Two In One, But One Of A Kind
Forever & Always
~Jade's Pov~
I get rammed into again and again, this feeling is sickening. Andy would be disgusted at the looks of this, I feel disgusted. Brian thrusts into me again, over and over making my body ache. I feel him let out inside me and I lay there, surrounded in blood from the cuts and scratches of the fight I had for myself before this happened. I hear a whisper in my ear, “He enjoyed the show.” I turned to look and Andy stands there staring at me with a sly smirk on his face and then saying let him have a kick at it. No Andy! What are you doing!? Don’t look at me like this! NO, STOP!! JUST STOP!!-
I wake up with sweat surrounding my body and feel Andy hugging me and holding me close, whispering it’ll be okay. I start crying to the damaging nightmare again, thats the 4th time this week, and its Thursday. I lean onto Andy’s chest and feel the warmth beneath me, I just don't want that life anymore.
I cry silently letting tears fall off my face onto Andy's chest, why do I have this in my head. I look at Andy in his big ocean blue eyes and just feel fear towards him now, I push away from Andy and sit on the opposite side of the bed. "Jade, tell me why your so scared of me now. I can't handle not knowing what your dreams are about, tell me please." Andy pleads
"I can't Andy!" I shout.
"Just tell me Bree! " I widened my eyes and realize what he just said to me.
"Did you just-" I snap at him.
"I'm sorry Jade, just-" I cut him off with rapid crying and yelling.
"No, call me Bree again Andy! I mean you probably only loved me because I look like her, you're such an ass!"
"That's not true Jade!" He pleads at me.
"Oh really, look me in the eye and tell me you don't think I'm her! DO IT ANDY!" I scream.
"I Can't! Just listen to me Bre- I mean Jade, Fuck." Andy lashes at me.
"Fucking save it, I'm going home." I grab my bag and slam open his door, I run downstairs and out his front door without a word.
I walk to my house and slip in the key, my parents aren't home again at this time. I walk in and hear excessive banging and moaning from upstairs, my brother's new slut. I walk upstairs and go into my room still hearing those scaring noises not too far from my room, it's almost unbearable. I can't believe Andy, he hurt me.....he really hurt me.
I lay in my bed and cover my ears with my pillows and just stare at the ceiling while my brother fucks some skank right next door. I suddenly hear nothing, just silence. He must’ve been done with her ass, I get up and walk to my door and quickly lock it so he can’t come in. I want someone who can protect me from that beast, but the one who did only loved me cause I was his replacement. I lay on my bed not wanting to leave it, so I won’t. I don’t.
~Andy’s Pov~
It’s been two weeks since Jade’s came to school, I hope she didn’t…...no she wouldn’t. I text her in all my classes saying i’m sorry, and calling but she won’t pick up. Her brother’s at school everyday, so he must be doing fucking peachy. It’s almost time to leave, I need to see Jade again, got damn it!
~Jade’s Pov~
I lay in my bed sad and just broken, ever since what’s been happening I never wanna do anything again. Cutting has been a daily thing lately, my parents are getting divorced and we’re being stuck with my dad. My brother has been coming in my room every night raping me on a daily basis and doesn’t give a flying fuck, I just sit here and think of Andy and how I should apologize for overreacting, but I can never leave.
I hear the front door to the house open, dad left so that means…..Brian. I sit up in my bed, hurry and run to my bathroom and close and lock the door. I hear him jolt up the stairs and into my room, he makes his way to the bathroom door and knocks politely as if he cared. “Jade, come on and open the door now.” He says voice still.
“No, i’m fucking tired of you hurting me!” I lash at him and hear a slam his fist on the door.
“Open the fucking door Jade, or this time i’ll make it hurt.” I hear and I don’t do it, but he slips his license through the door and storms in. He grabs me by my hair and drags me out the bathroom and onto my bedroom floor, he flips me over and sits on top of me.
“Get Off!” I scream and spit in his face. He slaps me and leaves a scratch above my eyebrow, I push and yell but he puts his hand on my mouth like always. He rips my shirt and my bra sticks out, he rips my bra off and has my bare breast exposed. He takes my hair again and flings me on my bed, as I sit there he unbuckles his pants and lets them drop to the floor showing his boxers. He crawled on the bed over to me, he pulled out a switchblade and told me if I didn’t play my part……..he’d kill me.
He slides my shorts off and rips my panties off my body, I squeeze my legs shut but he tries to pry them open. He pushes my legs open and just rams into me without warning, I felt my insides tear apart and bleed. I was being brutally tortured and no one knew, after today i’m telling Andy. He thrusts inside me rapidly till I hear our front door open, but apparently Brian doesn’t. So I do a dangerous thing and let out a short scream, and hear rapid foot steps. To see an enraged Andy at my door.
