Finding Help

I came home from school tired but texting Andy.
Andy: Listen I have NO IDEA how to do that Algebra crap u r talking about so stop trying to make me feel stupid!!!!!
Me: LOL its not my fault you asked what I did today.
Andy: God i thought u were just gonna say go to class and fuck around not write a book with details.
Me: oh I see you really care.
Andy: lol so we are doing sound check for tonight's gig one more stop closer to u
Me: Hun I still have to ask my Mom
Andy: God do it already!!
Me: I would if i could
The meaningless conversation continued as I made my way to my room. I smoked another of my Mom's cigs and sat beside my window texting. Eventually Mom came home and I walked down to the kitchen and looked at her.
"Hey Doll, did you get off to school alright?" she asked putting up some groceries.
"Yeah Fine. Did your Date go well?" I asked knowing the answer.
"Oh yeah great I stayed the night with Bill." she said with a smile as I helped her."
"Cool, So I woke up this morning and was texting Jake and he thinks I should Go touring with the guys this summer." I didn't look at her as she stopped moving and looked at me.
"I don't know how much of a good idea that is." She said as rage began to build up inside me.
"Come on Mom I don't want to go to Dad's and you will be out with Bill all the time." I tried relaxing but it was hard.
"Still you will be messing up your sleep scheduled, and have easy access to drugs and Alcohol and drugs." she tried sounding like a good responsible mother but it was bull shit.
"Mom I will barely sleep here now because when it gets hot sleeping is just the last thing I want to do. And you know how the guys feel about drugs."
"what about the Alcohol?" she asked skeptical.
"So you think you've raised and alcoholic now?"
she looked at me sternly "I really want to trust you and let you go but I don't want you getting hurt or lost or god forbid PREGNANT."
"Mother! stop worrying about be I have Done just fine with out you hovering why are you doing it now?" I am angry and start clinching my hands into fists.
"Listen if you want to go run away with some band then fine but don't you dare come back crying to me when you get drunk and raped and wind up with a kid you can't handle." My eyes opened wide with pure rage. I wanted to hit her right in the face but I didn't do it.
I started on homework for English and started reading the Vocab list doing the final review. I didn't tell any of the guys what happened I needed time to think.

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