Rebel Against
Let Me Live.
(( Rebels POV ))
The crowd was electric!
We were all on stage and god did it feel good.
"Okay so most of you know I'm now Mrs. Biersack. But one thing you guys didn't know is I have OCD & ADHD. If you suffer suffer from any neurological problem and get bullied for it I'm here." Then the intro to Make It Stop by Rise Against started.
*Time Lapse*
Once I got back from my set I decided to do a vlog so everyone could get to know the real Rebel Asher Biersack. I grabbed my laptop and changed into something more comfy and head to BVB's bus. I decided I would do it in Andy's bunk cause I know its clean considering I basically live with him. I opened up my laptop and clicked record:
"Hey guys its Rebel here and I'm doing my first Vlog so you guys can get to know me a little better. Here goes nothing. When I was little I thought my family was perfect. Yes my parents fought basically daily but I was a little girl. Ha I look back now and I have to thank my brother for taking my little Ipod nano with no music on it and putting a bunch of his music on it. Three Days Grace was on there and after listening to them I was hooked. From 2nd grade till 11 grade I and Andy were bullied. Yes I grew up with my fiance after I moved there when I was 16 or 17. Ermmm I have a lot of disorders you could say. I have ADHD, OCD. extreme anxiety attacks, Panic attacks, clinical diagnosed depression, and believe it or not I am autistic. In school I played Volleyball, Hockey, Basketball, Softball, and I lifted weights every morning. I wasn't your average 'Emo' or 'Goth' kid. I played sports. I was in speech. I was in FFA. And I was in BPA. Oh and here comes Mr Biersack." Andy picked me and my laptop up and sat me on his lap. "Well continuing my vlo-" "REBEL ASHER FUCKING BIERSACK DID YOU EAT MY COOKIES!?!?!??!?!?!?!" CC screamed running into the bunk area and pull the curtains away. I couldn't help but giggle when I saw Ash with his face stuffed with cookies sitting in the top bunk across from me. CC whipped around and attacked Ash. They ended up wrestling over the last cookie and this biatch got it on my Vlog. "Well now that thats done lets continue with this Vlog. I tell you guys how I met Andy.'' I smirked. "You guys probably know by now that me and Andy went to highschool together. Actually the first time we ever saw EACH OTHER was when I first moved in to the house next to his. Okay so imagine this: So it was probably around 9:30 and I forgot some shit in my truck so here I am walking outside with batman socks on, a playboy sweater, lace underwear and glasses. No make up on and my hair looked like a rats nest." Andy interrupted me. "Okay you looked amazing. Seriously I was sitting on the stairs of my porch when she walked outside. When I saw her batman socks I knew I had to talk to her before one of the fuck offs got her. And here we are engaged." He said then kissed my cheek. "As I was saying I looked like shit. Next day at school I parked at the back as usual for big trucks when Andy's little Mustang pulled up next to my truck. And we hit it off after that." I thought of Dallas and couldn't help but snort with laughter. Andy looked at me like I was crazy. "So Andy here dated a girl named Dallas. She was an absolute slut. Literally she slept with the whole football team in one week. But now she has 5 kids and is dating the captain of the high school football team. Shes a stripper and he works at Mcdonalds. (nothing wrong with working at Mcdonalds tho) It doesn't pay off to bully people who are going to be future rock stars. I'm going to end this with a quick rap with CC. CC GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!!!" I screamed and CC came bounding down the hall with his cookie jar in hand. "Heres my rap. Ashley touch cookies now I highly doubt he'll touch my cookies after I messed up his hair gels. DO NOT touch my cookies." He said in serious voice and walked to his bunk. Me and Andy laughed and waved to the camera. I clicked stop and put my laptop on the bottom of the bed.
Andy started humming Done For You and I drifted into a peaceful slumber but before I was out I heard him whisper "I Love you to the stars and back." "I love you till the stars fall from the sky." I whispered back and fell deeper into sleep with my loves arms locked around me.
