Rebel Against

((Rebel's POV.))

Me and Andy went to a hockey game. "GO MUTHAFUCKER GO!" I screamed. Andy had gotten front row seats to watch the Buckeyes against the Wild. Andy looked at me with wide eyes. Just fucking great he thinks I'm a fucking lunatic! "You like hockey....?"He asked surprised. "Yup." I popped the P. Then the Buckeyes Scored and I jumped up and started dancing. "WE WON! OMFG ANDY WE WON!!!!!" I screamed and jumped into a hug. Andy just laughed. "Hey can we stop at my place and then go play hockey at the rink by your place?" I asked sticking out my bottom lip. He chuckled "Oh course we can." We drove to my place that i shared with Ronnie. "DON"T YOU FUCKING DARE CALL YOUR FUCKING SISTER A SLUT! SHE HAS HAD A HARD FUCKING LIFE! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES SHE FELT LIKE JUST GIVING UP? HUH?!?! YOUR A PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A BROTHER IF YOU THINK YOUR LITTLE SISTER IS A SLUT! FOR FUCKS SACK SHE'S A FUCKING VIRGIN!" I heard a familiar voice screech. "OH YEAH HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I TOLD REBEL ALL THE SHIT YOU SAY ABOUT HER!?! YOUR THE ONE WHO FUCKING STARTED THE SUICIDE RUMORS TO MORGAN AND RILEY SO THEY WOULD LIKE YOU!" It was Kat... I walked right in with Andy's hand in mine. "YO MUTHAFUCKERS BETTER STOP SCREAMING YOUR DAMN LUNGS OFF BEFORE I FUCKING RIP OFF YOUR DAMN TONGUES!" I yelled while running right by them to my room with Andy in tow. I was packing ALL my shit when Andy came up from behind me and rapped his long arms around my torso. "Darling, You never told me you tried to kill yourself..." Andy whispered into my ear. I turned to him with tears in my eyes. "Sit." We both sat on my bed that was still messed up from what feels like forever since i stayed here. "Okay, Here goes nothing...(I'm putting my story in so you guys can kinda get to know the shit i went through i guess.) When I was little I remember my parents fighting a lot. Once my parents were fighting and my mom told me to go and tell our neighbors who happened to be cops that my dad was fighting with her. I didn't go. My dad ripped the phone out of its socket. That's all I really remember of that fight..besides that he left and put a bunch of clothes into a hamper and put it on his Harley and left..I don't remember how long he was gone but it wasn't too long. My dad started to go to treatment for his anger issues. When I was 13 I figured out that my dad was a drunk basically. Anyways. When I started school it was hell. I always got in trouble because ha, If there's trouble in a 20 mile radius damn...I end up in it. I would fall a lot in kindergarten and would end up getting scarred up.I found out I have ADHD a.k.a attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder. When I was in 1st grade I got a note home for climbing on the stalls in the women's bathroom trying to be a monkey." I paused and realized I was crying. Andy started rubbing my back. "My teacher caught me trying throw it away and she called my parents. When I got home I got spanked. In second grade I was pretty good I guess because shit....I started to get bullied. In third grade I was basically goth. :') I wore torn up black jeans and skeleton shirts and of course my black high tops. I chopped my hair off that year. (Rebel/my hair cut) I got bullied even more for that. I started hurting people like physically. I would scratch the shit out of people because i want them to feel the pain i went through when I was being bullied. I almost got suspended at the age 8 or 9 around there. My dad was shot. Ronnie started hating me. And in the summer of 5th grade I drank a whole bottle of cough syrup. I puked it up sadly." I looked down at the ground. "I tried to hang myself 4 times. In 6th grade I was bullied for listening to Rock music. I tried to kill myself 10 times in a year. I swallowed a whole bottle of pills 4 times and had to have my stomach pumped. I drank 3 bottles of cough syrup, Tried to hang myself 1 time, and slit a vein 2 times. I've been cutting since I was 13." I pulled up my sleeve and pulled my jeans down so Andy could see my raw and sliced up body..

Notes

First long Chappy in for what feels like fucking ever! Today softball got cancelled so I don't got any shit to interfere with writing a few chappies today ;)!