I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

I heard a dish fall to the floor and shatter into a million pieces. I ran back from Jasey, and I's bedroom to see Jasey on the phone sobbing.
"God no, please say your lying mom." She gasped. Her hands were gripping the counter so tightly her knuckles were turning white. "Oh god no." Her tears were flowing out so fast, and heavy almost all of her makeup was on her cheeks instead of her eyes. I circled my arms around her waist, and her hand covered her mouth. "Mom no it can't be, she's too young, please no." I held on to her so tight I feared she couldn't breath.
"Jasey, what's happening?" I said into her ear. She hit the end button on her phone, and sunk down to the floor. I sat down with her, keeping my arms wrapped around her waist.
"Dani-" She sobbed, and couldn't finish the sentence. I kissed her head, as she burrowed into my chest. I rocked her back and forth as she soaked my shirt with her tears.
"Jasey?" I said tears slipping down my cheeks.
"Dani she has been feeling-" She gasped again her sobs racking her body, "She's been feeling sick lately, to the point where she can't even get out of bed."
"Is she going to be okay?" I said.
"They decided to take her to the hospital because my cousin died of cancer two years ago. Dani was feeling some of the same symptoms that Anne-Marie was feeling, so they took her and got her tested for Leukemia." Jasey shook her head, sniffling. "God, she has Leukemia, Andy. She's going to die." Tears started to evenly flow out of my eyes as Jasey grabbed fistfuls of my shirt, and buried her head in my chest.
"Oh Jasey." I said softly, my voice cracking.
"Why Andy? Why do these things keep happening?" She looked up at me, sadness soaked her eyes.
"I don't know, angel, I'm so sorry. Dani doesn't deserve this, and neither do you." I rested my chin on her head, holding her close to me.
Why do these things keep happening to my beautiful, and perfect Jasey? What could she have possibly done.
"I need to go home. I need to see Dani." She said shaking her head.
"We'll take a flight their tomorrow." I said.
"Andy.." She whimpered. I stroked her hair, and scooped her up in my arms. I took her to our bedroom, and laid her down. She pulled a pillow to her chest, and kept crying. I laid down beside her, and pulled her into me from behind.
I played with a strand of her hair, and cried softly to myself.
I wiped some of the tears off of her cheeks, and kept my hand tightly wrapped around her waist.
"Jasey I love you." I said kissing the back of her head.
"I wish god would take me instead of Dani." She gasped, and curled tighter into a ball.
My heart broke at her words, "Oh Jasey." I shook my head, pressing my face into her hair. She turned in my arms, and nuzzled into my chest. "I'm going to get you through this, alright?" I felt her nod softly, "I love you so much, and I promise that even during these terrible speed bumps that hit us. Your going to be okay."

Notes

**cries**
Im sorry guys..I love Dani too...but these thing happen, and it's happening. I'm sorry