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Rebel Love Song- @Andy_is_gorgeous

My boss went out and would be gone for who knows how long. I tucked my green and blonde hair behind my ears and stared out the window at the highway. Cars were zooming by in a blur of colours and occasionally one would pull into the gas station to refill their gas tank, but hardly any bothered to come inside to buy anything.

I rolled up the sleeves of my long-sleeved shirt. It was hot as hell, but I was too ashamed of my bruises to let them be shown that much. However, since no one bothered to show up, I didn’t see any issue in letting some bruises and scars being exposed. My mother and step-father abused me, so did my boyfriend…and the kids at school. It seemed wherever I went there was someone who thought it would be fun to beat me up. I had half a mind to just drop out of school. I was eighteen and I had already earned all of my credits, staying there didn’t really seem to make sense any more.

I blinked my eyes repeatedly as an enormous, black bus with ‘Black Veil Brides’ printed in white pulled into the gas station. I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t hallucinating, but the bus was still there.

A smile tugged at my lips for the first time in a long time. I might have a chance to meet my favourite band! My smile faltered, however, when the idea hit me that they would just get the gas and leave without stopping inside.

I sighed and looked down at my hands.

“Stop getting your hopes up, Axel,” I scolded myself.

I heard the tinkling of the bell above the door and my head snapped up.

Andy Biersack was walking towards me. His black hair was growing out and it looked as if he hadn’t bothered to straighten it. He was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a ripped My Chemical Romance tank and a pair of black boots. He looked absolutely breath-taking.

“Hey, can I have a pack of L&Ms?” he asked as his eyes darted to my nametag.

“Uh…yeah. Th-that’d be um… $4.50,” I stuttered.

He laid the money down on the counter, and as I handed him the cigarettes, my sleeves slid up.

“Nice BVB bracelet,” he smiled sadly.

“Oh…thanks. I’m a big fan. Your music has gotten me though…a lot,” I said, my eyes watering.

“What’s a girl like you working here?” he asked.

“I need money and it gets me out of the house,” I murmured.

“It’s that bad at home?”

“Yeah,” I croaked.

“Do want to come on tour with me and the band?”

“What?!”

“You heard me. You’re at least eighteen, or else you wouldn’t be working here, you’re miserable, and I can tell you really want to leave this town. So, do you wanna come?” he asked.

“Yeah. I’d love to,” I smiled.

I scribbled out a resignation letter for my boss, smiling the whole time.

“Hey, Josh! I’m leaving! Watch the station for me!” I yelled.

“Fine!” Josh called back from the back room.

“Ready to go?” Andy asked.

“Yep. Can we quickly stop at my house so I can get my stuff, though?”

“Sure. Come on, adventure awaits,” he grinned.

I walked with him onto the bus and flopped down on the couch in the front lounge as he explained the situation to Jon and the rest of the guys. I gave him my address and we were at my house in less than ten minutes.

“Do you want me to go in with you?” Andy asked.

“Nah. I’ll be quick. Besides, my parents are at work.”

I hopped off the bus and ran into my house. I opened my bedroom door and grabbed my suitcases. I had already had my stuff packed up and ready to go for about a month now, just waiting for the right time to escape.

I rolled my suitcases down the driveway and threw them into the luggage compartments at the bottom of the bus. I got back onto the bus and shot Andy a reassuring smile.

“That was quick,” he said.

“I’ve been waiting for this opportunity forever,” I told him.

“I’m not surprised. Your bunk is going to be the one underneath mine,” he said.

I looked at the bunks and noticed the one that was filled with Batman merchandise. My guess was that one was Andy’s.

I let out a small yawn and leaned my head on Andy’s shoulder. All of this excitement was draining and I hadn’t had a decent night’s sleep in god knows how long. Andy didn’t seem to mind my head on him. In fact, he wrapped an arm around me and started humming something. I think it was ‘Rebel Love Song’, but my mind was starting to lose its focus as I drifted off to sleep.

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“Psst… Axel. They guys and I are going to the venue. We’ll be back after the performance, okay?” Andy whispered in my ear.

“Mhmm…,” I mumbled sleepily.

He kissed my forehead and he and the rest of the guys exited the bus. I was almost asleep again, but my phone went off, blaring ‘Mama’ by MCR.

“Ugh….” I groaned as I fumbled around for my phone.

