Fears Rebellion or freind

I was lost in the blistering heat wandering toward my “home” when I saw yet another shadow man. I politely greeted him and continued on my way. Why he did that and he didn’t attack me is for another time. By the time I got home it was dark and I couldn’t stand the cold so I gathered blankets from some of the old buildings. Many people left because I was friendly with the shadows but they just got more frightened with me and thought I controlled them. They were wrong; I didn’t control them at all. Lately I have been trying to find the wild ones, hoping I could join their team, I could be useful since the shadows know me. The next few day s I couldn’t find them until an attack had happened outside my village and they didn’t catch a survivor, I had help her with her cuts and scrapes in return she would show me where they lived. Her scrapes were all over her because she was thrown by a shadow and sided across the land for a good 5 yards or so but they could do better. So we finally arrive and I didn’t see anybody just yet. The prophet came running up.
“Who is this?”
“She had saved me and she might be able to help. I brought her in return for saving my life.”
He studied her condition and nodded his head and gestured to follow me.
“Why are you here?”
“I was looking for you guys.”
“So you want to rebel against fear, right?”
“Yes in a way, I do want to help though in any way I can.” Ha he should buy it. I tucked some hair out of my face to have it fall into my face again. This is so easy.
“So how are you useful?”
“Well I do know the shadows.”
“How wouldn’t they have killed you or at least hurt you.”
“No, I was nice to them when I was little and we have been friends since.”
“Okay.” He tried to look not frightened but failed. I was dressed in blue jeans and a dark dress shirt that had a little jacket attached. Then I wore a light blue jacket and flip flops. I had a back pack filled with weapons of all sizes, food/water, shoes, clothes, medicine and other medical supplies. It was also a regular back pact that held and entire store, and was endless, if you didn’t know where everything was and went into the bag you would get lost. He had showed me around, I figured I was accepted and soon I was introduced to everyone. I mean I knew their names and they wanted me to call them by their jacket names. Just to piss them off I called them their real names but it didn’t bother Ashley…….dammit. Oh well. CC came running up.
“Hey kid Andy wants you to call us by our “real” names. That everyone call us.”
“Except me.”
“I’ll tell him that and what’s your name?”
“Think of it. Get to know my attitude and figure a nick name.”
After a few battles Andy was pissed I keptusing his and everybody else’s real name, that happened to be when I started being a bitch, and I was going to apologies but everyone was being a bitch to each other so I didn’t.
Andy=“Hey I told you to use the other names how many times.”
Me=“Hmmm about 350 in the last week or so.”
Him=“Then why do you use them?”
Me=“It pisses you off.”
Ash= “I don’t mind.”
“No because you’re the womanizer.”
Ash= “Offense.”
“Good. I’m off I will be back by sunset.”
Andy= “Where do you think you’re going?”
“Out geez. You’re not my dad.” I left; he was stunned I stood up to him. Just wait till he hears my plan.

Notes

what's her plan?