Unbelievable Secrets

Title: Explanations, Surprise and Tour
Date: 24/2/14
Time: 1:23pm

Down Stairs - CC P.O.V

When we got down stairs putting the bags by the door and went to find Jinxx and Ashley when we walked into the lounge room we saw Jinxx wrapping Ashley’s ribs. Ashley was lying against Jinxx’s chest. From where I was standing I could see what looked like a hand shaped bruise on Ashley’s forearm.

When we walked into the room Jinxx looked up he didn’t look happy, we all knew that Ashley would never be coming back here if Jinxx had anything to say about it, we all quietly walked over to the couch and sat down getting a better look at Ashley, bruises littered his torso and his arms along with a couple of cuts here and here.

“Is he going to be alright?” Jake asked, he was passing some things to Jinxx when he pointed to them, Andy looked like he was about to cry, Jake helped Jinxx get Ashley’s shirt back on, he shook Ashley shoulder to get him to wake up, after about a minute Ashley started to wake up we were all relived that he was alright.

Ashley’s P.O.V

I blurrily opened my eyes, blinkinga couple of times to clear my vision, I was a confused as to why I was sitting on the couch and there was something around my ribs most likely bandages, that’s when everything come back to me, I looked around to see Jake, Andy and CC, they were all sitting on the couch.

I looked up and saw Jinxx he looked relived giving me a smile. I let myself be pulled up he helped me stand I gasped in pain when I stood on my ankle making Jinxx sigh and mutter somethinghis breath, I didn’t catch what it was but I had feeling it had something to do with my ankle.

Stop: 1:42pm (24/2/14)
Start: 1:10pm (26/2/14)

When we got to the bus I limped to the couch and sat down, Jinxx walked over with the first add kit and got out a bandage taking off my shoe he started to wrap ankle, after he was done he put an ice pack on it, I was about to get up to get a book from my bunk when Jake pasted it to me, I gave him a tired smile.

After a little while I started to feel tired, I was the only one on the bus since the others had gone to get some lunch, the asked me what I wanted I told them and they said that they would be back in about two hours, I went to get up but found that I couldn’t stand on my ankle.

I limped over to my bunk and put my book back, I got my phone and went to sit back down, about twenty minutes later I heard the door to the bus being opened, I looked at my phone to see the time, there was no way that the boys could be back already, I turned around to when I heard the door to the sitting room open, I froze when I saw my father.

He grabbed my phone an threw it across the room, he grabbed by the fount of my shirt and threw me to the ground I landed on my ribs making me scream, I curled into a ball trying to protect my chest and head, he pulled me off the ground.

Stop: 1:32pm (26/2/14)
Start: 4:04pm (26/2/14)

I tried not to scream when someone punched me in the stomach making me double over, I couldn’t get away if I did my father said that he would brake both my arms (which he was holding behind my back), I was trying not to scream as I was punched in the stomach repeatedly.

When I looked up at the person who was punching me I was shocked to see one of his friends that sometimes come around, he had a strange look on his face like he was planning something I had a bad feeling he grabbed my face and kissed me, I was too shocked to move, the next thing I knew was that I was being held on the ground not able to get up. My father’s friend got on top of me and pulled my pants and boxes down and unzipped his pants.

I screamed when I felt a blinding pain and went into semi-conscious, I heard what the man and my father were saying but I blocked them out as best I could, I couldn’t believe that this was happening to me, why would he do this to me….

2 Hours Later after Ashley’s father and the man have left. (AN: there is no way that I would make all of you read that, and I rather not write it either)

I was still dazed I had been raped by my father and that man. Before they left they told me that I wasn’t to tell anyone was had happened, they had cleaned up and made everything look the way it was supposed to and left, I couldn’t move at all it hurt too much, I got my iPod out and put on some music and started to read my book again.

About 25 minutes later

I was brought back to the real world when I heard the door of the bus open I froze for a moment hoping that it wasn’t my father and that man, I relaxed when I heard CC voice, he was shouting at Andy about something, I got up and almost fell over because of the pain that shot up my back and the fact I had put too weight on my ankle that I was sure was worse now than it had been two hours earlier.

