Lilac's POV.
We are at Ronnie's house and I have recovered from the other night. Today I was meeting the rest of the band, and to be honest, I am worried.
I am in the car with Andy and I am FREAKING OUT. I have never told anyone and you are the first to know.
I had a crush on Jake. Crazy right? When I Ronnie showed me Black Veil Brides, I had an instant crush on Jake. I only knew a few songs, but Jake was hot, and cute and everything I could want.
But once I met Andy, well that is a different story. I loved him. I loved Andy more than i could ever scream. But I was trying to contain myself from going complete fangirl in front of them.
I figured Andy sensed I was stressed because at the next lights he turned to me with a questioning look.
"What wrong babe?"
"uuu-hhhhh just thinking." I plainly stuttered.
"about what?" god damn it he just had to ask.
"uuuhhhh ummmweelllllll…. When Ronnie introduced me to black veil brides, ii umm. How do I put it, ummm. Well to put it plainly I had a crush on jake." I blurted.
The look on his face was shocked and surprised and it was like he was mind fucked. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it to kind of say that I was his. And Iwas not complaining.
"I know it sounds weird, and I love you Andy. I am just wondering how I could stop myself from fangirling and making a fool of my self"
Andy laughed "if you feel like you cant handle it then say you need to go to the bathroom."
"I need to go to the bathroom"
"when we actually get there silly" Andy said between laughs.
I kept my eyes on the road and I probably blanked out because by the time I came back to earth we were at the so called 'BVB House'.
Andy's hand found its way into mine and he gave it a small, reassuring squeeze and we walkedinside. I paused t the door, took a deep breath then took a step in. as soon as I did C.C came speeding around the corner of the hall and ran right into me pulling me into a big, really tight hug. I tapped his arm signalling that I had to breath and he let go before circling around me as if he was a guard dog sniffing out explosives.
C.C gave me a nod of approval and a creepy "welcome to the family"
As soon as he said that Ashley and Jinxx casually walked around the corner.
Jinxx gave me a quick hug and a peck on the cheek and Ashley just winked at me then sat on the couch.
Before I knew it Jake was in front of me with a wide grin on his face. I took a step back and squeezed Andy'sa little tighter. Well a lot tighter considering Andy whinged in pain. I quickly let go whispering a sorry but I couldn’t keep my eyes off Jake. We kept eye contact for a while before I told Andy I needed to go to the bathroom and ran off like a little girl to find the bathroom. I couldn’t find it so I stuck my head around the corner signalling Andy to come.
He waltzed over excusing himself from the group. He opened the door to the bathroom for me and walked in with me.
"Is everything ok?" Andy said as he rested his hand on my arm.
"Yeah I just need a minute."
"Do you want me to take you home?"
"no, I'll be out in a sec."
"Ok hun." Andy said before shutting the bathroom door behind him.
I sat on the edge of the bath and held my head in my hands. I had to keep myself together.
'Fuck Lilac your stronger than this'

Notes

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