Beautiful Things

Morgans POV

I lay flat on my bed starring at the celling. I turn over on my side and see that its 2:00AM. I simply cant sleep all I can think about is there sweaty naked bodys rubbing against each other... I cant help thinking it was my fault. I wish i could have been ready, wait what am I saying HE cheated on me! I used to think I deserve him now I realize, I deaserve so much more than he will ever be.
I open my book "A fault in our stars" when someone knocks on my door. I open in to see, Him. I quickly slam the door, stunned I whisper through the door
"Go away I cant stand to see your face!"
"please let me in." He says sweet and calmly.
"fine" I mumble.
I open the door looking down refusing to look at him. He lifts my chin with his hand.
"Hey," he says to sweetly and softly with so much love in his eyes. I shutter when I remember what he did to me. He brings his other hand out from behind his back in it was a single red rose
"please take me back im so so so sorry I love you more than anything your the only light in my life guiding me in the right direction I cant stand not being with you!" He says with
his eyes beginning to tear up.
"I know what I'm supposed to do now, I'm supposed to coo over the fact that your so in touch with your feelings and be so happy you love me so much and forget you hurt me so bad but you did so, please get out of my room." I say while trying to stay strong holding back the tears but I'm not I'm not doing a very good job.
"ple-"
"NO!" I cut him off he storms out slamming the door behind him. I push my back up against the wall and slide down.
After hours of crying I walk over to my bathroom to wash the tears of self hatred of my face

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❤❤Morgan