I got up carefully and walked out to greet the guys and see what they had brought for me to eat when I walked into the kitchen everything went quiet, that’s when I remembered my father had removed my shirt and the bandages that were still lying on the floor in the lounge room, my makeup had most likely come off meaning that they could see all of the bruises and the things that my father had carved into my chest

Stop: 4:19pm (26/2/14)
Start: 6:54pm (28/2/14)

Jinxx’s P.O.V

We had been out for the last two hours getting some food and some other things that we might need we eat lunch and got Ashley something to eat and went back to the bus when we went inside I heard Ashley fall back onto the couch and swear quietly then get up and open the door to the back, he walked into the kitchen and everything went quiet.

He didn’t have a shirt on and his bandages were gone meaning we could all see his chest, I had to stop myself from gasping when I saw the things that were carved into his chest: Manwhore, Freak, Slut, Emo, Monster, Waste of Space. Those were only the ones that I could see I knew everyone else was shocked, Jake, CC and Andy was all staring at Ashley in shock who was looking down, his eyes went wide he must have just realised that he wasn’t wear a shirt and that he didn’t have any bandages.

“Ashley what happened?” Andy asked, he had put the things he was holding down on the table, CC and Jake had done the same, Ashley looked up threw his hair when Andy asked him what was wrong, he only did that when something was bothering him, he said that he’d rather not tell at the moment.

Three Weeks Later – CC P.O.V

I was woken up by someone yelling down the hall the breakfast was ready, I jumped out of my bunk threw on some cloths and ran to the kitchen, I saw Ashley standing at the stove putting the last of the pancakes onto a big plate, he turned around and put the plate on the table. I sat down and was about to start eating when Ashley hit my hand with the spatula giving me a glare.

After about ten or fifteen more minutes Andy and Jake dragged themselves out of bed and come to get something to eat, Ashley said that we could start eating, everyone was talking when suddenly we heard swearing coming from the back room,

We were all trying not to laugh, we all knew that Jinxx hated being woken up by an alarm clock purticully when they were about to go on tour, Ashley got up and started to make Jinxx his coffee, ten minutes later Jinxx walked into the kitchen he was trying to brush the knots out of his hair, and muttering something under his breath, he took his coffee from Ashley when he walked into the room.

Stop: 01:52pm (1/3/14)
Start: 12:24pm (3/3/14)

Ashley’s P.O.V

It’s been three weeks since the guys had picked me up and my father and his friend had found me and got their revenge, I hadn’t told anyone what had happened, I wanted to tell them but I just couldn’t, I didn’t want them to get hurt, they were my family.

I had woken up at around 6:00am to get breakfast ready I knew that the others wouldn’t be up for a while, after about fifteen minutes I decided to make pancakes, since I knew it was the boy’s favourite and they loved my pancakes over anyone else’s. It took about ten minutes for the pancakes to cook. I put the pancake on the plate and went to wake the boys up and as usual CC was the first one out of his bunk.

CC come running into the kitchen when I was putting the last of the pancakes on the plate, when I put them on the table CC was about to start eating but I slapped his hand with the spatula giving him a glare. About ten or fifteen minutes later Andy and Jake dragged themselves out of bed to get something eat, I said they could start eating, after a little while, everything went quiet when we heard swearing coming from the back room.

No doubt it was Jinxx falling out of bed having been woken up by his alarm clock. I got up and started to make his coffee ten minutes later Jinxx walked into the kitchen he was brushing his hair trying to get the knots out and muttering something about stupid alarm clocks.

I turned around to hide the fact that I was laughing everyone knew that Jinxx hated being woken up by his alarm clock purticully when we were about to go on tour, I turned back around and handed Jinxx his coffee, Andy, Jake and CC were all looking at the table their shoulders were shaking ever so slightly, I could tell they were trying not to laugh.

Jinxx’s P.O.V

I was woken up by my alarm clock. I went to get up but fell of the bed hitting my head. Swearing I got up and went to get dressed, I was brushing my hair when I walked into the kitchen, muttering about how it was stupid that we had to get up this early. Ashley turned around to face the coffee machine when I walked in no doubt to hide the fact he was laughing.

When Ashley turned back around he handed me my coffee I put my coffee on the table then sat down and tried once again to get the knots out of my hair, I could see that Andy, Jake and CC were all laughing I gave them a glare and they all shut up.

I jumped slightly when Ashley grab the brush from my hand and started to brush the knots out of my hair carefully, it took him about ten minutes to get all the knots out of my hair and get it looking as though I hadn’t fallen out of bed, after he was done he handed me back my brush and grabbed his coffee that was sitting on the bench and sat down.

