whisper sweet nothing in his ear.

“So are going on the magnetic tour?” Andy asks, eyeing Jake, Jake just sighed and walked away from the computer screen. “She is my friend to you know!” I hear him yell; I can’t help but let out a soft giggle.


“I don’t know Andy; I am really confused at the moment.” Holding my head in my hands, “It’s your choice, are you excited?” He asks leaning in with a huge grin on his face. “About the tour?” I shook my head. “About your birthday Bell,” Andy says dryly. “Yeah, a year older what a damn fucking awesome moment.” I can not keep the sarcasm out, it just there.


“You know you are an awesome friend.” He grins. “I know so are you; I just wish I could be there with you…” “And the guys of course,” Quickly adding it to the sentence before u blow up in front of Andy, yes he is my friend and yes I love him, but I am damn BVB fan, I can just not be cool and calm, that’s not human of me at all! “I have to go, night Bell.” “Night Biersack.” I gave a half wave logging out.


I crash on my bed deciding to hit twitter. A new tweet from Andy, *Andybvb- Cause you bring back the real me no judgment in your eyes, is the way you make me feel like I am finally something real.* I gasp seeing the tweet, residing my own song, what is he telling me? But I was not ‘tag’ in it? Was it for someone else? I check for replies on the tweets.


*@brookbvb- Oh my god is that a new song? Please tell it is?!” I gave a soft chuckle.


* @ Ashley_Purdyfreak- Oh heaven help me I love it, yes I hope it is a new song, I love you Andy, please marry Me. *


They actually love the song, its amazing, tweet from Jake ‘tagging me in’ or whatever. I open up my notification Andy was also tagged in.


*@Andybvb @BellUlrichbvb- Really Andy? You are doing this to bell?* is Jake trying to blast a twitter war. Another notification, shit.


@Jakebvb @BellUlrichbvb- It’s an amazing song! Not our song property of Bell Ulrich!*


I have a butt load of people following me just because the whole Metallica is following me, and now black veil brides, eighty thousand to be exact, I only have five tweets and that’s just about how I love black veil brides, I am not nor will I ever be a twitter junkie, I like reading to much. I hit reply.


@Andybvb @Jakebvb- Thanks guys.* It’s all I manage to say, what else is there to say? “Who is she?” “Is she a fan?” filling up on my time line to the BVB guys. Great! Note the sarcasm.

Notes

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