~Andy’s Pov~
I pull up to Jade’s house and see the front door left open, I get out of my car and walk to it. I open it and see Brian’s book bag flung across the room, I go to pick it up but hear a short yet loud scream. Jade’s scream.
I run upstairs and see Jade’s door wide open with a shadow figure I never wanted to see, I walk to her door and look inside. What I see destroys me. Jade is looking at me with pleading, no, begging eyes for help as her older brother rapes her. I feel so enraged I charge at her brother, knocking him off of her and slamming him to the floor.
I take my fist and plunge it in his face multiple times, I just keep punching and not remembering what came over me. I leave him on the ground and get to Jade, my poor babe.
I lift her bridal style, grabbing a blanket to cover her and I walk her to her parents bedroom and lay her on that bed, I go back to Jades room and just keep punching him with my fist bleeding. I hear sirens come from down the road to the front of the home stopping, but I didn’t care, this guy had to pay! I just keep beating him, then I turn to look at the door to see a trembling Jade stand there broken in tears. I get up and lift her up not making her walk an inch, I start to walk downstairs at police officers charged up there.
I get downstairs and bring her to the paramedics, I watch as they strap her to a stretcher and I beg if I could ride with her but I couldn’t. So I drove behind them, when we approach the large hospital, they park in the emergency area and so do I. As the rush her in I follow behind and I almost trip by trying to keep up. They stop me and I fall to the floor watching as they roll her away from me into the emergency room, I feel torn between me and Jade. I shouldn’t have let her leave.
I sit in the waiting room when Ashley, CC, Jake, Jinxx, Ilah, and Josh rush in looking for me then spotting me and running over, I can’t even look at them. The edge of my hand is against my forehead, covering my eyes.
“Andy, tell us what happened!” Ilah yells and crying.
“Jade’s in the emergency room, she has been for a while.” Is all I say still covering my eyes.
“Dude, what happened? Why are your knuckles bleeding?” Jake asks. I stay silent, I can’t repeat what I saw. It was too horrific to even picture it.
“Andy, answer us!” yells Ilah.
“I CAN’T! It was just too hard for me to see it let alone repeat it, she’s an innocent girl but yet has to go through hell! It’s fucked up.” I yell with one silent tear down my face.
“Andy.” Ashley whispers stepping closer to me.
“Get the fuck away from me, i'm going to get something to drink from the coke machine.” I say as I walk away and make my way down the hallway. I see the coke machine down the hall and walk further down to it and stop in front of it, I pull my wallet out my back pocket and pull out a dollar to get a coke. I put the dollar in the machine and press the big button and here the drink fall down, I stick my hand in the little door on the bottom and pull out a coke.
I start to walk back towards the waiting room while opening the can and I sit down next to Ashley and in front of Ilah, I feel Ilah’s hand on my knee.
“She’s gonna be okay, I promise and i’m sorry for pushing you to talk after all thats happened before.” Ilah speaks softly to me.
“I know, I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that. Umm, it’s just that I was so hurt by what I saw her go through and how she looked.” I say.
“We understan-” she was cut off by a doctor walking towards us.
“Who is related to Jade Gour-?” He asks. Ilah stands up lying to the man just so he would tell her.
“I have bad news.” He starts with.
“W- what is it?” Ilah asks almost trembling.
“Her vaginal walls were torn and her womb was severely damaged, she has multiple stitches and may never have children if she doesn’t heal correctly.” He says as I shot to the ground thinking how she must feel, Ilah is crying her eyes out as Josh tries to calm her. I can’t imagine how she must feel.
“Can we see her?” asks Jinxx.
“You can, but two at a time.” I wanted to go in alone so I went first, I walked behind the doctor to her door and he opened it as I saw my love lay there, eyes barely open.
“Andy, come here.” she whispered out just barely. I ran over to the side of her bed and grabbed her hand, I kissed it and said these words to her.
“I’m so sorry I left you alone, I will never leave you again. I thought I loved someone before I met you, I was wrong. The feelings I have for you, don’t measure up not even close to what I felt for her. I thought it was love, it felt like it, but I didn’t know what love was until I met you. Love is heartbreaking, a pain in your gut, love is willing to do anything for someone who you would kill to see happy. Love is looking at her smile and wanting to stare at it for hours, hear her laugh and want to listen to it like a song on repeat, hear her sing, even though she can’t and encourage her because you know she loves it when you do even though she claims to hate it. Love is willing to be miserable so that she can happy even if that means you’re leaving the one person who made you feel something other than hate for the first time, in years. I love you Jade. Forever and Always.”