“Thanks Ashley” I said he just nodded since he had taken a sip of his coffee, it was really strange having Ashley brush my hair. I put what was left of the pancakes onto my plate and started to eat, they were really nice! Ashley didn’t sit down he just leaned against the counter sipping his coffee.

Stop: 1:27pm (05/3/14) dark and krad as one person – Lumanara
Start: 7:38pm (15/3/14)

It had been about an hour or so since we had all gotten up and had breakfast, CC was in the kitchen eating all of the food we had, Jake was sitting on the couch playing COD, Andy was writing some new song in the back room and Ashley was in his bunk checking twitter and whatnot.

I was sitting in my bunk reading upside down meaning I was looking Ashley his face was lit up by the flashing light from his phone, his fingers were tapping the screen and every now and then he was sware. I knew he was playing a game. I went back to reading about fifteen minutes later I hear Ashley phone go off and then about two minutes later I heard him start to cry.

I sat up –being careful not to hit my head- quickly and jumped down from my bunk and walked over to Ashley’s and jumped up, I hugged him asking him what happened I knew it had something to do with a twitter post, he got the most hate out of all of us because of his rep.

He just passed me his phone and then started to crying in to my chest, I turned his phone back on and opened twitter, it didn’t take me long to find the tweet that had Ashley so upset. I started to read couldn’t believe what this person was saying.

@AshleyPurdy I have no idea how you ever got into the band. You are just a manwhore that is using BVB as a way to get more fame you just had to find another band after you left your last one and make them miserable none of them care about you all. No one will ever care for that outcast emo kid that always cuts and has been abused and rapped, and has failed at killing himself.

I’m guessing that you never told your band mates that you were abused and have almost gotten killed and put into a coma to bad Ashy boys emo friends weren’t there to save him, what a pity you’re still alive you should have die, no one would ever miss you. Not even your band mates they don’t give a damn about you…

I wrapped my arms around Ashley who had crawled into my lap and was still crying I put my head in his hair trying to stop myself from crying, I started to rub Ashley’s back trying to get him to calm down we sat there for about ten or fifteen minutes Ashley started to calm down, his face was still buried in my chest his shoulders were still shaking pretty badly.

I looked down at him when I felt him move his head, his eyes were red and puffy from crying he also looked very scared, I tilted my head sideways wondering why he was so scared of me, I asked him why he was scared he grabbed his phone and opened notes and typed something then showed it to me.

Would you really miss me if I was gone?

I stared at the note for a few seconds then remembered what the tweet had said, Ashley was resting his head on my chest looking down at his lap his shoulder’s had started to shake again, I put my hand under his chin making him look at me.

“Of cause I care about you Ashley, if we didn’t then we would have never come to get you from your fathers, don’t ever think that we don’t care about you. We would all miss you if you were ever gone, are some of the things in the tweet true, were you really almost killed and put in a coma?” I asked he nodded his head and buried his face in my chest again and started to cry again I started to rub his back kissing his head I started to sing savour

By the time I had finished the song Ashley was asleep, I carefully moved so that I was lying down with Ashley resting on my chest, I couldn’t help but smile. I picked up Ashley phone and went through all of the tweets that he had gotten since he had gotten in the past three weeks.

I was shocked at most of the tweets, some of them were nice and other were just plane horrible, I looked down at Ashley who was still sleeping, I decided to go to Ashley’s profile page I was shocked when I saw who was listed as his family, I almost dropped his phone but I managed to stop myself, one I had gotten over the shock I looked back at Ashley’s phone.

Family of Ashley Purdy

Father: Jinxx (33)
Big Brother: Jake Pitts (25)
Twin brother: Andy Biersack (24)
Little brother: Christian “CC” Coma (29)

I couldn't believe that Ashley put me as his father on twitter and the rest of the band family though Andy wasn't really that surprising, I looked down when I felt Ashley move he was whimpering in his sleep, I gently rubbed his back waiting for him to calm down once he did I went back to looking at Ashley phone.

I exited twitter and searched for a bit before I found the game that I was looking for, Ashley had rearranged his phone he does that every now and then when he's drunk then when he's sober he doesn't notice unless it takes a while to find something.

Once I found the game I started to play it, I could understand why he kept swearing, it was one of those adventure/mystery games that he had on his phone sometimes played them to get him passed something he was stuck on. He didn't know he just thought he did it himself and couldn’t remember doing it.

