Love Me , Forever ... (Sequel To I'm Sorry , I Can't Love You Anymore)

Liam's POV
I sat in my bed listening to some band Vinny had on her shirt a couple weeks back . " God what's going on with me "? I said interrupting the flow of a random song by ' Sleeping With Sirens' . It was about the lead singer falling in love with a girl when he was 17 , then she cheated on him , and now he has a new girl , but if she can't stay the night , she might as well leave right then and there .

At least that's what I think that's what it's about . And I can't believe I kissed her a couple week ago after I got done beating her up .

"I'm so fucked up " Tears streaming down my face . "Ugh why can't I be normal and like someone like Diana , or Rachel or Katie . The popular girls . Why do I have to like the emo / gothic girl , can I be anymore socially awkward "?!?! I screamed , voice cracking slightly . "I'm so sick " I said between sobs .

"Liam"? My little brother Marcus asked peeping through the door , along with my mom . I quickly wiped the tears off my face and tried to pull off a yawn-like look . "Marcus go sweetie I'll be in to tuck you in , in a little bit" My mom said shooing my brother out of my room.

She shut the door . And quickly turned around and sat gently on the bed next to me . "Liam , Sweetheart , please tell me what's troubling you. I can't bear to see my baby boy like this " she said petting my hair . I pulled up a pillow near my face and screamed into it .

Again . Again . An Again . Till I felt lightheaded . "Liam , Liam , LIAM !?!? " she said screaming , until I stopped screaming into the poor pillow . "What's causing you to act like this "? , "Are boys bullying you ?" , "Are you having problems " ? She asked question , after fucking question . I uttered a small "no" after each wrong question . The knot in my stomach , clenching and growing after each one .

After the like 2,467,380 question she finally asked "Is it a girl"?? . "Yes" I peeped barely loud enough for anyone to hear, from behind the people . "Oh honey why , do you think you LIKE her ?" "Yea" I said coming out from the pillow a little bit . "Well , why don't you talk to her , you're a lovely boy , I'm sure she'd like you back ". She said reassuringly . I through the pillow across the room . "No she won't " I growled through clenched teeth .

"Why ever not "? My mom said confused . "Because IM A MONSTER MOM , A MOTHERFUCKING MONSTER "! I screamed again . "What a monster , why do you think your a monster , cause you like this girl " , "by the way what's this girls' name "? "No mom not because I like her" . I sighed deeply before confessing "Mom I'm a monster , because I bully her badly , and I hurt her , and beat her up and shit , and I-I can't help myself because when I try to talk to her it ALWAYS comes out wrong , and I get angry so I hurt her "I blurted out . Her mouth gaped open.

"See , a monster "? I said breaking down again. "Who , Who do you beat up "? She asked stunned . "Vinny " I said sobbing . "The girl that punched you in the face for asking for a pencil ? " she asked stunned .

(Yeah I kinda , changed the story a little) "And the one that likes the screamo bands and likes to wear black"? She asked again . "The same " I said hugging her tight . "Oh my beautiful blonde baby boy , Liam , you're stuck on her bad , aren't you ?" She asked holding her arms out for a hug . I only nodded as I embraced her before another wave of sobs take over my body .

Notes

Damn .. Liam ...
Well here's the second chapter of Love Me , Forever .. , :)
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