Sorrow

i tossed the popcorn in the microwave, feeling really nervous for some reason; maybe that a famous rock star is in my crappy apartment. Moments before Andy was busting it out with my DVD player saying its 'crap'. I still did not know what he was referring to. My DVD player or my apartment.


I leaned on the counter fiddling with my fingers when my cell beeped seeing its a text from Sarah.


~Text Conversation~


•Did you get laid yet by that hot piece of vanilla chocolate yet?- S.H•


I rolled my eyes and replied. •yeah we did, five seconds after we got here!-Minx•


•No need to be sarcastic! I am in the club with Ash and Greta, did you know the drummer is hot? His name is Christian. Jeez what is it with the hot fuckers?-S.H•


•Keep your G-string on, and no I did not know.-Minx•


•Keep me updated!-S.H•

•Yeah I will post it on Facebook and give everyone the play-by-play. Leave me alone!-Minx•


~End of Text conversation~


I gave a hysterical laugh to my reply and shook my head side to side.

"What is so funny?" Andy asks coming in the kitchen.

"Uh, Sarah." I say waving my phone side to side placing back on the counter.

"Come on, just a matter of pressing play." I nod opening the microwave throwing the popcorn in one of my 'mother's nice bowls' I stole from her house.


We sat down on the black and red sofa as Andy presses play; I place the bowl between us.

I swallowed hard, my hands suddenly begin to sweat, images flashing though my head. Sauntering naked in my room straddling him, my fingers deft and confident as I freed his erection and guided him inside me. Riding ecstasy as his mouth pressed to mine kissing me passionately. God how I wish...


It was hard to admit to myself and to my friends that I have been having fantasies about Andy, but now he is here next to me and that feeling I have been having these pass few weeks are becoming vivid... I so desperately wanted to touch him.

The movie is good I have to declare, but I can not help I am always aware of Andy, my attention more to him than to the movie. When he was not digging his hand into the bowl of popcorn he stretch out his arms across the back of the sofa, but that action only brought him closer to me... But not nearly enough.

I was not going to put the moves on him. Maybe had a girlfriend or I don't know a boyfriend for all I know... It will be just weird.

"Hey you okay?" Andy asks giving me a playful nudge to my arm. "Is the movie alright? Its not Superman."

"Oh no, I am enjoying it really." I say trying to sound more interested knowing me I am a really boring person.

"Is something the matter Minx?" I turn my head to him shaking it slowly.

"Just a little bit tired, been a fucked up week." "Do you want me to go so you can-"

"No, god no don't I am glad you are here." Well now I sound like a damn stalker. I flush returning my attention the movie....

"Can I ask you a personal question?" Okay I know but I have to. "Shoot."

"Uh do you have a girlfriend... Or maybe a boyfriend?" He turned to me with his eyes wide. Oh did I just overstep? "I am not gay." Andy gasps making me burst from laughter.

"Oh uh, I did not mean it like that I was just wondering that's all." Biting down on my bottom lip. "So girlfriend than?" "Did. I am not ready to commit." He says casually making me feel like an idiot for asking. Don't want to commit, great.


"You are not ready for a serious relationship?" Andy gave me a dashing white grin that made me blush crimson. "No, I am looking for someone who does not send me over the fucking wall."


"That's all you want? Someone you just can tolerate, not to love?" I ask narrowing my eyes getting comfortable in my seat. "I don't know," he shrugs "I never actually knew love."

"What do you mean by that?"


"Like I said I don't know, my parents are deeply in love I guess. I want something like that one day but its hard living in my world finding love, and to be honest with you I don't think love is for me."

"Why not?" "Damn girl you are curious." He snaps playfully making me blush even more.


"Sorry its none of my business." But I wanted it to be my business, I like him I want him. "Its fine Minx, but now let me ask you this. Have you ever been in love or believe In it?"


"I believe in love and wish to be in love with someone who loves me in return. What's the use if someone does not love you while you put all that energy into someone who does not give a fuck? Love should be about two individuals who loves each other and willing to die for another, what do you think?" I say out of breathe when I start talking about matters of the heart I begin to ramble.

"Any guy who could have you and throw that away is a fucking ass."

I want to laugh out loud... Oh Andy if you only knew. "That's nice of you to say."

"I am not kidding, If I was with you I would..." Andy drifts off returning his gaze to the movie, did he just? "So you saying I am lovable?" I teased, biting my tongue regretting that I just said that stupid thing.

"Yeah you are." He grins.

It does not look like he is interested in me. Am I not pretty or something. Maybe Andy likes someone with bigger boobs, maybe a big butt? I am not a pretty girl but can some guys see the pass the looks and look inside the person for one time? Maybe love could be pure for once and not about looks and race?

How would Andy look at me if he saw me naked in front of him? Would he like me bare? Ah forget it, that's never going to happen.

"Hey, you okay you look pale." "I am getting a major headache." I was not lying; all this thinking is making me go insane. He is just a guy but still....

"You want to call it a night?" I shook my head to quickly. "No!" God that was too loud and desperate. "I mean no." I whisper groaning at my own stupidity.


Andy laughed and grabs one of the pillows and place it on his lap. "I have been told I can do a good head massage." I did not hesitate to grab the bowl between us placing it on the coffee table beside me. I settle myself on the sofa drowning into the pillow on Andy's lap. His fingers touch my head making me groan from ecstasy, I was like a cat I love to be petted. "Oh god that's amazing." Andy has magic in his hands. Wow. I closed my eyes seeing batman image begin to blur, what was that.... Oh sleep.

•Andy P.O.V•

I leaned over to see Maxine's eyes are closed, her breathing escalating, a small smile on her face and my god she looks like an angel. She is beautiful and probably have everything she wanted; her passion of tattoos and from what I can tell friends that loves her and adore her. I don't know about her family but sure enough its hell living in a home where her parents did not accept her... Thanking whoever my folks supported me through everything.

Minx was different than the other girls, I don't know what is it but she is just so... I don't have words.


The smooth skin of her neck is covered by a black rose in thorns with the words 'Sorrow' below it. Her fingers to her lips curled. I can only imagine that fingers curled somewhere else. "Shit." I whisper. My erection pulsed, pressing against my zipper as my hand ached to slide down her body and travel down her tiger claw prints down her curve. How I just want to lick her neck down to her breast.

No don't Andy, she is a friend. Don't go there.

One thing was certain I was stuck here, Batman was ending and there was no way in hell I am going to disturb this amazing beautiful tattooed woman. I slowly remove my combat boots one by one getting comfortable. Hoping this will not change anything, how I wanted her, but how I wanted her friendship as well.

Notes

just a warning sour lemons in the next chappie
all depends on comments! PS; sour lemons uh u know what is right? lol