Dream Of Your Nightmares (Andley)
Chapter 8
Warning : Contains Self-Harm And Abuse , May Be Triggering To Senstive Readers . There Is A Summary Down At The Bottom , If You Choose Not To Read . So All Y'all Can Know What Happened :)
Ashley's POV
I woke up , and I was extremely sore . From my fathers beating last night . I got up painfully . My muscles groaned at the sudden motions , shooting pain to everywhere that moved . I checked my phone 5:55 am . I barely made it to the bathroom before I heard his familiar voice .
"ASHLEY ABROCKET PURDY , GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW "!!! He yelled , he sounded drunk , like extremely drunk .
'How the fuck is he drunk already ?! Its not even 6 o'clock in the fucking morning ' Yes dad !" I said as I desended down the stairs , already knowing what was gonna happen .
"What the fuck is this ?!?!" He screamed pointing to my report card . "My Report Card " I huffed . "That's right , so why don't you tell me why you have 20s or lower in each fucking class !?!
"I don't know " I said sadly . "BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARD AND A FUCKING GOOD FOR NOTHING SORRY EXCUSE FOR A FUCKING SON !!!" He spat in my face
"I know " I said . "Then why the fuck aren't you doing anything "?!? " I don't know ." I said looking down watching a bug move across the once was white and checkered floor . But now it's slickly gray and black colored .
"You don't know ..." He said angrily , then he laughed to himself , "YOU DON'T KNOW "!?! "IS ALL THAT YOU CAN SAY ?!" He said getting angrier . "Dad , look I'm s-" I started to say until I was abruptly cut off by my fathers fist , making contact with my jaw .
It hurt . I thought I heard something crack . "Dad , please , p-" I said trying to speak again but was cut off by him kicking me in my ribs .
"Stop please "! I begged . He pulled me up by my hair . I cried out . "Shut up faggot "!! He screamed into my ear . I made a noise between a scream and a growl , it sounded almost in human .
He took my head and slammed it against the wall . It was excruciatingly painful . My dad retreated down to his "cave" and I looked up at the wall there was a large indent where my head hit the wall.
I got up and went into my room . I pulled on a pair of black non-ripped skinny jeans and a long sleeved Slayer shirt .
"No one must know what happens " I whispered to myself as pulled the shirt over my new and newer bruises . A tear slide down my face as I grabbed my make up kit .
I didn't do anything new . I put on solid black eyeshadow and eyeliner to try take attention away from my jaw .
"There's a razor in your special box , use it you stupid ugly worthless stupid fag " my mind spoke. "No .. I won't" I said finishing my make up . i checked the clock . 6:45 . I grabbed my bag and walked out the door , trying to escape what the fuck just happened a few minutes ago .
Jinxx's POV
I sat in the chair , still freaking , "what if he's dead ?"," yeah you stupid fuck he is , it's all your fault , your fat ass fell on him"! "But his blood , it was there before "! "No it wasn't " "yes it was"!! The voices in my head screamed .
I stared at my not longer bloody hands . Remembering the feeling of Andy's blood on my hands . My vision flashed a memory of My bloody hands .
I screeched . And blinked hard . They returned to normal . "You're a murderer !!" My brain screamed . "No I'm not !" I said to my brain . "Yes you are , JINXX YES YOU ARE !!" My brain screamed .
I grabbed my hair . "NO I'M NOT ! STOP FUCKING STOP !!! I DIDN'T DO IT ! I DIDN'T KILL ANDY !! " I screamed .
Then I felt hands shaking my shoulders . I looked up it was Jake . "I-I didn't mean t-to hurt him ." I said tears slipping down my face .
"I know you didn't Jinxx" Jake responded . I saw 2 older people , assuming they were Andy's parents . "Chris , Amy " the nurse said calling them into a room .
Tears wielded in my eyes . "I-I have to go home" I said running out of the school .
I was glad I only lived a short distance from the school . I ran there . I opened the door and slammed it behind me .
I ran up into my room and rummaged the sick drawer until I found my pocket knife . I pulled up my sleeves revealing scars and cuts . I didn't even care . I mindlessly cut .
One , Two , Three , Four , Five . Each of the cuts were crying little drops of blood .
I needed more . I pushed down hard and pushed it about 2 inches down from where the previous cuts were . I cut again and again and again and again . Until I couldn't feel anymore .
My arms where spilling red everywhere . I didn't care . I mean . Everyone I know and love is dead . Including myself .
Summary :
Ashley woke up and got abused by his father because his father saw his low grades . Ashley thought about self harming but didn't .
And Jinxx is waging a battle inside his head , the voices are telling him he's a murderer because he thinks he killed Andy .
