Redemption
Home.
Once I was dressed and had my makeup on we were again in the car, but this time I had no idea where we were going. We didnt speak the whole car ride, however it wasnt awkward. Instead it was a very comfortable silence. I had said everything earlier that was bothering me and now I was just plain relieved. I couldnt help but smile while thinking back on the whole situation. He said I love you!! I never expected this day to come... especially since we broke up. The next thing I knew we were at the mall.
Finally the silence was broken. "I thought you may want to get a few new things. You know, to add to the collection you have at my house."
"Of course! My collection because thats what most people call it." I laughed and playfully pushed him. We started walking inside, but Andy stopped right before the door. "Whats wrong?" I stopped and turned around and faced him. "Nothing I just need a smoke. You go ahead and I'll catch up." I walked up to him and kissed him on the cheek then started walking inside. This mall was the one with everything expensive. I always felt bad spending people's money. I started looking through the sales rack in Top Shop and found a couple cute things. I was looking for more fall and winter items since summer was almost finished. Next I walked into a few shops that I never heard of and found cool things like a sweater with a black cross on it, motto leggings,a dress and I also bought a pair of jeffery campbell boots. I felt so bad about buying the boots I almost returned them since they were $300 but a creepy guy walked up to me and distracted me.
"Hey pretty lady. Whats your name?" he said as he draped his arm across my shoulders. I shrugged him off and gave him a disgusted look. "Excuse me, but Im busy" I gestured to the lady at the register who was wide eyed and confused. Where the hell is Andy! What is taking so long. Right as I thought this Andy walked in the door. Thank all that is good in the world!! He didnt say anything at first but I could tell he was confused. I stepped to his side and his eyes flickered back and forth between me and the creep. "So youre with this guy huh?" the creep asked. I grabbed Andy's hand and pointed to it "Yep, yes I am. Now come on Andy let's go." Andy was about to walk away with me, but the guy yelled out "Hey bitch! I could satisfy you better than that scrawny kid." Andy whipped around. "Andy dont! No fights today, please!" I called after him, but he didnt listen. Andy was now only a foot away from the guy. "Dont you fucking dare talk shit about my girl" he growled. Here we go. I sighed knowing I couldnt do anything to stop them.
"You wanna go outside?" he asked. I wanted to yell no so bad. Andy turned back to me and then looked at the guy "I would but youre not worth the jail time" and he started walking away. ":Lets go" he said without looking at me. The guy kept yelling things, but we kept walking. Once we got outside I felt like I could finally breathe.
"On a better note what did you buy?" He asked as he pulled out another cigarette. I was so gittery and anxious I asked him for one. "Since when did you start smoking" He questioned handing me one and lighting it for me. "Only when I'm stressed out" I stated as a took a drag. I sat on the curb and he did the same. "Sorry I didnt mean for that to happen" I said. I was starting to feel more at ease taking another drag and slowly blowing the smoke out. "Its not your fault. I shouldnt have reacted to what he said." after a while he put out his cigarette and waited for me to finish. Minutes passed in silence and I finished the last bit and we were again walking to the car. "Well," he said "You never answered my question."
"Oh right! Well I got some boots and... sweaters... and one nice top, plus a dress. But I dont know where I will wear it though." He didnt say anything but gave a humming sound that sounded like he was mocking me. What was that suppose to mean? It was already 5:00 when we pulled back into the apartment. Walking into the living room and setting down my bags, Andy stopped me. "I suggest you put on that dress you bought." I looked at him and nodded not even questioning him. "What time do I need to be ready?" I asked. "6:00" He said and smiled as he walked back to the bedroom. I put my dress on that looked like this... and makeup like...
(Lora arellano aka @loreleicakes follow her on instagram she posts amazing makeup pics)
Once we were both ready we met up in the living room. "Holy shit babe... Sorry I mean... you look beautiful." I smiled and looked at him in his white button up shirt and black slacks. "You look nice too" I winked at him and he laughed. Vallet brought the car back around and we drove off to dinner. I dont know the name of the restraunt but it was beautiful, expensive, but beautiful.
