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I would die for You **COMPLETED**

Chapter 24: Blinded By Fear

Andy's POV
I looked at her as she stood up and walked away. I could'nt say a single word, I was shocked. Angel actually loved me?! She was right, I was damn blind! She gave me so much evidence about her feelings, but I kept closing my eyes on them. I kept on focusing on her likely 'relationship' with Jacky. All of that just to protect myself from knowing how much I was actually hurting her... Just to protect my little confort with Juliet. I did'nt even listen at myself, putting all my feelings for her as 'physical attraction'. Oh my goodness, what did I miss?

Amber's POV
I sended him a silent message, telling him how I felt about him. But of course he did'nt replied. 'What did you expect Amber? He would just be like Oh! I was waiting for that my whole life, I love you too and happy end? You're not in a damn dream! This guy don't love you, he likes you, he's attracted by you. But it only mean sex for him... Now move your ass out of there before you cry like a baby!' said an evil voice in my mind, but it was true. There was no way in hell Andy Biersack could love me...

So I just stood up and slowly walked away, as I expected from him he did'nt call me back, or make a single move. So I quickly put my clothes on and ran away. Using my vampire speed I was at the beach in 5sec. I just lay on the hot sand, waiting for me to feel better and than get back home.

Back to Andy's POV
I screamed her name, but did'nt receive any answer. Too late silly! Too late! She was gone. I just lost the only person that actually LOVED me for real. Not as a friend, not as a family... As the most important thing in the world! I put on a jean and shirt and ran out, she was nowhere. I ran again and again, but she was gone. I'm so stupid... Why did I let her go? Why did'nt I force her to stay, to stay forever with me? As she was the only person making me happy... Wait! What did I just say?

Just like in this soft song of The Fray, 'She Is'. Angel was everything. Everything I wanted, I needed. I had to found her back. Now. No matter what

This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

This is going to bring me to my knees
I just want to hold you close to me

I ran again, screaming her name. Foreigners were looking at me weirdly, but I did'nt give a fuck. I wanted her... I loved her. Why did'nt I see it before? Why was I blinded by the fear of loosing my confort, to try something that was'nt sure but if it had worked I would be way happier now? Okay, she was nowhere... I went to her house and rang. Jack openned, looked at me: he was surprised.

“Hi Jack... Is Angel there?
-But, she was supposed to be with you!”
I was in a cold sweat at his words. It meant that she was'nt there neither. I think I would get crzay without her... I started screaming her name as a madman. Leaving her house, walking to the beach. I let my body fell on the hot sand, then pulled a cigaret and smoked until my brain did'nt hurt anymore, crying again and again, like a baby. There were people walking around me, some of them sat not far from me. But I did'nt care. There were a few couples, it hurt... There was a wonderful sunset in front of me, but it seemed grey for me... As SHE was'nt with me.

“If only you could be there now, with me. You're my Angel, my little piece of heaven. You would be amazed of this sunset, and it would be ten times more beautifull for me... I'm so blind... I love you so much Amber, since the first time I saw you... If only you could be there, If only I could tell you... I love you...
-I love you too” I turned around to see Angel next to me.I felt a tears running on me cheek. But I did'nt say words, I did'nt want to break this moment. I just pulled her closer to me, her head resting on my shoulder and my arm around her waist. I loved her. I did'nt know if it was for ever, if it was a dream, but I treasured this moment. And finally the sight became way more beatiful. As SHE was with me.

Back to Amber's POV
I heard Andy screaming my name, but I was'nt in the mood of answering. I was feeling better with the hot sun on my skin, I did'nt want to see him and get hurt anymore. But he did'nt give up yet, it was like he was running around the whole town screaming my name again and again.

Then he stopped. I knew it! 'Don't try to lie to yourself Amber, he does'nt love you', I did'nt even finnished my though when I heard him screaming again. Then I saw him at the beach, but he did'nt see me. He fell on the sand, was he crying? I could'nt stand that! So I walked to him, and I heard him talking all alone as I sat close enough to hear him. “my little piece of heaven” Was he talking about me? Or about Juliet? My heart beated faster as he continued “I'm so blind” my heart skipped a beat.

“I love you so much Amber, since the first time I saw you” yeah he was actually talking about me for sure! “If only I could tell you... I love you.” I did'nt think as I answered “I love you too”. He looked at me surprised. His eyes slowly get life back in them as he realize it was me then he grinned at me. He pulled me closer, and I felt I belong to there. My head on his shoulder and his arm around my waist. I loved him.

Notes

Like people said 'Mens are from Mars, Women are from Venus...'
I know it's pretty short! But important! They finally confess to each other!!! ♥♥♥♥
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Comments

@CountryEmoGirl

Here the link of another story (it's not Love Will Be Our Last E. but still :) )
I put it now mainly for my favorite odd child ;)
http://www.blackveilbridesfanfiction.com/Story/45477/From-Shapeless-To-Breakable/
Love you <3

@xI_am_your_shadowx

Well I'm glad you will post it soon and yup ODD CHILD AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!! XD

CountryEmoGirl CountryEmoGirl
5/10/14

YES!! Thank you!! I'm so excited!

@ourhandsondestiny
@Andy'sSoul
@shizzlenannigans
@Black_Winged_Vampire
Okep! Sequel!

@CountryEmoGirl
Sorry, you're the only one who asked for story 2 against 4 :/, but don't worry I'll post it soon too :)
(Btw: I love odd children... ;) )