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The doctor came in, a paper in his hand. He looked worried. What could be wrong now?

"Miss Moore, I have some news," he said, looking extremely sorry. And then he said the words that shocked me most of all, making the accident seem like something mild.

"I'm sorry to say this... but you've lost the baby."

The whole room went silent. The happy atmosphere was ripped away from everyone and the smiles faded from their faces. And me? I just looked at the doctor in shock, unable to believe what I had just heard.

"I-I lost the- what?" I stuttered, my voice weak. He gave me a sympathetic smile.

"Yes, I'm so sorry. The impact of the crash was so strong that the baby didn't survive. Of course, it was still very early - you were only pregnant for about a month." The words rang through my head, over and over again. Pregnant. I had been pregnant and I didn't even know. How could I have not noticed the symptoms? It wasn't a bug going around, it was morning sickness. And how had I not noticed that my period had been late?

"We're just... gonna go," said Sammi quietly, while the rest of them nodded and slowly made their way towards the door. Andy was still standing next to me on the other side of the bed, and he didn't move. I couldn't look at him right now, I was too scared to.

Minutes passed in silence. That didn't really feel like it though, because I was so lost in my thoughts and I bet that he was as well.

"Scarlette?" I heard his voice say nervously. He sounded almost unsure. I wanted to look at him but I really couldn't.

"Mhm?" I murmured softly, unable to say anything more.

"Just tell me one thing. Who's was it?" he asked.

I was confused now. What was he talking about? The doctor said that I had only been pregnant for one month. I had been with Andy for four. Was he implying that I cheated?

"Excuse me? What are you talking about? Do you think I cheated on you?!" I asked suddenly, my voice raising in volume.

"No! I just wanted to know! I never thought anything like that, I-"

"Andy, I can't believe you. Of course it was yours. I wouldn't cheat on you. Ever. How could you think that? Do you not trust me?" I asked, hysterical. I don't know why I was overreacting so much.

"Scarlette! Why didn't you tell me then?! It's weird, it's like you don't trust me. Like you would be scared of what I'd say. I told you and I meant it - I wouldn't have left. I promised you that. So why didn't you tell me?" he asked, and I could tell he was trying not to get angry.

I turned to look at him for the first time. He looked panicked and nervous and scared.

"BECAUSE I HAD NO IDEA, ANDY!" I shouted. He looked at me with wide eyes, not expecting that. I repeated it again, softly. "I had no idea. I was pregnant," I winced at the word, "and I had no idea." I whispered the last word and felt the tears prickling in my eyes. I couldn't cry though, I had to be strong. The realization came to mind then.

"I killed a child... My child. Our child," and felt Andy move closer to me. He hugged me tightly and again, I felt safe in his arms.

"You're trying not to cry, I can see that. Don't do it though, you don't have to be strong right now." And with his words, the tears managed to escape. He sat down on the hospital bed next to me and held me tightly, we sat there for around 10 minutes. I finally managed to calm myself down.

"I'm so sorry Andy," I said.

"It's not your fault Scar, please don't think that it is. But trust me, if they ever find the guy that did those things, I will personally make sure that he never sees daylight again," he threatened as I fell silent. I knew who had done it. Who else could it be, other than the mysterious texter. Who was trying to end my life, and why?

"Yeah..." I replied, not sure what to tell him. I knew that I had to tell someone soon but the person I tell would be hurt by this person, and I didn't want that being Andy.

"Come on, the doctor said that you can go home tonight. Do you wanna?" Andy asked me.

"Hell yes. I've been awake for like an hour and I'm already tired of this place," he smiled slightly. As he left the room to go tell the others, I thought about things. Even though I didn't even know that I had a child inside of me, it still felt like a punch in the gut when the doctor told me that he or she was gone. I couldn't believe that if this accident hadn't happened, that I would have eventually become a parent. And Andy would have been a father. I didn't even know if it was a boy or a girl and the realization that I had lost a child hit me yet again. I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt a hand wipe the tears from my face.

"Baby, it's going to be okay," Andy said softly. He had come back from the waiting room.

"Andy... I just can't believe that if this hadn't happened, then we would have been parents..." I whispered. "I just don't know how I didn't know before..."

"Listen, it's horrible that this happened. It's hard to believe that I would have been a father as well. But maybe it wasn't meant to happen now. And that's why this happened. Maybe we weren't ready," he said.

"Yeah, I guess..."

"But we will be, in a few years," he said, smiling.

"Really Andy? You're going to put up with me for that long?" I asked.

"I'll put up with you forever," he said and I smiled as he pressed his lips to mine.

We broke away when we heard someone at the door. Or rather, some people.

"Hey Alexa," I said to my best friend in the whole universe, who just looked at me for a second. Then, she ran to the bed and basically jumped on it, giving me a huge hug.

"I'm so sorry this happened Scar," she said into my shoulder. "I couldn't believe it when the doctor said it. Why didn't you tell anyone?!" she demanded.

"Honestly? I had no idea. I was as shocked as you were," I said, as her eyes widened.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" she asked.

"Yeah, I'll be fine... in a while."

After loads of hugs and kisses and "are you okay?'s," I got ready to leave the hospital. I stood up and immediately stumbled into someones open arms, glad that they had caught me.

"Scarlette, take it easy. You've basically just woken up from a coma and your body and muscles aren't fully functional yet," Andy warned me as I smiled sheepishly up to him. He rolled his eyes and helped me to the bathroom, where I could shower. The hot water felt amazing against my skin, because I hadn't showered for days. A nurse helped me with my rib injuries and my arm, and I winced when I saw the cuts and bandages on my stomach. After 15 minutes, I grabbed the clothes that Alexa had brought for me and changed into them, with some help. I could tell that this would be really annoying for a while.

