To those who sing alone, no need to feel this sorrow
We scream (We scream) we shout whoa
We are the fallen angels

The crowd roared when they finished and so did I.

"Thank you very much BVB Army!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!!" Andy screamed at the mic, finishing the concert and the crowd fisted their horns in response.

I was at front row screaming from the top of my lungs and enjoyed again BVB live. For the 7th time. The feeling of singing, screaming and blasting along with my favorite band was unbelievable. The feelings of acceptance, of belonging somewhere. While the rest of the crowd was leaving, some lucky people got backstage passes to meet & greet. I decided to go to M&G again and started floating right behind them.

Yes, literally floating.
No, I'm not dead.
No, I'm not a ghost.
No, I'm not in a coma like Reese Witherspoon in 'Just Like Heaven'.

I'm asleep. I'm doing astral projection. Pretty rad, isn't it? I've been doing it for years without knowing, but since I was 12 and discovered this, I've been training. Now, 5 years later I'm able to do this without any difficulty, going anywhere in the world I want to and even other dimensions. I know what you are thinking "'If so, the only thing you do is stalking bands?". No, it's not. I also look for knowledge and wisdom, but, of course I wouldn't lose a good band concert for free!

I even can move some things (stupid light things like feathers, papers or pencils), materialize clothes and other things and add (or change) things in my appearance. For example, I like wings, so I added them. Beautiful raven black wings. And I made my black and red streaked hair become white with black and red streaks and my blackish-brown eyes, deep violet, just like Andy's in 'Fallen Angels' music video.

I entered backstage happily. I was so great to look after them and be this close, even if they couldn't see me. Invisibility is the most wanted power from every fan, 'cause you can follow your favorite band memberseverywhere! Oh God, this sounds so perverted and stalker-ish!

No. I don't watch them shower!
No. I don't watch them sleeping! I'm not Edward Cullen!
No. I don't follow every step of them. I just look after them and protect them, like a Fallen Guardian Angel. Hehe.

I've learned my lesson. Once, when Ronnie was still on prison, someone gave him a Ouija Board and I decided to pull a prank on him. In the end, he made a song with the title 'Don't Mess With Ouija Boards'. I guess you can tell I'm not exactly a goody-two-shoe. LOL

I’m not evil, just playful and like to pull pranks. Anything dangerous, of couse! I’d nevr hurt the ones I love and look after.

Hater, in other hand… Just kidding! I’d not interfere unless it’s an emergency.

Meet and greet finished and I looked at my watch. 2:36 a.m. In my country it is 6 hours later than L.A. I should be waking up soon to go to school.

I just hope tomorrow night comes fast...

Notes

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Title credit: 'Raised by Wolves' by FIR.