Stop: 9:32pm (15/3/14)
Start: 6:35pm (28/3/14)

The Next Day – Ashley’s P.O.V

I snuggled closer to my pillow, I really didn’t want to get up, I was so close to falling back asleep when I felt my pillow move, I opened my eyes and found myself staring at Jinxx’s chest I looked up and saw Jinxx staring at me with a slight smile on his face, he went to get up put I stopped him by wrapping my arms tighter around his waist.

I don’t know why but I felt like if he left then I would start to cry, I don’t know why I was being so clingy, Jinxx chuckled and moved around a bit to get comfortable before settling down, I moved around a bit before snuggling into Jinxx’s chest, my hands moving to clasp his shirt, he started to hum Perfect Weapon, I slowly felt myself falling asleep the last thing I heard before I fell asleep was CC falling out of his bunk.

Jinxx’s P.O.V

I was woken up by Ashley moving around a bit to try and get comfortable, after about a minute he settled down both of his arms were wrapped around my waist, he looked like an daemon angel when he was sleeping, I laid there and watched Ashley as he slept.

After about fifteen minutes I felt his breathing change signling that he was wake, he snuggled close to my chest a few moment later his eyes opened and he looked up at me sleepily, I couldn’t help but smile at how cute he was, I went to get up but I was stopped when I felt Ashley’s arms tighten around my waist, when I looked at him he looked like he was about cry. I chuckled at how clingy he was being but I didn’t mind. I moved around a bit so I was more comfortable.

Ashley moved around a bit before snuggling into my chest, his hands holding tightly onto my shirt, I started to hum Perfect Weapon, his grip on my shirt loosed a little bit just as he was falling asleep CC fell out of his bunk –how he managed that I don’t know- I amazed that Ashley didn’t wake up again, I pulled back the curtain all the way –I think Andy closed it- back and looked down at CC who sat up and rubbed his head, he opened his mouth to stay -yell- something but I put my finger to my lips then pointed to Ashley telling him to be quite.

He just nodded and walked into the kitchen to get something to eat –if there was anything left that is- Andy was the next person to wake up he looked a little shocked when he saw Ashley using me as a pillow, I got out his phone and took a picture of the two of us most likely putting it on Instagram or twitter. I asked Andy if he could bring be something to eat before CC at what was left of the food since I knew that I wouldn’t be moving until Ashley woke up, I might get a few more hours sleep if I’m lucky and everyone keeps quite.

Stop: 7:29pm (28/3/14)
Start: 5:56pm (29/3/14)

A couple of Hours Later

It was about 2:30 when finally woke up, after a bit of convincing Ashley got up and went for a shower while I went to get something to eat, when I walked into the kitchen I saw Andy, Jake and CC all eating what appeared to be lunch, I sat down and started to eat, they asked me why I was sleeping with Ashley (not in that way get your minds out of the gutter) last night, I told them what had happened, they were all shocked when they read what the tweet had said.

When Ashley come out he was dressed but he had a slightly dazed look on his face look on his face, when he sat down I asked him what was wrong, he just started eating, within three minutes he had finished everything on his plate and hummed happily making us all laugh, when he was really hungry and there was food around he would eat it, we had learnt the hard way to never leave out food when Ashley was hungry.

“How can you eat that much?” Jake asked looking at Ashley shocked he hadn’t seen how much Ashley could eat when he was very hungry all, this hadn’t happened in about two years, it only happened when he was starving, he gave CC a run for his money, he could eat that much when he was hungry.

I stared at him for a moment and noticed something was off about him, he had red highlights in his hair that was strange I had never noticed that before, I guess that he had died his hair that colour. After everyone had finished eating we decided to practise for the show that we had to do tonight, I asked Andy what our set was going to be but he said that he was going to let Ashley decide what we were going to play, Ashley stared at him shocked.

“Saviour, Legacy, No Body’s Hero, Lost it all and Perfect Weapon, that’s all I can think of at the moment” Ashley said, we all nodded, then me and Jake started to practise Lost it all and CC was playing perfect Weapon on his practise pad, Andy was finishing off the lyrics for a new song that he was writing, I asked him what it was about and he said it was a secret and we could have to wait and see, after about an hour or so Andy showed us the song he had been writing but he didn’t tell us what it was about.

Stop: 6:48pm (29/3/14)

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