“What?” I growled as I answered my phone.

“Where the fuck are you, you little bitch! Your father and I have been calling for the past few hours!” My mom screeched.

“One, he’s not my father, and two, it doesn’t matter where the hell I am. I’m not coming back. You and your boy-toy are going to need to find another human punching bag! I’m through with your shit! Don’t ever call me again,” I snarled as I hung up.

I ran my hands though my hair and took a deep breath. It took me years, but I was finally able to speak my mind.

My phone rang again, but this time ‘Face Down’ was playing. My stomach tied up in a knot and I reluctantly answered.

“Hello?” I said weakly.

“Finally! Do you have any fucking idea how long I’ve been trying to call you? Get your fat ass back to me and I won’t be all that rough with you,” Blake, my boyfriend, growled.

“I-I’m not coming back to you. I don’t love you anymore. I’ve had enough of your abuse. I don’t deserve what you do to me,” I said, becoming more confident with every word.

“You do love me because I’m the only one who will ever love a slut like you. You are worthless and you’re lucky I haven’t done worse to you. Don’t you ever think that another man will be able to love you for the piece of crap that you are!”

I hung up and burst into tears. How could I ever think that I would be able to leave my past behind? There was no way anyone would be able to love me, especially not Andy. I stumbled to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I sobbed for what seemed like hours. I wiped away a few tears and looked into their medicine cabinet. I saw a few pill bottles and grabbed one that seemed to be sleeping pills. I opened it and poured half of the contents into my hand.

“Bottoms up,” I mumbled.

I opened my mouth and dropped the pills into my mouth. It took a little work, but I was able to swallow them. I felt fine for a moment, then things began to blur. I felt my knees grow weak and my eyes closed. I was vaguely aware of a dull pain in my head before I blacked out.

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“Is she waking up?”

“I don’t know, she moved.”

“Will she be okay?”

“Guys, shut the fuck up!”

“Ugh, don’t shout,” I groaned as I blinked my eyes open.

I looked around. White walls. White bed. White ceiling. White curtain. Black Veil Brides.

“Am I in a hospital?” I asked.

“Yeah. We came back from the concert and found you knocked out in the bathroom. The doctor said if you took one more sleeping pill and you would’ve been dead,” Jinxx said.

I looked uncomfortably at my lap.

“Can I get out of here now that I’m awake?”

“Yeah, we just need to make sure you don’t try any of that shit again,” Ashley told me.
I nodded my head and observed how Andy’s eyes were glued on my. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking, but I doubt it was anything good.

The guys left the room and let me change. Once I was done, I walked out into the waiting room and we walked across the street to the hotel we were staying at.

“What room am I sleeping in?” I asked the guys.

“You’re sharing a room with me,” Andy said.

“I don’t get my own room, seeing as I’m a girl?”

“After the stunt you just pulled? Hell no,” Andy growled.

I bit my lip and followed him to our room. He opened the door and I noticed that my clothes were folded on the dresser. I saw that my pajamas were a pair of lace underwear and a long, black tank.

“Um…who picked out my clothes?” I asked with a blush rising in my cheeks.

“Ashley. I had no part in it,” Andy said, “I’m going to take a shower. Make yourself comfortable.”

He grabbed his bag and closed the bathroom door behind him. I quickly changed into my clothes, worried that he might come out sooner than expected.

I felt slightly embarrassed that my tank top only reached my upper thigh and it was cut low enough that my bra was exposed. Damn Ashley.

I crawled into the bed as I heard the water of the shower being shut off. A minute later Andy came out of the bathroom. His hair was soaking wet and he was dressed in only a pair of boxers. I bit my lip as my eyes skimmed over his tattooed chest. I quickly flipped over in bed so that I wouldn’t be distracted by the incredibly attractive singer. Little did I realize, however, that by doing so my lace underwear were fully exposed for him to see as were my bruises and cuts.

“Axel, are you awake?” he asked as he crawled into bed with me.

“Yeah.”

“We need to talk.”

“About what?”

“About what you did today.”

I sat up in bed and looked him in the eyes.

“What do you want to know?” I asked with a sigh.

“Why did you do it?”

