Rebel Against

(( Rebel's POV. ))

I woke up in Andy's arms.

Honestly I'm terrified to be in a relationship. I quickly shrugged out of his tight grasp without waking him and ran to my closet for some clothes. I can't do this. I need to clear my head. I should have done this a while ago. This is going to kill Andy but its not forever after all Relentless Suicide is going to Warped Tour in a month.

I wrote Andy & the others a quick note:
Dear BVB & RS
This is a good bye for a little while. I will be back in time for Warped. I can't handle all the shit thats going on. BVB if your wondering what the hell i'm talking about ask RS. I love you all and I will see you again but till them keep moving forward. I will responde to texts and calls but I need to be alone for myself to cope with everything. Don't worry I will still take my anti-depressants and I will not kill myself. My razors are all there except one....

~Rebel

I left another note for Andy:

Dear Andy,
I love you. Thats SO fucking hard for me to say, but when I say it to you it feels like its meant to be. I'm leaving because there is someone here I can't tell you about till I'm fully recovered from what they did to me...thats why I'm leaving for a bit. Please don't be hurt or upset. I want you to come see me though. Andrew Dennis Biersack I think I'm REALLY in love with you. I'm staying at my house in MN (lol if i have any Minnesota readers on here I just randomly picked the place I used to live) My address is in your phone. I love you Andy and I will see you soon hopefully.

Truly yours Rebel

I kissed the paper with my cherry lipstick and folded the note. I put Andy's note on his dresser & the guys' note on the table. I quickly entered the address into Andy's phone and dashed downstairs. Before I left I grabbed clothes and some monster. I'd buy some cigarettes on the way there.

*In Minnesota*I just got to my house when my phone blew up with texts from the guys. But one stood out the most...Andy's text:

Babe<33: Baby I want you to know I'm not upset with you. I'm actually just landing in Minneapolis. I'll see you soon...We need to talk.

Me: Babe I'm sorry..okay.

I quickly changed into something more comfortable. When I was almost done I heard the door open then shut. I knew it was Andy by the way he walked. Most people walked heavily on their feet but Andy was really lite on his.

I squealed when I felt a pair of long arms snake around my waist. I turned and saw Andy looking down at me with red puffy eyes...as like he was crying. I stood on my tip toes and kissed him sweetly. He automatically kissed back.
After about 5 minutes of making out he pulled away breathing heavily.

"Come on lets go tomy room." I said and grabbed his hand.

I know Andy will like my bed room.

I lead Andy into my room and sat with him on my bed."I thought I lost you.." He said looking into my eyes with sadness. I couldn't help but start crying. "I-i'm sorry its just I couldn't stand seeing them everyday." I said sobbing into my hands. Andy gently pulled me into his arms and leaned back into the peach pillows. "Baby you have to tell me who Them is so I can protect you." He cooed into my ear, holding me tighter. "Them is.....them is BOTDF..The-they want me dead because I wouldn't do a cover with them with RS." I sobbed into his chest. "Darling, Your my girl now..No one or ANY thing will come close to hurting you. I will protect you with every fiber of my being. I know we've been dating for what a week? But anyways I want to be with you for EVER. Rebel Asher Black will you marry me?" He got down on one knee and all I could do was choke out a..."Yes".

Notes

Okay so this is kinda confusing but Relentless Suicide is Rebel's band.
Hope you guys liked this chappy!! Its kind of a spin off a different chapter from one of my other books but I spent an hour re editing it.