Nothing else matters

I stood up from the grass with a weak smile. "Dad, I don't-"

He held out his hand shaking it to and fro. "I don't want to go through this again Isabelle, Andy broke you, Are you ready again because this time I am sure Andy is going to send you to the grave."

"Mr. Ulrich please, I love your daughter I truly love her. I broke down when I thought she died. Hell I wanted to kill myself just to be with her." I turn to him in disbelief.

"You were miserable?" I ask.

"I was dead," He admits pressing his hand on my back. "I could not live."

"Dad please." I whisper. "I need Andy."

"And I don't need my daughter in a sand pine box six feet under. I don't think I will survive.." My dad groans. Wow this 'suicide thing' really took a load on him.

I think its time to tell the truth. "Dad, you forbid me not to see Andy. If its not for you I would of not met him! Than this happen. This band brought be to Andy, this was my main dream to go to warped tour and see Andrew again, to love him again."

"Mr. Ulrich may I have a moment." Andy spoke up. Making me grunge.

My father sighs and nod, andy leaving me dumb struck. "You can go back the bus." My father grumbles.

"No, u will kill each other." I proclaimed.

"Isabelle!" My dad warned.

I nod slowly grabbing my note pad and guitar and walked away with my head lowered to the ground.

Well I can say one thing, my life never seems to disappoint.

it took me half and hour to get to safety knowing the fans they ask for autographs and pictures.


"Isabelle." Alex approached with a warm smile. The heartache of losing my virginity is still in the air. The soft breeze all around us making me uncompleted. Sex comes after love, or is it love comes after sex, in my case I did not think.

"Hi Alex." Just the thought of us spending that few minutes in the ocean, he possessed me. Broke me.

"You okay?" He asks.

"Uh, you know can't complain."

His crooked smile left me with a explanation why my face looks like a heavy cloud ready to explode.

"Alright, just let me know if you need anything okay? I need to go."

Uncomfortable as it is, Alex rapped his arms around my waist giving me a tight hug. "Okay." I respond not wanting this hug to end, but knowing it will. I just needed arms around me, and now I did not care who's arms are around me.


He walked away leaving me breathless once again. It is true what they say; when a guy takes your gift you are stuck with him, cause you know even if that 'time' was not special, he will aways have that something that Andy could never have. My virginity.

I step on the bus seeing my band mates spreading around the living room. Tired non the less from the warped experience.

"Hey guys." I announced my self.

"Oh hi!" Max yells.

"I will be in my bunk if you need anything." I sling my guitar off my shoulder and place it on the sofa with Brady and Mike.

"We are going to a strip club later, care to join?" Mike asks batting his eye lashes.


A strip club? Me? There? "Sure." Limit was not an option for me any more. What do I have to lose. I already lost my virginity, and now I lost Andy. Because he will be dead, knowing my father killed him.

"Jack will also come along." Brady spoke up making me stop in my tracks.

"And uh alex?"

"Nah, his girl is here." Oh?

"Lisa?"

"Yep." Max responds popping the P.

I am not Jealous. Am I?

"Ah, well sucks to be him. I am going to take a nap."

I walked away from my band and drop down in my bunk plugging in my earphones and blasted remembering sunday.

•three hours later•


"Bella! Wake up!" I feel the water escaping my mouth as I try to breathe, try to scream but no sound came out. "Belle, jeez!" My eyes shot open seeing Jake.

"Uh, did I talk in my sleep?"

"No. But you did look like you were suffocating." He whispers helping me up.

"Oh."

"Let's get some ice cream." Just like old times.


Thirty minutes later we entered a small yogurt shop just outside the venue. I took my seat next to the window as Jake waited for the banana ice cream with jelly beans.

"Penny for your thoughts."

I giggle nervously brushing my fire red hair out of my complexion. "I wish we could go back to normal."

"Normal as in?" He pouts feeding me a bit of ice cream.

I hate to say this," me being a fan of BVB, wanting to meet you. Andy being with Juliet never knowing me."

Jake bit down on his bottom lip and sighed. "We were never normal Isabelle. This was bound to happen."

"Yeah, I know."

"There is something you are not telling me Isabelle."

"I had sex with Alex, and I know it s a bit early to say this but I am just afraid that I might be--"

"Pregnant."

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