Jinxx is carrying alot of guilt , and he saw Andy's parents and couldn't take it so he went home and self-harmed.
Ashley's POV
I woke up , and I was extremely sore . From my fathers beating last night . I got up painfully . My muscles groaned at the sudden motions , shooting pain to everywhere that moved . I checked my phone 5:55 am . I barely made it to the bathroom before I heard his familiar voice .
"ASHLEY ABROCKET PURDY , GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW "!!! He yelled , he sounded drunk , like extremely drunk .
'How the fuck is he drunk already ?! Its not even 6 o'clock in the fucking morning ' Yes dad !" I said as I desended down the stairs , already knowing what was gonna happen .
"What the fuck is this ?!?!" He screamed pointing to my report card . "My Report Card " I huffed . "That's right , so why don't you tell me why you have 20s or lower in each fucking class !?!
"I don't know " I said sadly . "BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARD AND A FUCKING GOOD FOR NOTHING SORRY EXCUSE FOR A FUCKING SON !!!" He spat in my face
"I know " I said . "Then why the fuck aren't you doing anything "?!? " I don't know ." I said looking down watching a bug move across the once was white and checkered floor . But now it's slickly gray and black colored .
"You don't know ..." He said angrily , then he laughed to himself , "YOU DON'T KNOW "!?! "IS ALL THAT YOU CAN SAY ?!" He said getting angrier . "Dad , look I'm s-" I started to say until I was abruptly cut off by my fathers fist , making contact with my jaw .
It hurt . I thought I heard something crack . "Dad , please , p-" I said trying to speak again but was cut off by him kicking me in my ribs .
"Stop please "! I begged . He pulled me up by my hair . I cried out . "Shut up faggot "!! He screamed into my ear . I made a noise between a scream and a growl , it sounded almost in human .
He took my head and slammed it against the wall . It was excruciatingly painful . My dad retreated down to his "cave" and I looked up at the wall there was a large indent where my head hit the wall.
I got up and went into my room . I pulled on a pair of black non-ripped skinny jeans and a long sleeved Slayer shirt .
"No one must know what happens " I whispered to myself as pulled the shirt over my new and newer bruises . A tear slide down my face as I grabbed my make up kit .
I didn't do anything new . I put on solid black eyeshadow and eyeliner to try take attention away from my jaw .
"There's a razor in your special box , use it you stupid ugly worthless stupid fag " my mind spoke. "No .. I won't" I said finishing my make up . i checked the clock . 6:45 . I grabbed my bag and walked out the door , trying to escape what the fuck just happened a few minutes ago .
Jinxx's POV
I sat in the chair , still freaking , "what if he's dead ?"," yeah you stupid fuck he is , it's all your fault , your fat ass fell on him"! "But his blood , it was there before "! "No it wasn't " "yes it was"!! The voices in my head screamed .
I stared at my not longer bloody hands . Remembering the feeling of Andy's blood on my hands . My vision flashed a memory of My bloody hands .
I screeched . And blinked hard . They returned to normal . "You're a murderer !!" My brain screamed . "No I'm not !" I said to my brain . "Yes you are , JINXX YES YOU ARE !!" My brain screamed .
I grabbed my hair . "NO I'M NOT ! STOP FUCKING STOP !!! I DIDN'T DO IT ! I DIDN'T KILL ANDY !! " I screamed .
Then I felt hands shaking my shoulders . I looked up it was Jake . "I-I didn't mean t-to hurt him ." I said tears slipping down my face .
"I know you didn't Jinxx" Jake responded . I saw 2 older people , assuming they were Andy's parents . "Chris , Amy " the nurse said calling them into a room .
Tears wielded in my eyes . "I-I have to go home" I said running out of the school .
I was glad I only lived a short distance from the school . I ran there . I opened the door and slammed it behind me .
I ran up into my room and rummaged the sick drawer until I found my pocket knife . I pulled up my sleeves revealing scars and cuts . I didn't even care . I mindlessly cut .
One , Two , Three , Four , Five . Each of the cuts were crying little drops of blood .
I needed more . I pushed down hard and pushed it about 2 inches down from where the previous cuts were . I cut again and again and again and again . Until I couldn't feel anymore .
My arms where spilling red everywhere . I didn't care . I mean . Everyone I know and love is dead . Including myself .
Summary :
Ashley woke up and got abused by his father because his father saw his low grades . Ashley thought about self harming but didn't .
And Jinxx is waging a battle inside his head , the voices are telling him he's a murderer because he thinks he killed Andy .
Jinxx is carrying alot of guilt , and he saw Andy's parents and couldn't take it so he went home and self-harmed.
Notes
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4/28/16