“My parents and my boyfriend called me after you left. I dealt fine with my parents, but when my boyfriend called I didn’t handle it very well. I guess I broke up with him, and he didn’t like that. He said that I was worthless and that no one would love me because of my past. I knew it was true. I’ve been beaten and I’ve self-harmed. I mean, look at me,” I said, motioning to the marks on my body, “There’s no way anyone could love someone like me. I took the sleeping pills hoping that if I took enough that I’d be able to just fly away from it.”

“You’re wrong, you know,” Andy said, his voice low.

“About what?”

“That no one could love you like you are. I love you, Axel.”

“What?” I croaked.

“I love you. I don’t care about your scars or your bruises. They just show where you’ve been and how much you’ve had to go through. I love you enough to look past the physical scars that you have, and I’m willing to help heal your emotional ones.”

I crashed my lips into his and he immediately kissed me back. He laid me back onto the bed, his lips not parting from mine. I craved for his touch. My arms wrapped themselves around Andy’s neck and I pulled him closer to me. I bit his bottom lip and tugged gently on it, earning a low growl from Andy.

“Take me,” I whispered to him.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“I love you, Andy. Of course I’m sure.”

A smile pulled at his lips and he pulled my tank top over my head. His lips connected to my collar bone and I hissed in pleasure. His fingers played with the clasp of my bra.

“You know,” Andy whispered as he unhooked my bra, “I’m really going to have to thank Ashley for picking out your clothes.”

I giggled as he smiled the most breathtaking smile.

“I love the sound of that.”

“Of what?” I asked, slightly puzzled.

“Your laugh.”

I slid out of my bra and kissed him softly on his lips that had become a bit swollen.

“You’re so beautiful,” he murmured as he planted kisses along my breasts to my panty line and to the inner part of my thighs.

His fingers wrapped around the waistband of my underwear and he carefully slid them off of me. He got out of his boxers, revealing his more than satisfactory erection. He planted another kiss on my stomach, causing me to giggle yet again. I could feel his lips curving into a smile against my sensitive skin.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

I nodded my head and he slowly thrust into me. I cringed in discomfort.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah. Keep going,” I told him.

He continued and found his pace. My hips began to buck in rhythm to his thrusts and the bed started to creak in response to our movements. My fingers gripped onto Andy’s hair as my walls tightened around his member. His thrusts slowed as he anticipated his own release and after a few more thrust we climaxed. The physical ecstasy that I experienced was like that of the emotional ecstasy I felt when Andy told me he loved me. I felt like I was floating on Cloud Nine.

Andy pulled out of me carefully and rolled next to me. He wrapped an arm around me and kissed my temple.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“You have no idea how great hearing those words makes me feel,” I smiled.

“I’m assuming you feel as great as I did when I heard you loved me back.”

I giggled again and he flashed his beautiful smile at me.

“Can you promise me something, though?” he asked.

“Of course.”

“If you ever feel the need to cut or do something harmful to yourself, I want you to talk to me. I want to be there for you always. So, do you promise?”

“I promise.”

Notes

Comments

@KayHopeNoona1996
Hi there! Not trying to be a pest or anything, but I was just curious as to how the story is going?

Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/26/18

@Red Phoenix77
Alrighty, sounds good!

@KayHopeNoona1996
I don't figure he'd go for anything TOO far out the first time they're together, since he's actually trying to figure out how to be a "Boyfriend", instead of just a random hookup. Oral, or different positions are cool, but also maybe with him trying to be somewhat romantic, if that makes any sense.

Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/2/18

@Red Phoenix77
Haha, yeah, no I wasn't gonna have a daddy kink in there unless you asked. But if you want any other kinky stuff for the smut part, just lemme know! I should have it done within the week (I'm aiming to have it done by Sunday since my new job starts Monday and I'm outta state next weekend)

@KayHopeNoona1996 Maybe after they've been out a few times, he invites her over to his place for dinner, and actually cooks for her. ( You can decide if it goes well, or if there are "mishaps" ). Since it's a new relationship, he's been trying to NOT live up to his reputation, and hasn't made moves on her yet, so after dinner, while they're watching a movie or something, she finds a way to let him know that she'd like for them to get closer. This way, we can have the smutty part that didn't fit into the other part.
By the way, I'm not into the "daddy" type stuff, if that's cool. ( Not judging anyone, it just doesn't do anything for me ) I'm looking forward to seeing what you can make out of this. Thanx!!


Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/2/18