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Two In One, But One Of A Kind

I Should Cry More Often

~Andy's Pov~
I've stayed with Jade ever since she was able to get her own room in the hospital, me and her lay in bed together when her dad isn't here. Brian told their dad it was me who hurt Jade, and I couldn't say it was Brian. I didn't wanna hurt the family they had left, but i'm not gonna let Jade get tortured and raped at her own home. I'm laying down with Jade in the hospital bed down in her beautiful eyes, she has to stay here till tomarrow evening. Then she can go home because they gave her stitches 'there' and they should be fully healed today.

Her eyes fall heavily, and she slowly starts to fall asleep wrapped up in my arms. I managed to slide my arms from around her and get out the bed, I walk to the mini couch and sit down watching the tv on the wall. I hear the door creak open to see faces I know and love, I see Ilah, Josh, Jake, Jinxx, CC, and Ashley walk in.
"Hey." I hear Jade say, I guess she must've woken up. She slowly sits up from slouching and looks at the group of friends before us.

"Hey, Sleepy!" says Ilah cheery. Jade plays a slight smile on her lips, she waves for all them to sit down as she turns the tv off.

"So, how've you been sexy?" Ashley asked her sitting on her bed, but only to be kicked off by Jade's leg. "Ow!" he says as he slips off the bed.

"Just peachy, whore." Jade says devilishly smiling.

"Well I see you're doing just fine." Jake says smiling sweetly at her, a little too sweet.

"Ha,Ha. Real funny, I feel like shit." She says dryly. "The meds they have me on makes me feel sucky and super-duper tired." She says looking at her hands.

"I've been keeping her company, but everytime I talk she falls asleep!" I say laughing at her.

"It's not my fault, gosh you make me feel like a bitch." She says playfully.

"You're not, you just get bored too easliy." I say looking at her.
Jade flips the blanket over her legs and slides her legs across her bed, I jump up and try to stop her but she snaps at me and tells me to stop. She tries to get out of her bed and walk but she collapses and I jump to catch her but I was too late. She fell to the floor and yet still trying to get back up to walk again, Ilah tries to stop her but she just pushes Ilah away. She starts to walk to the bathroom, but that's when I get scared and snap.....

~Jade's Pov~
I make my way to the bathroom only to hear Andy yell at me to stop, he looks really.......upset with me. Suddenly I start to violently throw up in the trash can beside me. Andy races over to me and rubs my back, whispering "it's going to be okay, shhhhhhh..". When I finishes he fetches me a cup of water, which I take greatfully.

"Its ok Jade, just calm down okay. Get back in bed and lie down." I hear Andy say to me, I look up and see all my friends staring at me pertified. Brian walks in the room at the wrong moment, he looks down at me like trash.

"Dad said your friends have to walk out the room real quick, we have to talk to you." He says looking at me.

"I'm not leaving you with her!" Andy says standing up to Brian.

"I'm sorry but you must." My dad says walking in, I stan up and get into the bed covering myself up. My friends start to slowly leave, Andy walks over and kisses my forehead and starts to walk out. I start screaming, I panic and try to call Andy back as I thrash about.

"Jade! Stop! Please! Calm down!" Andy yells in a panic standing at the door. Nurses rush in the room. He's pushed out of the way, and watches helplessly as they sedate me. I wanna fucking leave this goddamn hospital.

~.....Next Day....~
I get to the front of my house and fling the door open, I start to get out till Brian get in front of me and tries to help me out till I spit in his eye and whisper, "Don't you dare fucking touch me."

I walk out of the car and I run up to the door waiting for it to be unlcoked and opened so I could run to my room and finally sleep, or not if Brian's here. My dad opens the door and I jolt up the stairs and grab my phone off the floor and jump on my bed to see all the text I missed, I missed this comfy bed........this bed.

This is where Andy caught Brian raping me, this isn't my safe place anymore. I stand up and slowly look out my door, nobody in sight. I slowly make my ways downstairs and still haven't been caught, I slowly slip out the door and start to walk my way to Andy's house.

I knock on the door and wait for it to be answered, I hear the lock turn and see the door slowly open for Andy's face to look up from his phone. I jump at him and wrap my arms around his neck and peck every inch of his face with a kiss, I missed him, needed him, wanted to talk with him.......

I'm in his room and brought up that day and we're having our first argument.

"Why won't you just speak to me Andy! Tell me, do you hate me for what happened!" I begged him.

"I don't wanna talk about it Jade! Do you understand how much that was for me to take in!?" He lashed at me.

"Do you understand how much that was for me to have to deal with?!" I yell with tears at my eyes.

"Listen, babe..." Andy starts but I interrupt.

"No, you don't get how bad that was for me. Andy I needed you, and you only cared because I was....."

"Like Bree. Say it, I know I was an asshole for that. I'm sorry and I love you, more than ever." He says to me, he leans in and fills the space between us by grabbing my hips, pulling me towards him and kissing me. I need this, but I also need to stop being so vaunerable against him.

"I love you, lay with me tonight?"

but I can't......

"I love you too, and I would love to." I lay with him our bodies together, those words he spoke to me that day.....

"Love is looking at her smile and wanting to stare at it for hours, hear her laugh and want to listen to it like a song on repeat, hear her sing, even though she can’t and encourage her because you know she loves it when you do even though she claims to hate it. Love is willing to be miserable so that she can happy even if that means you’re leaving the one person who made you feel something other than hate for the first time, in years. I love you Jade........
"Forever and Always..."

"Did you just think about what I told you at the hospital?" Andy asked, HOLY HELL I SAID THAT OUT LOUD!

"Uhhh, maybe." I say slightly blushing.

"Well I have something you'll love even more."

"What?" as soon as I said that smooth words slowly came out his mouth, he was singing to me.
"When my heart fills with sadness you sweep away the sorrow and when I fall
from my pedestal you pick me up again.
Your eyes can tell a story no one else
can see, a story of a simple girl and the beginning of you and
me.
Your the only one, who can save me from my fears. Please don't feel
bad, you can blame it all on me.
When life makes you mad, take it out on
me because you're the only one I see. Just you and us together.....happy."

With every word my eyes slowly watered, I was crying in his chest. I loved every word!

"I'm sorry babe, did I hurt you!?" He said panicking.

"No! It's beautiful, I love that song, it's really sweet and amazing! God, I look terrible crying." I say wiping the tears away.

"No, you look even more beutiful because all your emotions show." he says before he places his lips on mine and we lean into a deep kiss.

I should cry more often....

Notes

Sorry It Took So Freaking Long, I Had Exams And BS. Sorry If This Chapter Sucks!! Also, The Song Lyrics, Full Credit Goes To sixxismysaviour!! Thank You So Much For It Too!!!!! Comment & Enjoy!~✞

Comments

Ok so I just read all the chapters right now and I would love to see this story continue

Sierra Griffin Sierra Griffin
8/27/16

Please you have to update sooooooon

bvb fangirl bvb fangirl
5/14/14

Thanks for using my lyrics!

DeviantDevil DeviantDevil
4/21/14

I missed this story! I love the update

This is truly heartbreaking but I love it