We sat down and we started a general conversation. "So when did you get that tattoo?" I asked pointing to the one on his hand. I had gotten one identical to his but mine was of his name a while ago, but had to cover it up for work. He smiled and said "I got it about two weeks after we broke up when I realized I needed you in my life." My heart melted. "That is so cute, but so dumb at the same time." I laughed. He gave me a questioning look. "Well what if I didnt want to be with you anymore? Or I never talked to you again?" I asked. "Well I guess it would be a reminder of how stupid I was." He smiled his gorgeous smile. I swear if looks could kill I would be dead. "I was thinking" Andy said bringing me out of my thoughts. "I was thinking... Alesana...." He paused. I nodded hoping he would hurry up and spit it out, but right then the waitor came and brought us our drinks. I had gotten a cocktail while he had a shot of whiskey. He thanked the waitor and then picked up his drink and knocked it back. I took a sip of my drink getting nervous. Why did he need to pause and take his shot before he was going to tell me this? Was it that bad?
"Sorry." He said. He took a deep breath. "Its the first time I ever asked anyone this so sorry Im a little nervous. I was going to hyperventalate if he proposed. "So I was thinking I know its been a while and it was never official, but would you like to move in with me?" I let out a giant breath that I didnt know I was holding in. "You scared me there." I said smiling now. Im was glad he wasnt proposing. "Of course I will move in with you," I continued.
"It was never official before, and I just want you to be there every morning... so I wake up with you next to me." I was speechless. Things have really changed for the better. I felt like I was going to cry. Not sad tears, but tears of complete and utter joy. I was going to have a lot to tell Sammi tomorrow. I didnt know what to say so I just nodded hoping that was enough. We ate dinner and went back to the house.
When got inside I couldnt help myself any longer. He shut the door and immediately I grabbed his face kissing him a little more roughly than needed. He licked my bottom lip and I granted him entrance. I started taking off my shoes while still in the midst of kissing. He starting unbuttoning his shirt. His hands roamed my body pausing ever so slightly on the dip of my back he grabbed the zipper and slipped my dress off. We said no words. He kissed me down my neck making me moan. He smiled against my skin making me smile too. Somehow we made it to the bedroom and he layed me down on the bed. I gasped and gripped the sheets. Andy was now moaning and I couldnt help but scream with pleasure. He looked me in the eyes and smiled. The rest of the night went on like this (A/N i dont want to get too graphic). An hour later I was breathing heavily covered by the sheets. "I love you" Andy said scooting closer to me. "and I love you more than I could ever scream" I said refferancing his song. He laughed and I layed my head on his chest. Im home now was the last thing I thought before I fell asleep to the rhythm of his heart.
Finally the silence was broken. "I thought you may want to get a few new things. You know, to add to the collection you have at my house."
"Of course! My collection because thats what most people call it." I laughed and playfully pushed him. We started walking inside, but Andy stopped right before the door. "Whats wrong?" I stopped and turned around and faced him. "Nothing I just need a smoke. You go ahead and I'll catch up." I walked up to him and kissed him on the cheek then started walking inside. This mall was the one with everything expensive. I always felt bad spending people's money. I started looking through the sales rack in Top Shop and found a couple cute things. I was looking for more fall and winter items since summer was almost finished. Next I walked into a few shops that I never heard of and found cool things like a sweater with a black cross on it, motto leggings,a dress and I also bought a pair of jeffery campbell boots. I felt so bad about buying the boots I almost returned them since they were $300 but a creepy guy walked up to me and distracted me.
"Hey pretty lady. Whats your name?" he said as he draped his arm across my shoulders. I shrugged him off and gave him a disgusted look. "Excuse me, but Im busy" I gestured to the lady at the register who was wide eyed and confused. Where the hell is Andy! What is taking so long. Right as I thought this Andy walked in the door. Thank all that is good in the world!! He didnt say anything at first but I could tell he was confused. I stepped to his side and his eyes flickered back and forth between me and the creep. "So youre with this guy huh?" the creep asked. I grabbed Andy's hand and pointed to it "Yep, yes I am. Now come on Andy let's go." Andy was about to walk away with me, but the guy yelled out "Hey bitch! I could satisfy you better than that scrawny kid." Andy whipped around. "Andy dont! No fights today, please!" I called after him, but he didnt listen. Andy was now only a foot away from the guy. "Dont you fucking dare talk shit about my girl" he growled. Here we go. I sighed knowing I couldnt do anything to stop them.
"You wanna go outside?" he asked. I wanted to yell no so bad. Andy turned back to me and then looked at the guy "I would but youre not worth the jail time" and he started walking away. ":Lets go" he said without looking at me. The guy kept yelling things, but we kept walking. Once we got outside I felt like I could finally breathe.
