We will brave this storm

"Wake up.... wake up." A gentle voice called out. I groaned and opened my eyes to see a figure standing over me. There were streaming lights coming through the curtain. I hid under the covers even more.

The figure signed. "okay Jade get up or I'll make you get up." I stayed silent hoping the figure would go away, but of course they didn't. My blanket was ripped off. "Wake up!" I shoot up out of bed to find CC holding a bucket and my blankets was on the floor by his feet.

"CC don't you dare." I warned. He better not do what I think he's about to do. "What are you going to do about it?" He challenged. He didn't give me time to respond. CC poured the bucket of ice water right over my head. I screamed at the coldness of the water.

"CC you are going to die!" I screamed taking off after him. He turned and ran down the stairs. I jumped the last two stairs and lost my balance. I slipped turning the corner and fell on my ass. All of the guys were in the living room laughing their asses off.

"Jade baby are you alright?" Dad came and picked me up placing me back on my feet. "Dad... you are about to have to look for a new drummer." I sent the death glare at CC while he was rolling around on the floor dying of laughter.

"Baby you are NOT going to kill the drummer. We still kinda need him." Dad chuckled. "Hey! I heard that!" CC pouted. I laughed. "Well I'm going to get into dry clothes."

I got changed and went back down stairs. I walked over to the couch and sat on Ashley's lap. "Hey baby" Ashley kissed my forehead as I rested my head on his chest.

I cant stop thinking about the nightmare that I had last night. What happened if he found me? I don know if I could take any of it. I felt Ashley stock my hair bring me out of my train of thoughts. "It'll all be alright baby." With that I focused on the movie that was playing. Batman. Andy and his Batman. I laughed at Andy sitting right in front of the TV like a little kid. I know with my family and amazing boyfriend here I'll be alright.

"Hey when is the interviewer today?" Jake asked. "It's in an hour. Jade, Bryan wants to meet you and put you in the interview. Are you up for it? I mean if it's alright with you that is." Ashley responded looking at me. I was so nervous what if the fans don't like me? "Umm... sure." My voice was shaky. "Baby you don't have to if your not comfortable with it." My dad reassured me. "It's okay. I'll go." I said trying to sound calm. "Okay then let's go."


---Time Lapse After Interviewer---

We got back from the interview and I already had a lot of more followers on Twitter. I was sitting in my room when my phone went off. I looked at my phone and there was a lot of messages from Twitter. and at that hate from BVB fans.

'I can't believe you are Jinxx's daughter. You are so ugly.'

' Jinxx doesn't love you. how could he love something as ugly as you. go kill yourself slut.'


There were so much more then that and they got worse. I can't let my dad see this or he'll realize that they are all right. Tears ran down my face. I got up and locked my bedroom door. Then I went into my bathroom and locked the door. I rummaged through the drawers with blurry eyes until I found my box of razor blades and sleeping pills. I filled up the bath tub with hot water to the top.I took a hand full of pills and downed them. Then I took my razor and slide into the tub. I started cutting. I went deeper and beeper every time. Soon my vision starts to go black.

"Jade?" The voice was so familiar. "Jade? Are you in there?" Ashley. My Ashley. I don't want to leave him. I tried to move but it was to late. I tried to speak out to him but nothing came out. I don't want to loose my Ashley. I love you Ashley so much I'm so sorry I left you. And with that everything went black.


Ashley's pov

"Jade baby please open up." It was still silent. I carded the door and Jade still wasn't there. I was about to leave when I noticed the bathroom light was on. I decided to card that one too and there was my baby girl in the tub filled with blood water. 'Jade! Baby please open your eyes!" I shouted as I pulled her out from under the water. Jinxx came running in with the boys behind him. CC called the ambulance as soon as he saw what was going on. I am so scared that I am going to loose my baby girl.

The ambulance came and took my baby out of my arms. What if I got here too late? What if I won't be able to see my baby girl ever again? I thought as I got into the ambulance along with Jinxx. I held Jade's hand sobbing as did Jinxx on the other side. " Please baby don't leave me." I begged her. We arrived at the hospital. They rushed her into the ER. I tried to stay by her side but they pushed me away from her. I stood there not wanting to turn away. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see it was Jinxx with a pained look on his face. We both went to the waiting area. This is going to be hell.

Notes

Hey <3 sorry I haven't updated in a while I had a bad case of the writers block.