Amber's POV
I was damn scared, but as Dad said 'I had to control it'. I had to, because I wanted to save Andy, and I wanted to stay alive! So I kept working on my powers over and over. I almost didn't go out anymore, I only went to the forest with Jack and Daniel. Step by step I was getting rid of this fear, and the nightmares were getting more rare. I didn't see Andy in awhile but kept texting and calling him, he always told me he missed me, but I still couldn't tell him the whole story. It was still freaking me out, what would be his reaction?

We were almost in December... December, his month, his death? No! I couldn't let that happen! So every single day I worked, fighting with my 'brothers' and making it less and less playful. I asked them to hit me without mercy, they were reluctant first but I kept telling them the monster wouldn't be friendly with me... So they finally became serious, sometimes it hurt but I was only thinking about Andy: the pain of loosing him would be worse than everything!


Today, after fighting like usual Jack took me apart and asked:
“Amber? Are you okay?” Amber? There was something wrong! I nodded then said:
“I'm fine why?
-I just wanted to know how you feel through all of this. Knowing that it remains less than a month and all...” He smiled softly then hugged me.
“Don't worry I'll be fine. After all I'm not the one an old bastard want to kill! I'm just here to protect him.” I said “When are you going to tell Andy about that?
-I don't know yet, I know I have to... But it's so hard. I don't want to see him getting hurt again!
-Oh! I know how you feel! You know that?” yes that was right, Jack was the best placed to know how I felt, that was one of the reasons why I liked him so much!


“Yes, and you know that I know that you know how it feel... Well I feel stupid now!” We both laughed then walked home, I added:
“I don't know how to tell him yet.” he looked at me then said:
“I don't know, really I don't know. Maybe just tell him there is a danger, but you're there and you'll save him. Or... Well I don't know!” I smiled, it was funny when he didn't know what to do os to say: he was moving his hands as if it would mean everything.
“Well, I'll take him on a date and tell him, he has the right to know. Then we'll see his reaction!” I said as we arrived home.


So I did, I called Andy telling him I had something very important to tell him and I couldn't say it in the telephone. We decided to see each other the next Monday... It was December's 1st.


Monday, December's 1st.
I woke up pretty early as I was stressed, I would tell Andy about his story. About his possible future. And it wasn't a good future. I took a shower and got dressed, I was in a 'totally black' mood so I put on a pair of black skinny jeans, a black shirt, a few rubber bracelet -yes you guessed right: black ones! I do my usual smoky eyes and I was ready... At least outside, because I was still pretty stressed!


When I went out of my room I met Jack, he gave me comforting hug and pushed me to the door. We giggled and it helped my mood a bit, but as I walked to the park I felt my fear coming back and I put my headphones on, choosing 'I Will Never Let You Down' of Caliban, then 'I'll Show No Fear' still Caliban, a bit of metal-core:


I'm far away from home,
I see the deep blue sky being in a different time,

Nothing matters, no one cares
We have so many ways to go,
But I will always go my way

There will be fear and cries of pain
I'll show no tear and won't complain
Why can't you stay away from me,
I found a key to live my dream

Don't tell me who I am,
I live my life how I want to

You tell me to be someone else
To be what I don't want to be
Respect me, or leave me alone, I am what I am

Nothing matters, no on cares
And to be honest
I don't care

There will be fear and cries of pain
I'll show no tear and won't complain
Why can't you stay away from me,
I found a key to live my dream

Don't tell me who I am,
I live my life how I want to
Let's make my own choices. No matter what!

I arrived at the park and waited for Andy, he was there about five min later. He smiled at me and kissed my lips, but he looked worried. We walked to the café and took a table, he directly asked:
“Angel, tell me what... What you wanted to say please.” What did he had in mind? I wasn't about to break up... Oh! I bet that's what he was thinking about! After Juliet he was thinking I would just 'get tired of him'! I'm so stupid, I should at least had told him what it was about!


“Andy, hey! Look at me” I said, he looked up and I saw how sad he already was. “I love you okay?” he nodded. “What? What is it about?
-You remember when you asked me why I accepted to turn into a vampire?
-Yes, you told me it wasn't for eternal life, but for something more important.
-Exactly, and... It was for you.” He looked at me, shocked.
“How could it had been for me? We didn't even met at this moment!
-Yes, I know. But I loved you already.” I murmured while looking away.
“Why for me? What does it means?
-It was to protect you Andy, as a vampire I am stronger. I didn't know yet I was EF, so I accepted, it's better know because I'm both... But anyway! You are in danger know!” He looked at me wide eyes.


“Someone... Or maybe something want... Want to kill you. I can't let that happen!
-Wait what? But who? And why? When?
-One question at the time babe please! First it's a long and complicated story...” Then I told him the whole story, starting with the old king, the wizard and now the fact that he was almost 24... He looked at me then said:
“Amber you're totally crazy! This can't be happening! You're all insane! You and your 'family'! I don't want to hear about this stupid story anymore!” then ran out of the café. It hurt, but I could understand how he felt: it was always hard to take that someone wanted to kill you. Specially when you haven't done anything to this person!

'Fear is the Weakness.' I kept thinking this over and over. Then I slowly walked out, Andy was nowhere, I guessed he wanted to be alone for awhile. So I put on my headphones and walked to the park. I was so sorry for Andy, his life was a mess since I came in! Sometime I even wish I could die with the monster, so maybe he would get back to normal. At least I told him...
I called Jack to explain him how it passed. As usual he found a way to comfort me! He was always able to make me at least smile! I ended up the conversation then walked through the park.

I saw something was wrong here, but I couldn't tell what it was. I just felt it. Everything seemed normal, there were people on benches, children playing... I couldn't tell what was the problem, until I turned around to meet golden brown hair, deep black eyes and an evil smirk on perfect lips. I froze.

Notes

Hey BVB's! I'm trying to get back to 'normal' (well normal for me, I'm not in the 'normal category'... For 'normal people' xD) well I'm feeling kinda better.
Sorry I did'nt update yesterday, but I'm fighting with this damn chapter since Friday! I finally had it! Yay!
Love you little BVB's!

Oh! And before I forget! I'm about to start two other stories (but only one first! I can't handle two more stories in the same time!) so wich one do you want first?
-Love Don't Die (1)
-Love Will Be Our Last Emotion (2)
I won't say more about them :P just pick one randomly ;) I'll put the link soon!
Well I guess you're getting tired of reading my life. I'm done!
Love you all!

Shadow