The Labcoat

Chrissie POV

I woke up and felt my skin tingling, this was the time I usually would cut.

There was a sticky note on Andy's arm, I was suprised he was still asleep; it was 11:30 am.

The.note read:
Check your guys instagram you love birds. -Ronnie R.

Oh god. I pulled out my phone and saw a picture of Andy and me that had gotten 30,000 likes on my profile, and 50,000 on his.
We were both naked and cuddling together and Ronnie took the pic so they couldnt see our private parts but they could see we were naked.

I saw comments like:

awwww. c:

adorbs :D

And I saw ones like:

Eww...

Is she anorexic?

Enough was enough.
I was tired of being made fun of for being me.

I ran into the bathroom and thought,
Im sorry Andy.

I grabbed my blade box and grabbed one.
The cold metal gave me an orgasmic feeling.

"Please stop." He said to me leaning against the doorframe.

I sighed and set the blade back in the box.

He grabbed the box and motioned me to stand up from the toilet seat.

I felt my heart break into a million pieces when he dumped the blades into the bowl and flushed.

He just drowned my babies.

Andy sat down on the toilet seat and put his head in his hands.

"Im sorry."

"You dont have to do this."

"But I do." I replied, making his head rise up.
"I can't just stop."

"But you can."

"You havent hurt like I have Andy." I said in a small voice.

He sighed and thought for a while.

"Show me your pain."

"What?" I was more confused than ever.

I realized what he was saying and I immediatley shook my head no while he nodded.

"Andy I cant."

"You can." He tried to reassure me.

"Please dont make me."

"Where's your extra blade?" He knew I had an extra.

I look in the medicene cabinet and hand it to him.

He looks at it with the wild blue eyes I fell in love with.

He hands me it and I take it with shaky hands.

"You said that you never wanted to hurt me." I whispered to him, trying to change his mind.
"It would hurt me to do this."

"And you said all you wanted was to make me happy." He answered back. "It would make happy if you did this."

I realized he was just going to argue with me.
Andy nodded at me to continue.

I brought the blade up to his inner thigh and pressed it down into his flesh. The blood was already running down his leg, and I could see his lip trembling from the pain so I stopped.

He looked down at me. "Keep going."

I started from the beggining and curved it into a 'C'.

The blood was dripping from his leg onto the tiled floor.

"I never said stop." He said breathlessly.

I went over about an inch and carved a vertical line.
Then I made a horizontal line crossing it, immediately stopping when the lines crossed and he cried out in pain.

"Andy I cant do this anymore."

I dropped the blade on the ground and stood up, but he grabbed my wrist and kept me from moving.

He pulls me down back on my knees and hands me the blade.
"Finish."

I take it and whine in disagreement.
Seeing the blood rolling down his leg gave me the urge to do it to myself.

I try as fast as I can to make this as painless as possible.
I made an upside down 'V'and made a horizontal line across it.

C + A

He smiled down at it and I wiped the tear that slipped from his eye.

Notes

You might find this creepy or adorable. I find it both.