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We Don't Belong

Trying to Breathe

“So how’re things going with you and Andy?” Juliet asked me at one of the end of the day party things. We were in the home stretch of warped with just a few more venues to play.

I shrugged my shoulders, “I don’t really care at this point.’ I said taking a drink from my glass. We were like one of those couples that were on the edge of divorce. We still slept in the same bed and said I love you but it just felt like we were on autopilot. Just doing things out of habit.

“Don’t say that.” Juliet said looking at Andy, who was looking in our direction, even though Danny was trying to speak with him. “He obviously still cares about you.”

I shrugged my shoulders, “We’re all just creatures of habit.” I recited; I read it in one of my psych books before.

“Are you okay?” Juliet asked.

I wanted to say no but I just nodded. “Yeah I’m fine.” I said giving her a fake smile. “I have to grab something from the bus. I’ll be back.” I said and then went into the bus.

I walked over to the couch and sat down, taking a few deep breaths. Something was bugging me; I just couldn’t figure out what. I downed my drink, welcoming the slight burn and the numbness that followed. At least when I was drunk I didn’t realize how doomed my relationship was…Maybe I did realize it, I just didn’t give a shit.

“I was wondering where you went.” Andy said coming up the steps.

I stood up stumbling a little bit, “I was just sitting here.” I answered.

He walked over to me and brushed some hair behind my ear. His fingertips slightly brushing my cheek. I smiled at the familiar feeling, and he smiled back. “I miss your smile.” He said brushing my bottom lip lightly with his thumb, sending shivers down my spine.

I placed my hand on his arm, where the tattoo we got together was located. I ran my fingers over the word. ‘Never Gonna Change My Mind, We Can Leave It All Behind’. I wish that was true.

“Can I kiss you?” Andy asked breaking me out of my thoughts. All I could do was nod.

He leaned down and kissed me. It was sweet at first and then became hungry and possessive. It had been awhile since we had a good make out session, usually it was just kisses on the cheek or pecks on the lips.

I slipped my hands under his shirt, lifting it up. He helped me take it off only breaking the kiss for a few seconds. One of his hands went to my hair while the other pushed my vest off my shoulder.

“Riley.” He said huskily as he pulled away. “I love you.” He said it like he meant it like before all the shit started. I just nodded; unable to say anything back. Why the hell couldn’t I say it back?

Andy looked at me confused. He knew something was wrong. “I-I’m going to go.” He said and just left.

What the hell was I doing? I leaned forward against the counter trying to take deep breaths but horribly failing. It was hard to even take small breaths. I loved him but why was it so hard to say it back?

Notes

Riley's outfit: http://url=http://www.polyvore.com/chapter_22/set?id=78096090#fans

short chapter ^_^ but I hope you enjoyed it will hopefully have more up later tonight.

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3/30/14
@NikiFM
your welcome :)
@Raven_Marie_Black

Thank you for reading! I'm glad you liked it ^_^
NikiFM NikiFM
11/3/13
i love it XD
@iluvdogs0322
yeah some days I am lol I live off of caffeine lol
NikiFM NikiFM
4/9/13