Even with wings I fall. Andy Biersack fanfic. *Sm#t

I sat in the bottom of the shower ,tracing my old scars and veins I had broken open when the suffocating feeling had become to much. I hadn't in so many months. I dropped my blade in a sewer drain when I saw Andy hug a fan when he saw her arms on youtube. I vowed I would never cut because the bands I loved , including Black veil brides said it made them hurt when fans cut them selves. I looked at my razor remembering the times I had ran to it and let in drain my secrets out of my skin , telling it my story as it split my skin. I broke my razor and stared at it . I wanted nothing more to throw it away from me and run to CC to cry in his arms but the monsters whispered horrible things . They said every thing I feared and repeated them till they drowned out all the other thoughts and noise of my world. I wasn't strong any more. I drug the razor across my skin and watched my skin spilt open and the rubies clump up . I kept slicing till the had voices stopped, my arms was dripping blood and the water looked like fruit punch. I whimpered when I saw my handy work and tried to stand . What if some one saw me ? What if they sent me away? I backed into the shower to clean myself up and cover them in soap. After my shower I ripped a old shirt in my bag and dressed the wounds. My shirts and hoodie would hide them till they healed. I had failed everyone yet again
The cuts itched and burned as I handed out merch. I faked my smile and handed a very pretty teen a rosary . Her scream caught me off guard . I looked around trying to find the problem. She was pointing at me though. My make shift bandage had moved and blood ran down my arm in a river. My world tunneled and flicked as I tried to cover it but broke open more scabs sending more blood down my pale skin. The girl swooned and fainted . Last thing I remember was black boots running toward me.
A burning jolt sent me arching off the ground. "We have a pulse." Andy stood over me . Shaking his head as tears ran down his face. I was lifted and brought to the medic tent for stitches. After being stabbed multiple times with a needle I was finally let go . Ashley met me out side the tent. "What the hell are you trying to do? Do you even know what pain you caused your mate? He went to Sazar . We are fucked now." He grabbed me and drug me to the bus. Ashley pushed me toward my bunk. The boys were all wearing Black jeans with war paint spread across their body and faces. Ashley threw clothes at me. "I only have time to give you a short run down of what to expect. Sazar is who created us. He is our winged leader if you need a favor or miracle you go to him but there is a price. " As I pulled on the corset he had thrown at me . "How does that have anything to do with Andy? " Ashley shook his head. " Andy wants you to no longer have demons. He wants you guys to be together." I pulled the door open showing him his choice of clothing. " I can not go out like this . " He grabbed my arms . "The way we are going no one will see you."

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Oh my what is going to happen??? lol do u like it?