My Fallen Angel

"Click" I slowly crept through the door trying not to be yelled at, but as always I failed. "Why the hell are you back so late!?" My dad yelled from the other room. " I.. I had history tutoring..." I murmured. " And when exactly did you tell us about this?" "This morning Sir." " I don't remember THAT!" "But..." "DON'T FUCKING BACK TALK ME!" He slapped me as hard as he could and kept hitting harder and harder each time. My mom finally interjected " Honey please stop. I have to cover all that up in the morning, what a waste of make up." "Fine, but if she does this crap again she'll be in deep shit.GO TO YOUR ROOM!" My dad yelled "Yes sir."

I crawled up to my room wincing each time I moved. When i finally got up there I knew exactly what I was going to do. I stumbled into my bathroom, shut the door and locked it. I pulled my razor out and made a small cut then an even larger and deeper one. I stopped at ten. I craved to do more but I had another idea in mind. I grabbed a bag to put my crap in and started putting the things i needed most in there my razor, my phone, a few changes of clothes, my hidden stash of food, a sketchbook, my pencils and some shoes. I opened the window and forgot three important things important things my camera, my bvb jacket and my phone charger.

I very carefully climbed out of my window, shut it and never looked back. I am so glad I wore all black today, I can blend in with the shadows now. I tripped over some thing and fell hard on my face. "Ahh..." I groaned " I have enough wounds. Stupid fucking rock."

I did nothing to get up, I just curled up into a ball and lay there crying. A few minutes later i heard some kind of bus thing pull up to where I was. I just realized that I was right in front of a diner. Five guys piled out of the bus and I guess one of them saw me.

"HEY WHAT'S THAT?!" I heard on of them yell. But that voice sounded familiar. He raced over to me and looked straight into my eyes. "What's your name?" He said. "I'm Spero or Birdie. Who are you?" He looked at me with bright blue eyes "You mean you don't know? You're wearing our band jacket.". I looked down and let out a girly scream "It's you!! If i could i would jump up and hug you but I can't." "Well I can tell you are excited so let's get back on the bus and I can bandage you up. CC, Ashley, Jake and Jinxx can you guys go get some dinner I'm starving." "Ok" all the guys replied in unison. As they walked off Andy hauled me back on the bus. When he finally set me on the couch and found a spot right next to me he asked "So what happened? And no lies." I took my time to reply "Uh well I tripped..." All he did was glare at me. "That I know for sure is a lie. Well you can rethink your answer and I'll go get the bandages for you."

When he came back I told him the truth "Ok. The truth is my dad beat me." All he did was reach over and hugged me, I hugged right back. He grabbed my wrists and I winced "What did I do?" He asked innocently. "It's..Uh.." He didn't let me finish,he unwraped my bandages and traced his fingers up and down my scars, to be honest it felt amazing.

It seemed like forever but the guys came back and we all ate dinner. They had alcohol with dinner and Andy was kinda out there but he carried me to bed and demanded we cuddle. "Can I call you my Birdie?" "Yes Andy you can." "Mmk. Can I sleep in your bunk tonight Birdie?" "Whatever Andy." He nuzzled up in my neck like my cat and stated "You smell good." "Ok Andy"

He fell asleep as soon as he finished talking, I fell asleep soon after. When I started dreaming I dreamed that Andy and I were at a concert on stage and he kissed me. Andy shook me awake and said he had a nightmare like a scared child. "What happened?" He said something that shocked me. "I dreamed that I lost you." I sat there pondering if he actually loves me and cares for me that much. "Andy? Are you telling me the truth?" "Always." He turned his head up and kissed me. He rolled me on my side and I had my back to his stomach, he held his hand over my wrist and stroked my scars again. He said "Goodnight my little Birdie." kissed me and fell back asleep.

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