I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

"WHAT THE HELL SANDRA!" Andy screamed beside me, and I saw Sandra visibly wince at his words.
"You can't leave the band, we're going on tour in two weeks!" Ashley said, equally as loud as Andy.
"I'm sorry," She said to all of the guys who were piled inside of our apartment. "James asked me to be in Modern Day Escape with them, because they lost their drummer, and I felt like I fit in with them better..." Andy rubbed his forehead, and I rested my hand on his back.
"What do you suppose we do for tour?" He asked her incredulously.
"I know this drummer, CC. He is really cool, and he would fit in with you guys better!" Sandra said.
"When did James ask you to do this?" Jake asked.
"About a month ago." She said bracing herself.
"YOU KNEW A MONTH AGO!?" Andy yelled again.
"I was still deciding on it!" Sandra yelled back.
"And you chose him over your best friend since the second grade?" Andy looked genuinely hurt, so I pulled him closer to my side. He leaned into me, and wrapped an arm around my waist.
"Andy, I don't belong in this band anymore, it's your thing not mine. CC is awesome, he's a good guy, and a fantastic drummer. I told him to come over here, and show you guys what he's got today." She said.
"Okay." Andy said closing his eyes. He still looked pissed, and rightfully so.
"I'm going to move in with James, so I'll be out of your hair, but I still want to be friends..is their anyway that can happen?" Sandra asked sheepishly.
"Of course, Sandra." Andy said moving towards her for a hug.
"CC is amazing, I really feel like this is the best decision for the band, not just me." She smiled, as they pulled away.
"If he is as good as you say then-" Andy was cut off by a few knocks on the door. Sandra jumped up to get it. A tall long black haired boy, with tan skin and brown eyes walked in. He smiled at the four boys before him.
"I'm Christian Coma but you can call me CC." He smiled widely. I smiled back, he had an electric aura about him that made you just want to dance around. I looked over at Andy who was grinning as he took this guy in. He did fit in with the band better.
"Hey man," Andy stood up, "We really appreciate you doing this."
"No problem, I'm just really excited to be a part of it." CC smiled at him.
"My kit is in the back CC." Sandra said, and he nodded. Everyone followed Sandra back to her room, besides Andy and I.
"We'll be back their in a minute." Andy said to Ashley, who nodded, and walked next to CC.
"Their a couple," I heard him whisper, "Insperable." I giggled at his words, as did Andy, who pulled me close to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and kissed his lips softly.
"Are you okay?" I asked him, and he nodded.
"I think this could be a good change." I smiled, and he kissed me this time, putting every ounce of passion into it.
"I'm going to go take a walk okay?" I said after we pulled away.
"Okay." He nodded, I released from his embrace to grab my camera from the bedroom. I really did love photography, and I was really excited to see what the future could hold for me as a photographer. I heard CC start to drum a bit of Knives and Pens. I smiled, hearing that he was amazing. I grabbed my purse, and threw it over my shoulder, and put my camera strap around my neck. I walked out if the apartment, and slowly began the venture down the steps, luckily I got my cast of right before we went on tour. I ran into Ethan on the way out of the building.
"Hey." He said smiling.
"Hi!" I said.
"How have you guys been doing?" He asked me.
"Eh, okay. Sandra is leaving the band." I said making a face.
"Oh man, tell them I'm sorry. Aren't they supposed to go on tour soon?" He asked me.
"Yeah, but luckily we have a plan B!" I said smiling.
"Oh that's good! Well I won't hold you up any longer, see you soon Jasey." He said smiling.
"Bye Ethan!" I waved, and then ran out of the building. I walked to the park, that was only a few blocks away, and smiled remembering Andy and I's times here. Things have never been better between us. I fell more in love with him as the days went by, and that made me smile. I saw, an older looking women staring out at the beautiful pond, the reflection of the setting sun in the surface of it. I snapped a quick photo, and looked at it. The women's hair was askew and her fine lines were shadowed from the limited light, but the part you could see was her eyes. All of the sadness of a long life was settled into them. She gripped on to her purse for dear life. On her left hand was a diamond wedding ring, and it sparkled in the photo. I sighed, looking at the beautiful shot, and walked past the women. I took a ton of pictures of random people, and finally decided to go home. I walked jnto the apartment to see the guys, Sandra, and CC having beers together.
"Hey babe!" Andy smiled at me, I walked over to couch where he was seated, and he pulled me onto his lap. I sighed in content, happy I didn't have to be without him for two months, and instead we'd be sharing this experience together.

Notes

CC IS HERE! Sandra is still going to be a part of the story so don't worry!