I get rammed into again and again, this feeling is sickening. Andy would be disgusted at the looks of this, I feel disgusted. Brian thrusts into me again, over and over making my body ache. I feel him let out inside me and I lay there, surrounded in blood from the cuts and scratches of the fight I had for myself before this happened. I hear a whisper in my ear, “He enjoyed the show.” I turned to look and Andy stands there staring at me with a sly smirk on his face and then saying let him have a kick at it. No Andy! What are you doing!? Don’t look at me like this! NO, STOP!! JUST STOP!!-
I wake up with sweat surrounding my body and feel Andy hugging me and holding me close, whispering it’ll be okay. I start crying to the damaging nightmare again, thats the 4th time this week, and its Thursday. I lean onto Andy’s chest and feel the warmth beneath me, I just don't want that life anymore.
I cry silently letting tears fall off my face onto Andy's chest, why do I have this in my head. I look at Andy in his big ocean blue eyes and just feel fear towards him now, I push away from Andy and sit on the opposite side of the bed. "Jade, tell me why your so scared of me now. I can't handle not knowing what your dreams are about, tell me please." Andy pleads
"I can't Andy!" I shout.
"Just tell me Bree! " I widened my eyes and realize what he just said to me.
"Did you just-" I snap at him.
"I'm sorry Jade, just-" I cut him off with rapid crying and yelling.
"No, call me Bree again Andy! I mean you probably only loved me because I look like her, you're such an ass!"
"That's not true Jade!" He pleads at me.
"Oh really, look me in the eye and tell me you don't think I'm her! DO IT ANDY!" I scream.
"I Can't! Just listen to me Bre- I mean Jade, Fuck." Andy lashes at me.
"Fucking save it, I'm going home." I grab my bag and slam open his door, I run downstairs and out his front door without a word.
I walk to my house and slip in the key, my parents aren't home again at this time. I walk in and hear excessive banging and moaning from upstairs, my brother's new slut. I walk upstairs and go into my room still hearing those scaring noises not too far from my room, it's almost unbearable. I can't believe Andy, he hurt me.....he really hurt me.
I lay in my bed and cover my ears with my pillows and just stare at the ceiling while my brother fucks some skank right next door. I suddenly hear nothing, just silence. He must’ve been done with her ass, I get up and walk to my door and quickly lock it so he can’t come in. I want someone who can protect me from that beast, but the one who did only loved me cause I was his replacement. I lay on my bed not wanting to leave it, so I won’t. I don’t.
~Andy’s Pov~
It’s been two weeks since Jade’s came to school, I hope she didn’t…...no she wouldn’t. I text her in all my classes saying i’m sorry, and calling but she won’t pick up. Her brother’s at school everyday, so he must be doing fucking peachy. It’s almost time to leave, I need to see Jade again, got damn it!
~Jade’s Pov~
I lay in my bed sad and just broken, ever since what’s been happening I never wanna do anything again. Cutting has been a daily thing lately, my parents are getting divorced and we’re being stuck with my dad. My brother has been coming in my room every night raping me on a daily basis and doesn’t give a flying fuck, I just sit here and think of Andy and how I should apologize for overreacting, but I can never leave.
I hear the front door to the house open, dad left so that means…..Brian. I sit up in my bed, hurry and run to my bathroom and close and lock the door. I hear him jolt up the stairs and into my room, he makes his way to the bathroom door and knocks politely as if he cared. “Jade, come on and open the door now.” He says voice still.
“No, i’m fucking tired of you hurting me!” I lash at him and hear a slam his fist on the door.
“Open the fucking door Jade, or this time i’ll make it hurt.” I hear and I don’t do it, but he slips his license through the door and storms in. He grabs me by my hair and drags me out the bathroom and onto my bedroom floor, he flips me over and sits on top of me.
“Get Off!” I scream and spit in his face. He slaps me and leaves a scratch above my eyebrow, I push and yell but he puts his hand on my mouth like always. He rips my shirt and my bra sticks out, he rips my bra off and has my bare breast exposed. He takes my hair again and flings me on my bed, as I sit there he unbuckles his pants and lets them drop to the floor showing his boxers. He crawled on the bed over to me, he pulled out a switchblade and told me if I didn’t play my part……..he’d kill me.
He slides my shorts off and rips my panties off my body, I squeeze my legs shut but he tries to pry them open. He pushes my legs open and just rams into me without warning, I felt my insides tear apart and bleed. I was being brutally tortured and no one knew, after today i’m telling Andy. He thrusts inside me rapidly till I hear our front door open, but apparently Brian doesn’t. So I do a dangerous thing and let out a short scream, and hear rapid foot steps. To see an enraged Andy at my door.
