Beautiful Things

ASHLEY POV--


What's going on with Madi? She's been hella distant lately. I wonder why?

--MCKENNA POV--


I knocked on Madi's door to see her laying in her bed, tears streaming down her porcelain skin in black streaks. I rushed over and sat down next to her. "Madi? What's wrong?" I asked her. She looked at me. "I...I...McKenna!" She said and threw her arms around me, sobbing into my shoulder. "Madi, what's wrong?" I asked again. She looked at me with broken, blue eyes. "M-McKenna....I-I lost the baby..."


--timeskip 3 hours--

Sadness...it's like, you're underwater and the surface is right above your head...but it's taking you way to long to get to it. That's what sadness feels like. That's what it's been like for me every single day...ever since I got the news..." I said to Ashley. He had asked me what it's like to be sad. I didn't know what to say...so I just explained to him. "Ashley, I have something to tell you." I said.

"Do you have cancer? Are you going to die? Madi, babygirl, what's going on?" He asked, crouching down in front of me. 'Ok Madi, you told McKenna. You can tell him.'

"Ashley...I...no. I don't have cancer and I'm not going to die soon. But..I lost the baby..." I said. Tears filled his chocolate brown eyes as he gripped my hands tighter. "M-Madi..."

I looked down at my stomach. "Ashley, I need to go to the bathroom." I said. He nodded and I got up, leaving to go to the bathroom. When I got inside, I broke down to my knees.

Why?! Why God?! Why did you make me loose my little baby boy?! I sobbed and held my knees to my chest. I grabbed a razor from the box I keep hidden underneath my acne stuff.

I took the razor in my hands and held it over my wrist. I dropped it down and made a deep cut. I added a few more, and more, until 1 turned into 100.

Ashley knocked on the door. "MADI?!"

Then everything went pitch black.

Notes

hehe cx
-madi