"On a better note what did you buy?" He asked as he pulled out another cigarette. I was so gittery and anxious I asked him for one. "Since when did you start smoking" He questioned handing me one and lighting it for me. "Only when I'm stressed out" I stated as a took a drag. I sat on the curb and he did the same. "Sorry I didnt mean for that to happen" I said. I was starting to feel more at ease taking another drag and slowly blowing the smoke out. "Its not your fault. I shouldnt have reacted to what he said." after a while he put out his cigarette and waited for me to finish. Minutes passed in silence and I finished the last bit and we were again walking to the car. "Well," he said "You never answered my question."
"Oh right! Well I got some boots and... sweaters... and one nice top, plus a dress. But I dont know where I will wear it though." He didnt say anything but gave a humming sound that sounded like he was mocking me. What was that suppose to mean? It was already 5:00 when we pulled back into the apartment. Walking into the living room and setting down my bags, Andy stopped me. "I suggest you put on that dress you bought." I looked at him and nodded not even questioning him. "What time do I need to be ready?" I asked. "6:00" He said and smiled as he walked back to the bedroom. I put my dress on that looked like this... and makeup like...
(Lora arellano aka @loreleicakes follow her on instagram she posts amazing makeup pics)Once we were both ready we met up in the living room. "Holy shit babe... Sorry I mean... you look beautiful." I smiled and looked at him in his white button up shirt and black slacks. "You look nice too" I winked at him and he laughed. Vallet brought the car back around and we drove off to dinner. I dont know the name of the restraunt but it was beautiful, expensive, but beautiful.
We sat down and we started a general conversation. "So when did you get that tattoo?" I asked pointing to the one on his hand. I had gotten one identical to his but mine was of his name a while ago, but had to cover it up for work. He smiled and said "I got it about two weeks after we broke up when I realized I needed you in my life." My heart melted. "That is so cute, but so dumb at the same time." I laughed. He gave me a questioning look. "Well what if I didnt want to be with you anymore? Or I never talked to you again?" I asked. "Well I guess it would be a reminder of how stupid I was." He smiled his gorgeous smile. I swear if looks could kill I would be dead. "I was thinking" Andy said bringing me out of my thoughts. "I was thinking... Alesana...." He paused. I nodded hoping he would hurry up and spit it out, but right then the waitor came and brought us our drinks. I had gotten a cocktail while he had a shot of whiskey. He thanked the waitor and then picked up his drink and knocked it back. I took a sip of my drink getting nervous. Why did he need to pause and take his shot before he was going to tell me this? Was it that bad?
"Sorry." He said. He took a deep breath. "Its the first time I ever asked anyone this so sorry Im a little nervous. I was going to hyperventalate if he proposed. "So I was thinking I know its been a while and it was never official, but would you like to move in with me?" I let out a giant breath that I didnt know I was holding in. "You scared me there." I said smiling now. Im was glad he wasnt proposing. "Of course I will move in with you," I continued.
"It was never official before, and I just want you to be there every morning... so I wake up with you next to me." I was speechless. Things have really changed for the better. I felt like I was going to cry. Not sad tears, but tears of complete and utter joy. I was going to have a lot to tell Sammi tomorrow. I didnt know what to say so I just nodded hoping that was enough. We ate dinner and went back to the house.
When got inside I couldnt help myself any longer. He shut the door and immediately I grabbed his face kissing him a little more roughly than needed. He licked my bottom lip and I granted him entrance. I started taking off my shoes while still in the midst of kissing. He starting unbuttoning his shirt. His hands roamed my body pausing ever so slightly on the dip of my back he grabbed the zipper and slipped my dress off. We said no words. He kissed me down my neck making me moan. He smiled against my skin making me smile too. Somehow we made it to the bedroom and he layed me down on the bed. I gasped and gripped the sheets. Andy was now moaning and I couldnt help but scream with pleasure. He looked me in the eyes and smiled. The rest of the night went on like this (A/N i dont want to get too graphic). An hour later I was breathing heavily covered by the sheets. "I love you" Andy said scooting closer to me. "and I love you more than I could ever scream" I said refferancing his song. He laughed and I layed my head on his chest. Im home now was the last thing I thought before I fell asleep to the rhythm of his heart.
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3/30/14