~Andy’s Pov~
I pull up to Jade’s house and see the front door left open, I get out of my car and walk to it. I open it and see Brian’s book bag flung across the room, I go to pick it up but hear a short yet loud scream. Jade’s scream.
I run upstairs and see Jade’s door wide open with a shadow figure I never wanted to see, I walk to her door and look inside. What I see destroys me. Jade is looking at me with pleading, no, begging eyes for help as her older brother rapes her. I feel so enraged I charge at her brother, knocking him off of her and slamming him to the floor.
I take my fist and plunge it in his face multiple times, I just keep punching and not remembering what came over me. I leave him on the ground and get to Jade, my poor babe.
I lift her bridal style, grabbing a blanket to cover her and I walk her to her parents bedroom and lay her on that bed, I go back to Jades room and just keep punching him with my fist bleeding. I hear sirens come from down the road to the front of the home stopping, but I didn’t care, this guy had to pay! I just keep beating him, then I turn to look at the door to see a trembling Jade stand there broken in tears. I get up and lift her up not making her walk an inch, I start to walk downstairs at police officers charged up there.
I get downstairs and bring her to the paramedics, I watch as they strap her to a stretcher and I beg if I could ride with her but I couldn’t. So I drove behind them, when we approach the large hospital, they park in the emergency area and so do I. As the rush her in I follow behind and I almost trip by trying to keep up. They stop me and I fall to the floor watching as they roll her away from me into the emergency room, I feel torn between me and Jade. I shouldn’t have let her leave.
I sit in the waiting room when Ashley, CC, Jake, Jinxx, Ilah, and Josh rush in looking for me then spotting me and running over, I can’t even look at them. The edge of my hand is against my forehead, covering my eyes.
“Andy, tell us what happened!” Ilah yells and crying.
“Jade’s in the emergency room, she has been for a while.” Is all I say still covering my eyes.
“Dude, what happened? Why are your knuckles bleeding?” Jake asks. I stay silent, I can’t repeat what I saw. It was too horrific to even picture it.
“Andy, answer us!” yells Ilah.
“I CAN’T! It was just too hard for me to see it let alone repeat it, she’s an innocent girl but yet has to go through hell! It’s fucked up.” I yell with one silent tear down my face.
“Andy.” Ashley whispers stepping closer to me.
“Get the fuck away from me, i'm going to get something to drink from the coke machine.” I say as I walk away and make my way down the hallway. I see the coke machine down the hall and walk further down to it and stop in front of it, I pull my wallet out my back pocket and pull out a dollar to get a coke. I put the dollar in the machine and press the big button and here the drink fall down, I stick my hand in the little door on the bottom and pull out a coke.
I start to walk back towards the waiting room while opening the can and I sit down next to Ashley and in front of Ilah, I feel Ilah’s hand on my knee.
“She’s gonna be okay, I promise and i’m sorry for pushing you to talk after all thats happened before.” Ilah speaks softly to me.
“I know, I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that. Umm, it’s just that I was so hurt by what I saw her go through and how she looked.” I say.
“We understan-” she was cut off by a doctor walking towards us.
“Who is related to Jade Gour-?” He asks. Ilah stands up lying to the man just so he would tell her.
“I have bad news.” He starts with.
“W- what is it?” Ilah asks almost trembling.
“Her vaginal walls were torn and her womb was severely damaged, she has multiple stitches and may never have children if she doesn’t heal correctly.” He says as I shot to the ground thinking how she must feel, Ilah is crying her eyes out as Josh tries to calm her. I can’t imagine how she must feel.
“Can we see her?” asks Jinxx.
“You can, but two at a time.” I wanted to go in alone so I went first, I walked behind the doctor to her door and he opened it as I saw my love lay there, eyes barely open.
“Andy, come here.” she whispered out just barely. I ran over to the side of her bed and grabbed her hand, I kissed it and said these words to her.
“I’m so sorry I left you alone, I will never leave you again. I thought I loved someone before I met you, I was wrong. The feelings I have for you, don’t measure up not even close to what I felt for her. I thought it was love, it felt like it, but I didn’t know what love was until I met you. Love is heartbreaking, a pain in your gut, love is willing to do anything for someone who you would kill to see happy. Love is looking at her smile and wanting to stare at it for hours, hear her laugh and want to listen to it like a song on repeat, hear her sing, even though she can’t and encourage her because you know she loves it when you do even though she claims to hate it. Love is willing to be miserable so that she can happy even if that means you’re leaving the one person who made you feel something other than hate for the first time, in years. I love you Jade. Forever and Always.”
Notes
I Hope You Guys Love This Chapter, It Took Me Forever! Enjoy And Comment!~
Ok so I just read all the chapters right now and I would love to see this story continue
8/27/16