Ashley's POV
I put my head in my hands . "Why is this so hard ?" I grumbled to myself . "Ugh I love Vinny to pieces and she's so beautiful , but the sex with Juliet...". "Ahh" ! I screamed then a spilt second later I slammed my fist through my bedroom wall .

I pulled my fist out of the wall ."But Juliet's pregnant , and it's my ... No no it's not . It can't be mine , but we .. Yes but it's ... It's . No . Yes "!!!. "GOD!!" I laid on the bed again.

And I stared at my wrists. The scars of the deep cuts on my wrists from when Vinny was in a coma and the guilt was eating me alive .

Wait.

It still is . I fingered the ugly scars , on Vinny there different , a symbol of surviving and fighting and battling against the demons in your head . The ones telling you you're no good and everyone hates you and you should die because no one would care .

But on me there completely different . There disturbing , and distigusting, a sign of weakness , and the epitome of the lowest of low .

I called Vinny and Juliet they both didn't answer ...

I left them both a similar voicemail .. " Hey it's Ash , we need to talk about us ..."

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Jinxx's POV
I'm going to be a dad . "I'm going to be a dad !" I said awkwardly the words tasting foreign on my mouth . But in a good way they also came off half happy but mixed with worried .

I had to call Violet . I grabbed my phone and dialed her number . She answered the phone . "Violet ?" I asked wearily

"hey Jinxx , well I was thinking about the baby and well I have to go to the doctors so maybe I could ..." Her voice was cut off by me pulling the phone away from my ear to yawn .

I put my phone back to my ear in time to hear "so what do you think Jinxx ?" "Oh that's okay do it Darlin , I see you after you come back from the doctors" . I said perkily .

"Are you sure ?" She asked curiously . It was odd . "Yeah , see you soon , bye Violet" then we hung up .

And I started to clean the house for the arrival of Violet and my baby .

~ 3 & 1/2 hours later ~

Violet knocked on the door . "Coming!" I yelled excitedly . The thought couldn't leave my head . "I'm gonna be a dad !" I internally squealed.

I opened the door happily . I hugged her tightly and kissed her warmly . Then I rubbed her belly . "Jinxx , what are you doing "?

"Touching our baby " I said . She looked into my eyes with a sad expression before saying .

"Jinxx , I just got an abortion ".

Notes

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