Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Awkward Love

Chapter 25: Lost It All

CC's POV
As our big day neared I was getting nervous. I would spend hours thinking about our big day, worrying about how our fans would react, Jake's parents, sister and nephew. Onstage I was worse, my hands would become sweaty and I'd drop my sticks almost every beat I hit. I couldn't find a way to stop my thoughts. Andy would always look at me and mouth "Are you alright, want to talk?" To me. I'd smile suspiciously and rub my face dry with my towel. Everybody knew what was going on but left me alone unless I asked them to talk to me. I was scared and worried, I knew that I probably needed to talk to someone, but I chickened out of asking, I was terrified. I was paranoid. As the day came closer, I would lose sleep and usually fall asleep at sound check, I was a wreck, I knew I needed help and so did the band. They each took turns in asking me to talk to them, but I'd decline and ask them to leave, until Jake asked me. I spilled everything to Jake and he held me close and tight every night before our big day to ensure I got sleep and that I was ok. I love Jake, I still had my vows to write. Not long to go until we were due to be wedded.

Jake's POV
I was nervous as our day neared, something was bound to go wrong, my family missing their flight, getting on the wrong flight, CC being sick or our slot being cancelled. I was nervous and worried, to take my mind off things I played guitar for a while, until someone complained that they couldn't sleep or the told me that they were going to bed. I spent weeks writing my vows, playing guitar to escape my thoughts and watching CC sleep during sound check. I knew he was worried and paranoid and nervous, but I didn't think he couldn't sleep. He finally talked to me after Jinxx and Ashley asked him to talk. He told me everything, I held him tight and close until he fell asleep every night until our big day. I was getting nervous as the day came nearer, but I loved CC and I knew this was the right thing to do.

Comments

Loved it ! X

I LOVES DIS STORY ^-^
Raven Von Sin Raven Von Sin
9/28/13
tittle idea(If love was fire you would be on fire like a forest fire)
@Bulletproof-fallenangel17
Thank you for the hints and confidence
SRBVBFAN SRBVBFAN
7/24/13
@SRBVBFAN

You'll figure one out. Bounce ideas off others. Think about how the title kinda gives a hint into the story. It took me forever to come up with a title for my story. It's not up here or anywhere. I don't plan to put it up. Something will come to when you least expect it. You've got this. :-)