The mall is a funny thing part 2

- Shopping and depression

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(Daniella's point of view)

I couldn't understand why Ashley did all that. Making me blush that's it. I didn't hate it, don't misunderstand me. He is so gorgeous and perfect in my eyes. I just hated myself when i was blushing.
We took a cap with Andy and Sabi into the mall. I never liked shopping, but i wouldn't destroy it all for everyone. So i guess i had to get along with it.

As we got into the first cloths store, then we seperated for a bit. Jake and CC wouldn't waste their time in a store for womans.
"good luck guys, we will find some more... manly store" CC said as he pulled Jake with him and outside the store. I waved at them as i smiled a little bit. I always loved CC. He's the funniest person i ever known. He always knew how to light up a boring night. Jake? Jake is awesome. He always says what he thinks about anything. He has my strongest respect.

I looked over at Andy and Sabi who was looking at a beautiful black dress. I knew that one would fit her so well if she would just give it a chance. Just one little damn chance.
Andy clearly liked that dress and he seemed to really be carring about Sabi, which made me as a friend less worried for her heart. I knew it life had been though for her lately. So i was there as a protective mother to be honest.
Im that kind of person who just cannot stop myself from protecting my friends, if i feel their getting into trouble or begin bullied. Anything, i can't stand it. I stand up for my friends, but not for myself.

Ashley looked around, not really intressted in all that girly cloths, yet he studied the dresses. I guess he had some pervy mind of his own. (...it is Ashley Purdy after all...)

As Sabi and Andy disappired Sammi took my hand pulling me into a dressing room. I had to give my opinion to a dress she wanted. Jinxx had agreed to buy her one dress. I always saw Jinxx as that kind og gentle boyfriend who just wanted his princess to have the best of the best. He is a little shy too, thats what i always thought about him. Adorable.

She got dressed and looked at me. The dress was beautiful on her, not just anyone could pull that off. "You're beautiful" I said as i turned her around, looking at the dress from behind. Open back, must be for Jinxx. *Pervy perv*
I wish i had a body like Sammi. I mean she could pull any dress on her body and she would look stunning and beautiful, like a model or an hell's angel. I was sorta jalouse at times, but i guess everyone goes through such things. Thats why i don't shop. I just start crying like always, i wasn't going to destroy everything again.... Lost so many that way.

I already bought a dress sort after, just to act like i was enjoying it. I didn't let let boys pay, even though they been that nice and sweet to actually wanting to do so. I just couldn't.

Back back to the place Sabi left us in the earlier chapter....

We was sitting and drinking coffee, at least Sabi, Sammi, Jinxx and Andy did. Ash was drinking some beer and i was drinking water, boring as i was.
Ashley was curious and wanted to see what i bought. I looked down as i tried to hide the bag. I knew i was going to return the dress anyway. Besides.... i didnt want to let them know.
"there's no need for that, its just a normal dress.... i think i did an okay job" i answered as i looked away. the others were talking about the next big tour they were going for. It's weird that these days soon will be over, its truly a dream for me, even though im still not sure if im wide awake.

I couldnt eat anything. I wasn't much of a cake-person. I know myself a little too well. Do i sound depressed, sorry.
It's a little part of me who cannot pull it aside.

Ashley looked over at Andy and Sabi, a bit confused about my reaction. I haven't quiet told Sabi all about my depressing moments. It happens when i feel like a bother or i feel horrible. Im trying to hide it, but its sometimes harder than it seems for some.
"Daniella... is something wrong?" Ashley asked as he moved closer looking down at me. He looked back at Sammi, Jinxx and Andy. He didn't know how to react.

"Im fine! There's nothing wrong!" i tried to stick at that thought. I don't want him to look me at some annoying girl destroying all the fun. Why was i so depressed about buying some stupid cloths.....?

Forgive me....

Notes

One more chapter have been written.
Im sorry if my writing in this one sound depression for her.

But i guess it gets better.

Hope you guys enjoy it, now that im finally getting myself to write anything.
<3

XxRebelAngelxX