I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

"Jasey?" I said as I walked outside of the theater. The first show of the tour just finished, and my makeup was running down my face, and the char on my body was smeared. As soon as the show finished, Jasey ran outside of the theater in tears. I was scheduled to have a meet and greet after Of Mice and Men's show, but right now Jasey was more important. I heard sniffling in the alley outside of the theater.
Jasey was sitting on the ground, with her head in her hands, sobbing. I ran over to her, and pulled her into my lap. She clutched into my shirt, and buried her face in my chest. "What's wrong?" I asked her. She seemed happy during our set, but when I got to Knives and Pens she lost it.
"I don't know." She gasped pulling away, "When I saw your set I was so happy, but I just started thinking about how lucky you were that your able to get to do what you really love. I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted to be dancing, and that it wasn't fair that my dreams got taken away. I feel so selfish for feeling that way, because I should have been happy for you, and that's it, but that felt impossible." She started sobbing again, and my heart ripped apart.
It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair that I got to live my dream, and Jasey didn't. It's not fair that everything she wanted was ripped away from her all in a matter of seconds. I wanted to fix this broken girl more than anyone would ever know. She was my everything. As her boyfriend I was supposed to protect her, and I couldn't. I felt like this was my fault, but it was cruel fate. Their was nothing anyone could have done.
"I'm sorry, angel. I wish their was something I could do, but I promise that I will keep you safe, and happy for the rest of your life. Your mine forever, and I have never cared about anyone so much until you came along. I may not make you feel like you do when your dancing, but I hope I come close. I hope I can make you feel like the most important person in the world, because you are...to me." She had the most heart felt and compassionate look in her eyes, as she stared at me.
"I love you so much." She said bringing her lips to mine. I poured all of my soul into the kiss. We both pulled away, due to our need of oxygen.
"I love you too." I said kissing her temple. She stood up off of my lap, and we linked hands and walked into the building.

Notes

I wanted everyone to know that not everything is okay as it may seem, Jasey is still broken.