Nothing else matters

•Jake's P.O.V•

Warped tour is done and it just smooth sailing from here on out. Belle decided that she was going to stay with us till she and Andy find a house of their own. She has been different, this girl was not my best friend. She is something else.

"Where is she?" Andy asks walking in the living room.

I turn to CC who has a 'I don't know' expression.

"I thought she would still be sleeping." Ashley grumbles handing me a cup of coffee.

"I thought that to, she went to bed at 4."

"And woke up at 6." I proclaimed.

The door opens and it shuts just as quick. Belle came in with a black long sleeve her hair plastered to her face. The one thing that caught my attention was her eyes.

She stop dead in her tracks gazing at us. "Hey where have you been?"

Playing with hands, red eyes, look pale. Oh no.

"I need a shower." Belle grumbles pushing Andy aside walking up stairs.

"And I need to be a dad." I spoke running after her.

A few seconds later after Belle closed the bathroom door I started my investigation. Coming in her and Andy's room I start with the drawers.

"Uh what are you doing?" Andy asks confused.

"That," I point to the bathroom door. "Is not my best friend."

Nothing. Best way to hide something?

I stumble to her drum- set, feeling my breathe hitched as I pushed my hand under the bass of the drum.

"Dude Belle will kill you, not even I can touch her precious drum set." CC warns.

Ignoring him I searched and finally found something.
I pulled it out and all eyes were on the white powder. "I knew it." I can't believe this.

"Please tell me that is not what I think it is." Andy breathe waiting for the bad news.

"Cocaine." Jinxx says shaking his head side to side.

"Bring it with, let's get out of here before she comes back." I spat out marching out of the room. This is way she is acting like this. Fuck.

•Belle's P.O.V•

I feel good after that shower, all I need is a hit.


I decided on my red shorts and blue tank top. Not in the mood for black its 50 degrees outside. I strolled to my drum set searching for my stash...

Nothing.

"Mother fucker!"

I ran down stairs anger pushing my limits, when I walk down I entered the living room seeing Black Veil Brides sitting Mafia style eyeing me.

Jake sitting on the leather brown chair while CC and Ashley standing by the window. Jinxx leaning on the wall and Andy behind Jake by the fire place playing with his engagement ring. Looks just like a music video.

"Wow, you rehearse this bit, standing all weird and fucked up?" I ask with a smirk crossing my arms tapping my foot on the harden floor.

"What is this?" Jake has my stash.

"That," pointing to the stash hungry for it. "Its not yours, buy your own." On my way of grabbing it Andy march forward.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" He bellows.

"Do you want to get punched in the face my dear?" The only thing of stopping me is Andy.

"This is not you." Andy whispers touching my cheek. Aww.

I place my hands on his chest looking up into his blue eyes. "Go fuck your self." I pushed him out of the way, my rage turning red and alarming.

Four arms rapped around me quickly pulling me back. "Let me go!"

"No, you need help!" Jinxx cried out holding me to his chest, my arms now rapped around Ashley wanting to get my stash.

"Get her up stairs now!" Jake commands.

It was rapidly and quick the next thing I know I was in a room, andy with me.

"Andy please I need it." I beg going down on my knees.

"No you don't." He bends down pulling me in a cradle. "Find your self a new addiction, make me your addiction." He pleaded.

I did not respond


"I don't want to lose you Isabelle, please don't do this. I have been down this road and its not an easy road. I am begging you for the sake of our future together. Please, please, this is not you and I am so sorry I did not see it before." Tears slipped down his cheeks as it falls down into my hands.

I lift up my head kissing him passionately. I am not sure what drive is just to kiss him.

He lifts me up once again throwing me on the bed, next moment his shirt was off and so was mine.

Climbing on top of me our faces into another. "I am so sorry Belle, I need to be your hero."

"Just kiss me please." I beg.

All clothes were gone and I was for the first time naked in front of Andy Biersack, it was time I was going to have sex- making love to him-

He pulled me in him and the urge for drugs were gone, can sex be my new addiction. What was worst?

Pushing in and out of me leaving me breathless. Same feeling was when I was with Alex, but one thing was different. I needed this, I needed him. I need andy's hands on me, I need his lips on mine, I need him in me. Its simple I just needed him.

Living in black and white was my take, but not anymore I need to live in color.

"You okay?" He asks out of breathe moving inside me.

What was an orgasm, Because I never had one. Did I have one in the ocean with Alex? I could not remember. How does it feel? Does it feel like you are about to explode in lust, you are warm over and feels like you are falling down? If that's the case than yes I feel amazing.

Feeling Andy's warm juices inside me send me over the top, than and there I as well screamed his name in total illusion.

He crashed next to me saying nothing and I don't have the words to speak, I was out of breathe and out of sight.

"I can't wait to have you as my wife." Andy mumbles.

I turn to my side closing my eyes tight. A single tear escaping my it.

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