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Hearts Of The Used

A World Of Hate Awaits, We Are The Wild Ones

Andy Biersack

"I'm going to miss you so much Dragonfly." Today was my last day with my precious Juliet and I wasn't sure when I would be able to see her again. The thought made tears form in my eyes.
"Don't cry love. I'll try my best to see you as often as possible while you're on tour." She said softly before she reached out and caressed my cheek.
"You promise?" I asked softly as I rubbed my cheek against her hand.
"I promise darling, but I gotta go." She said softly as she removed her hand from my face.
"Goodbye Dragonfly." I whispered.
"Bye love." And with that she was gone.

"It'll be okay dude." Ashley said from behind me. He knew just how much I loved my sweet Juliet. "I'm going to miss her so much." I turned to face him.
"I know you will, but just remember that you will see her again." I nodded and gave Ash a smile. He always knew how to make me feel better.
"Anyway, Jon went to go get one of the new roadies. Apparently it's some dude named Alex. I don't know when the other one will show up. The other one is a chick named Kayla." Finally! We'd needed new roadies for forever!

"Don't have sex with the chick." I said before crossing my arms over my chest. That's how we had lost a few of our female roadies. Ashley always had to nail and bail. He rolled his eyes at me. "Whatever mother." He said sarcastically before leaving me to myself. I was sort of excited now! I loved meeting new people. It was always exciting to see how many different types of people there where, plus I needed new people to torment with my constant talking.

I sighed and decided to get off of the bus and sit with the rest of the guys. I jogged down the bus's stairs and wasn't surprised to see the guys just standing around and chatting with random fans. As soon as the fans spotted me, I was swarmed, which didn't bother me one bit! I loved my fans more than anything in the world. Well besides Juliet of course, no one could ever come before her.

I took the time to talk to each one of them individually. It was a good way to pass the time as I waited for Jon to return with this Alex character.

Right as I finished speaking to our last fan, Jon's car pulled up. Jon stepped out and we all crowded around him.
"Soooo?" I asked impatiently.
"He's sort of shy, be easy with him." Jon said directly to me. He knew that I would be the first one to talk his ear off. I rolled my eyes at Jon and flipped him off. He rolled his eyes and walked around the car to the passenger side door. He opened it and out stepped a boy who looked to be about 17.

He seemed severely shy. His cheeks were red and he was hiding behind his hair. As usual I was the first to say something.
"We don't bite dude." I said with a laugh. His cheeks turned even more red, if that were possible.
"S-Sorry." He stammered as he practically moved to hide behind Jon. Great he was going to be anti-social for forever.

No! I refused to let someone be that way. There was no need for him to be shy at all. I walked over to where he and Jon were standing and pulled him out from behind Jon.
"There's really nothing to worry about kid. I promise. We're more than accepting here." I said quietly so only he could hear me.
"I realize that, but you guys are kind of famous. It's freaking me out." I tried to suppress a laugh, but failed miserably.

"Don't think of it that way. We don't. Hell as far as I'm concerned, you and I are equal. We're just like you and everyone else in the world." He looked at me doubtfully. I turned around to see that the rest of the guys had gone to get on the bus. I figured they realized that they were going to have to wait until I was done talking to him to meat him. They knew me far too well.

"Come on, let's sit." I said as I managed to sit my ass on the ground. Sometimes it sucked to be tall as hell. He sat down next to me and stared at the ground. This kid was hopeless. I grabbed his chin and made him look at me.
"Relax." I said quietly before taking my hand away from his face. He didn't break eye contact with me after that. He nodded.
"So anyway, how old are you?" I was curious for some odd reason.
"Nineteen." He glanced away from me after he answer and then let his eyes meet mine again.

"Damn. I thought you were like seventeen." Well at least he wasn't underage. Wait... Underage for what? He looked away from me, seeming embarrassed. Oops.
"Sorry. I'm bad at guessing ages." I really was, I got it wrong almost all the damn time. His eyes met mine again and he smiled as if to reassure me. I couldn't help but notice how wonderful his smile was. My body stiffened at the thought.
"It's fine. People get my age wrong all the time. I just look young I guess." He said with a giggle. A giggle? Since when do men giggle?

"It's a good thing." I said with a smile. He averted his eyes and bit down on his lower lip. I found the sight... adorable. I couldn't help it! He looked so innocent.

"So tell me something crazy about yourself." That brought his eyes back to mine. He hesitated for a moment, seeming to try and find the right thing to tell me.
"Well I'm gay." He said softly. I knew it.
"Obviously." I said with a smile. He looked offended.
"Well not many men giggle, nor do they shy away when I smile." It was true.
"Oh." He said in a small voice. He seemed to be kind of uncomfortable now.

"That's cool dude. No one here is really going to care. Be as open as you want to be about it." I knew for a fact that I didn't care. I was always taught not to judge people based on...well anything really.

"Are you sure?" He asked doubtfully.
"100%! I love gay guys. They're crazier about me than the women." I said with a laugh. I was honestly quite flattered by the fact that men found me attractive, it by no mean bothered me.
"Well you are gorgeous." He said as if it were obvious. He quickly turned away and flipped his hair in front of his face.
"I'm sorry!" He said, panic lacing his voice.

I chuckled at him.
"Trust me, I am the last person on this earth to refuse a compliment. From anyone. It's always nice to hear that people enjoy me. I spent so long believing that I was some sort of awful thing, but some time and the fans made me realize otherwise." My eyes flicked to his and he looked away shyly. I could get used to this.

"I'm lucky really. I get to go out and do what I love almost everyday. The fans, they idolize me in way that I've never thought that I deserve." A smile formed on my face as I thought about where I was and where I am now. We were quiet for a moment, it was a comfortable silence though.

"Well I suppose we should get on the bus so you can meet the rest of the guys." I said before I stood up and held out my hand to him. He took it and I pulled him up with one simple tug. I released his hand and made my way to the bus, I could hear him following behind me. I think I could like this kid. He sort of reminds me of me for some reason.


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Chapter title credit goes to: Song: Wretched and Divine; Artist: Black Veil Brides


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