Rebel Against
Pain
(( Rebel's POV. ))
I don't even look like myself anymore.. I look better. (Rebel's Hair) Today is going to be one hell of a day! I got ready (Her outfit for school) When I got to school I hopped out of my truck and sat on the tail gait while I smoked.It kinda sucks having a truck because people with trucks have to park in back but thats not the problem.... I have to park next to the country boys. "Whoa! Someone looks sexy today!" Bo yelled to me. I couldn't help but laugh and flip him off. Bo's actually pretty cool once you get past the macho attitude. He came and sat on the tail gait with me. "Omfg." I said when I saw what Dallas A.K.A Andy's Slut was wearing. It was Spring here but still its colder then FUCK here!! (Dallas' Outfit) "Damn, someones desperate!!" Bo yelled loud enough so
Andy and Dallas could hear. We couldn't help but lie back on the tail gait and laugh.
(( Andy's POV. ))
Today Dallas was wearing a pink skimpy dress. Honestly I hate what she wears, why can't she be like Rebel...WAIT WTF?!?! You dumped Rebel you numb-nut! You Still love her!! There is NO way I love Rebel still...right?!?! When me and Dallas were walking from my car we heard Bo yell "Damn someones desperate!!" Our heads shot to where we heard it from and saw Bo and I think Rebel laughing there asses off on Reb's truck bed. I know I shouldn't feel jealous about their actions but one question was eating me alive.....Were they together? Next thing I knew Dallas was marching over to Bo with her fists clenched. I raced after her. "YOU REALLY THINK THAT'S FUNNY DON'T YOU!!!" She screamed at them. "Whoa chill." Bo said. Dallas swung at Rebel but I never heard her fist collide with Reb's face. I turned and saw Reb clenching Dallas' clenched fist in her hand. "Honey, before you go and punch someone you might want to make sure your even capable of hurting them with out breaking one of your ugly ass pink nails." Reb was smirking while she talked. With Dallas' Hand still in hers she turned to me. "Oh and lover boy, if you break this girls heart I'll break your neck. I may think she's faker then barbie but I'm not completely heartless..yet." She sneered at me and walked off. She turned and told Bo to shut her tail gait and she Locked her truck and headed towards the door.
(( Rebel's POV. ))
When I got in the school I ran into the one and only Rick Genest A.K.A Zombie Boy. "Oh shit sorry!" "Hey its okay, And nice shirt by the way!" I looked at my shirt and blushed. "Thanks, Tattoos, Piercings and Music are my Hobbies you could say." Me and Rick talked for a while and we traded numbers. "If you don't mind me asking why are you here??" "Oh, my friend Ronnie Black's sister goes here and you must have heard what happened last night. Anyways I guess I'm her legal guardian now." My voice cracked "W-What happened to my brother???" I asked tears brimming my eyes. "He committed suicide last night..Wait your his sister?!" I broke down crying "Thats why he apologized! I could have saved him!" I cried in someones arms. I looked up to see Rick shedding a few tears. "Darling, I don't know why he did what he did but I'm basically your brother so please don't block me out." He said sadness dripping in his voice. "Do you know where we live," He nodded "I'm going to stay through the school day so I don't miss anything, but I'll see you after." I hugged him and walked to class 30 mins late.
The day went by in a sluggish manor. I let the tears fall when I heard our song come on Pandora.
*Their Song:
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know)
I know that you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
People knew what happened. I sat alone at lunch and listened to Pain on loop. I don't remember the last time I felt so numb. My whole family killed themselves..Was it my turn as well?
Hearing the sirens coming to our home and the EMTs rushing inside. I quickly followed them hot on their trail. Then I saw it. My mum and dad were covered in blood. Guns still in their hands. After everyone was gone I crawled into my mum and I's favorite place..our attic. That time in my life was a bitch to get through and here I am having to get through it again. I took off my phone case and smiled when I saw my best friend glimmer in the dim light peeking through the clouds. I brought the cold metal to my skin and slid first once then twice...once I was done I counted 20 on wrist and 40 on my thighs. I drove home in silence and didn't say a thing when I walked in. I walked straight to my room and broke....
