Our big family (book three of Unbroken series)

"I can tell that Jayy doesn't really like us as a couple," Elliot said, plopping down onto our bunk.
"He's just jealous, is all. He'll get over it once he finds some other guy," I reassured him.
"I suppose. I'm worried that he's going to do something, though," he remarked.
"I know how you're feeling," I said, "How about you get some sleep before your show. I need to go talk to Kit to make sure that she's okay."
"Alright. But, um, do you know why she was so upset earlier?" Elliot asked me.
"Yeah. Ronnie broke up with her last night. She doesn't handle break-ups so well. Especially with the situation that she's in."
"What situation would that be?"
"Kit and Andy were getting really serious when Ronnie kissed her. She told Andy about it and he kinda got pissed. When Andy went to go beat up Ronnie, Kit tried stopping Andy. He dumped her and she dated Ronnie. She has a really rough time being alone, not that she's not able to take care of herself, but she needs some sort of emotional support, or else she...she does things she shouldn't," I explained.
"Oh. I had no idea."
"Well, it's not something that she likes to talk about."
"You should go talk to her then, if what you said about her being alone is true," Elliot said.
I leaned over him and gave him a peck on the lips. I turned and walked off the bus, hoping I wasn't away from Kit for too long.
I searched for Kit for what seemed like twenty minutes and I was getting really nervous. I finally went to check the Motionless In White bus and heard light crying from one of the bunks. I opened the curtain and saw Kit holding a razor and angry cuts all over her bare legs.
"Kit," I gasped.
She looked up at me and dropped her razor. I picked it up and threw it into the nearest trash bin.
"Why are you still doing this, Kit? I thought once you...you...you tried taking your life, that you stopped," I said, my voice cracking.
"I did. Then he broke up with me. He promised he would never leave me and I promised I would stop cutting. He broke his promise. I broke his," she said, bitterly.
I sat down in front of her in her bunk.
"Remember what Vic sang? 'You're just wasted and thinking about the past again. Darlin' you'll be okay.' You'll be okay, Kit, but you need to stop looking back at you're past and you need to let it go. You have a broken heart, which makes things harder, I get that. But, you need to stop. Do you know how many people you're hurting by doing this?"
Kit stayed quiet.
"How about Quinn, Andy, Ronnie, me, Jayy most likely would be upset if he found out, Chris, Tommy, Jackson, Alex, Elliot, Ashley, Jake, CC, Jinxx, Candy, Jacky, Ryan, Dahvie, and your fans."
"I don't care! Can't you see that? This is the only way I know how to deal with my pain. I know I should stop. I want to stop, but it's too hard. I'll wake up in the middle of the night feeling a sudden wave of hatred towards myself. It's like a drug addiction. I've tried stopping before, but I'm too weak," she sobbed.
I engulfed her in a hug.
"I'm going to go get Andy, okay?" I said.
She slowly nodded her head and I went to find Andy. It didn't take me long to find him outside of his bus, smoking a cigarrette.
"Andy!" I shouted.
"What?" he asked, approaching me.
"Kit's....she's....I can't explain it really. Can you just come with me?"
He nodded, and I saw a look of deep concern in his eyes.
I led him onto the bus and as soon as he saw Kit, he dashed to her side. He still loved her so much. I wanted something like that with Elliot. I wanted for us to love each other no matter what life would put us through.
"Kit..." Andy said as he kissed her forehead.
More tears escaped her eyes and she began to cry into Andy's shoulder.
"Life gives you enough scars. You don't need to manufacture you're own. Get a tattoo or something. Anything but this," Andy whispered.
I saw Kit pull away with a look that made me think she had some sort of idea. She whispered something in Andy's ear and he nodded.
"Calvin, Kit and I are going out. We'll be back before the show, don't worry," he told me before him and Kit left the bus, leaving me incredibly confused. What could she have said?
I sighed and headed back to the Black Veil Brides bus. I got onto the bus and almost immediately my eyes absorbed the scene that was before me. Elliot and Jayy were making-out on the couch. I felt tears spring to my eyes and I ran off the bus. How could they? It was one thing for Jayy to cheat on me the first time, but for him to kiss Elliot?
I don't know where I ran to, but I soon collapsed onto the cold, hard ground and let my tears fall.

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