The crowd was electric!
We were all on stage and god did it feel good.
"Okay so most of you know I'm now Mrs. Biersack. But one thing you guys didn't know is I have OCD & ADHD. If you suffer suffer from any neurological problem and get bullied for it I'm here." Then the intro to Make It Stop by Rise Against started.
*Time Lapse*
Once I got back from my set I decided to do a vlog so everyone could get to know the real Rebel Asher Biersack. I grabbed my laptop and changed into something more comfy and head to BVB's bus. I decided I would do it in Andy's bunk cause I know its clean considering I basically live with him. I opened up my laptop and clicked record:
"Hey guys its Rebel here and I'm doing my first Vlog so you guys can get to know me a little better. Here goes nothing. When I was little I thought my family was perfect. Yes my parents fought basically daily but I was a little girl. Ha I look back now and I have to thank my brother for taking my little Ipod nano with no music on it and putting a bunch of his music on it. Three Days Grace was on there and after listening to them I was hooked. From 2nd grade till 11 grade I and Andy were bullied. Yes I grew up with my fiance after I moved there when I was 16 or 17. Ermmm I have a lot of disorders you could say. I have ADHD, OCD. extreme anxiety attacks, Panic attacks, clinical diagnosed depression, and believe it or not I am autistic. In school I played Volleyball, Hockey, Basketball, Softball, and I lifted weights every morning. I wasn't your average 'Emo' or 'Goth' kid. I played sports. I was in speech. I was in FFA. And I was in BPA. Oh and here comes Mr Biersack." Andy picked me and my laptop up and sat me on his lap. "Well continuing my vlo-" "REBEL ASHER FUCKING BIERSACK DID YOU EAT MY COOKIES!?!?!??!?!?!?!" CC screamed running into the bunk area and pull the curtains away. I couldn't help but giggle when I saw Ash with his face stuffed with cookies sitting in the top bunk across from me. CC whipped around and attacked Ash. They ended up wrestling over the last cookie and this biatch got it on my Vlog. "Well now that thats done lets continue with this Vlog. I tell you guys how I met Andy.'' I smirked. "You guys probably know by now that me and Andy went to highschool together. Actually the first time we ever saw EACH OTHER was when I first moved in to the house next to his. Okay so imagine this: So it was probably around 9:30 and I forgot some shit in my truck so here I am walking outside with batman socks on, a playboy sweater, lace underwear and glasses. No make up on and my hair looked like a rats nest." Andy interrupted me. "Okay you looked amazing. Seriously I was sitting on the stairs of my porch when she walked outside. When I saw her batman socks I knew I had to talk to her before one of the fuck offs got her. And here we are engaged." He said then kissed my cheek. "As I was saying I looked like shit. Next day at school I parked at the back as usual for big trucks when Andy's little Mustang pulled up next to my truck. And we hit it off after that." I thought of Dallas and couldn't help but snort with laughter. Andy looked at me like I was crazy. "So Andy here dated a girl named Dallas. She was an absolute slut. Literally she slept with the whole football team in one week. But now she has 5 kids and is dating the captain of the high school football team. Shes a stripper and he works at Mcdonalds. (nothing wrong with working at Mcdonalds tho) It doesn't pay off to bully people who are going to be future rock stars. I'm going to end this with a quick rap with CC. CC GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!!!" I screamed and CC came bounding down the hall with his cookie jar in hand. "Heres my rap. Ashley touch cookies now I highly doubt he'll touch my cookies after I messed up his hair gels. DO NOT touch my cookies." He said in serious voice and walked to his bunk. Me and Andy laughed and waved to the camera. I clicked stop and put my laptop on the bottom of the bed.
Andy started humming Done For You and I drifted into a peaceful slumber but before I was out I heard him whisper "I Love you to the stars and back." "I love you till the stars fall from the sky." I whispered back and fell deeper into sleep with my loves arms locked around me.
Andy's an idiot
7/19/15