I don't even look like myself anymore.. I look better. (Rebel's Hair) Today is going to be one hell of a day! I got ready (Her outfit for school) When I got to school I hopped out of my truck and sat on the tail gait while I smoked.It kinda sucks having a truck because people with trucks have to park in back but thats not the problem.... I have to park next to the country boys. "Whoa! Someone looks sexy today!" Bo yelled to me. I couldn't help but laugh and flip him off. Bo's actually pretty cool once you get past the macho attitude. He came and sat on the tail gait with me. "Omfg." I said when I saw what Dallas A.K.A Andy's Slut was wearing. It was Spring here but still its colder then FUCK here!! (Dallas' Outfit) "Damn, someones desperate!!" Bo yelled loud enough so
Andy and Dallas could hear. We couldn't help but lie back on the tail gait and laugh.
(( Andy's POV. ))
Today Dallas was wearing a pink skimpy dress. Honestly I hate what she wears, why can't she be like Rebel...WAIT WTF?!?! You dumped Rebel you numb-nut! You Still love her!! There is NO way I love Rebel still...right?!?! When me and Dallas were walking from my car we heard Bo yell "Damn someones desperate!!" Our heads shot to where we heard it from and saw Bo and I think Rebel laughing there asses off on Reb's truck bed. I know I shouldn't feel jealous about their actions but one question was eating me alive.....Were they together? Next thing I knew Dallas was marching over to Bo with her fists clenched. I raced after her. "YOU REALLY THINK THAT'S FUNNY DON'T YOU!!!" She screamed at them. "Whoa chill." Bo said. Dallas swung at Rebel but I never heard her fist collide with Reb's face. I turned and saw Reb clenching Dallas' clenched fist in her hand. "Honey, before you go and punch someone you might want to make sure your even capable of hurting them with out breaking one of your ugly ass pink nails." Reb was smirking while she talked. With Dallas' Hand still in hers she turned to me. "Oh and lover boy, if you break this girls heart I'll break your neck. I may think she's faker then barbie but I'm not completely heartless..yet." She sneered at me and walked off. She turned and told Bo to shut her tail gait and she Locked her truck and headed towards the door.
(( Rebel's POV. ))
When I got in the school I ran into the one and only Rick Genest A.K.A Zombie Boy. "Oh shit sorry!" "Hey its okay, And nice shirt by the way!" I looked at my shirt and blushed. "Thanks, Tattoos, Piercings and Music are my Hobbies you could say." Me and Rick talked for a while and we traded numbers. "If you don't mind me asking why are you here??" "Oh, my friend Ronnie Black's sister goes here and you must have heard what happened last night. Anyways I guess I'm her legal guardian now." My voice cracked "W-What happened to my brother???" I asked tears brimming my eyes. "He committed suicide last night..Wait your his sister?!" I broke down crying "Thats why he apologized! I could have saved him!" I cried in someones arms. I looked up to see Rick shedding a few tears. "Darling, I don't know why he did what he did but I'm basically your brother so please don't block me out." He said sadness dripping in his voice. "Do you know where we live," He nodded "I'm going to stay through the school day so I don't miss anything, but I'll see you after." I hugged him and walked to class 30 mins late.
The day went by in a sluggish manor. I let the tears fall when I heard our song come on Pandora.
*Their Song:
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know)
I know that you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
People knew what happened. I sat alone at lunch and listened to Pain on loop. I don't remember the last time I felt so numb. My whole family killed themselves..Was it my turn as well?
Hearing the sirens coming to our home and the EMTs rushing inside. I quickly followed them hot on their trail. Then I saw it. My mum and dad were covered in blood. Guns still in their hands. After everyone was gone I crawled into my mum and I's favorite place..our attic. That time in my life was a bitch to get through and here I am having to get through it again. I took off my phone case and smiled when I saw my best friend glimmer in the dim light peeking through the clouds. I brought the cold metal to my skin and slid first once then twice...once I was done I counted 20 on wrist and 40 on my thighs. I drove home in silence and didn't say a thing when I walked in. I walked straight to my room and broke....
Notes
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Love you all!!
~RebeltheCreature
Andy's an idiot
7/19/15