Andy was waiting for me at the reception. I walked over to him and he looked up from his phone, and smiled at me.

"Hey Scarlette," he said, giving me a tight hug.

"Hey," I said, fiddling with the cast on my arm.

"Andy, how the hell did you cope with this brace on your chest for a couple of weeks, it's absolute torture!" I exclaimed and he laughed.

"You'll get used to it, come on," he said, taking my hand and leading me out the sliding doors.

"Where are the others?" I asked, and he pointed to a minivan that had been rented from the hotel. "Hey Andy?" I asked.

"What?" he asked, turning to me.

"What's gonna happen with the tour? I mean, I can't exactly do a show like this," I gestured to myself. "Not that I don't want to, but some stupid rules must say that," I said, rolling my eyes.

"Well... the doctor said that you'd be fit to perform in 2 weeks time. So, we'll stay here for the two weeks and then start living in the tourbus again. All the dates have been pushed back and it's all sorted so you don't need to worry. You won't be able to perform as amazing as you always do but you'll still be the most beautiful, perfect person in the room," he said, smiling at me. I kissed his cheek and we walked to the van where everyone was waiting.

We drove back to the hotel and Andy helped me up to our room. When we reached I flopped down onto the bed and sighed. Andy kicked off his shoes and did the same, landing next to me.

"What do you wanna do?" he asked, turning to me. I looked at him and then moved closer so that I could press my lips against his. He seemed surprised but kissed back and we stayed like that for a few minutes. After I pulled away, he smirked.

"What was that for?"

"A thank you. For taking care of me. And for being perfect," I shrugged as his smile grew.

"I love you Scarlette," he said.

"And I love you Andrew," I said and laughed.

"Can you not call me that, please?" he begged and I giggled.

"Fine," I said. "Now let's watch a movie."

"Okay, which one?"

"Pitch Perfect!" I exclaimed for some reason. I think I just needed to watch something funny to get my mind off things. He gave me a weird look and went to the DVD thing, selecting the movie, and pressing play.

I honestly loved all the parts that had Fat Amy in them, she was too hilarious.

"Oh my gosh, I love her!" I said, calming down after my fit of uncontrollable laughter. Andy grinned at me. "What?" I asked.

"You're cute when you laugh. You should do it more often," he said.

"Shut up," I said, trying to hide my face because an annoying blush was coming onto my cheeks.

"Awww, is Scarlette blushing?" he mocked and I punched his arm.

"Why do I even like you?" I grumbled, and he laughed.

"Because I'm fabulous," he said, flipping his hair.

I burst out into giggles again. "Yeah, that's it..." I said, while he smirked.

"I love how different we are towards each other now," he said suddenly.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Remember when we just met, and you spilled your coffee onto me so for revenge I dumped a slushie all over you?" he said and I laughed at the memory.

"Yeah, that was just mean," I said. "And remember, I told you I hated you and that you were an arrogant bastard?"

"Yeah, and I called you an unfriendly, annoying little bitch," he said, chuckling.

"Wow, we were vicious," I said, and he wrapped one arm around me.

"But now we aren't," I nudged his arm and he kissed me on the forehead before leaning his head on my shoulder.

"Nope, we aren't. I'd say we're the best BVB couple," he said.

"No way, Sammi and Jinxx definitely are!" I exclaimed. He looked at me. "Oh come on, even when I hated you guys I thought that they looked good together.

"How about we ask the BVB Army?" he suggested, grabbing his laptop and opening up Twitter.

"Hmm, okay.." I said as I read the tweet he had made.

@AndyBVB: So @ScarletteMoore doesn't believe that her and I are the best BVB couple, BVB Army tell us: Sammi and Jinxx or Scarlette and Andy?

"What about Alexa and Ash?" I asked.

"Nope, this is between them and us, he said, as the replies came in.

Andy smiled as he read the responses. He didn't let me look so I sat there sulking, because I was annoyed.

"Don't pout like that Scarlette," he said looking at me.

"Bite me, Biersack," I said, sticking my lip out more. I felt something sharp bite my bottom lip.

"Ouch!" I exclaimed. "You just bit me!"

He shrugged. "You told me to. Anyway, here are the results... fans think we're perfect for each other," he said, smiling as he read through his mentions. "Woah, they're trying to think of couple names!" he exclaimed and I laughed.

"Lemme see!" I whined. I read through the names. There were fans calling us Scandy and others calling us Andlette. I laughed at some of the tweets, people on Twitter were funny.

"So Andy, are we Scandy or Andlette?" I asked and he laughed.

"I think Andlette," he said. "Scandy reminds me of skank."

"Oh my gosh," I said rolling my eyes. "Andlette it is!" I announced, closing the laptop and putting it away. We finished the movie and by that time it was 11pm.

"Are you tired?" he asked me.

"Kind of," I said and yawned.

"Get some rest, goodnight Moore," he said, kissing me.

"Goodnight Biersack," I smirked as he turned the light off and lay down near me, careful not to hurt my arm or ribs.

There hadn't been any texts today, but I had a feeling that the person hadn't given up yet.


a little happier towards the end, i felt like the story needed some :)
hope you enjoyed, thank you for all of your comments!


I remember when you first wrote this fic and I hoped that it would never finish. This story is what got me Into reading fanfic. I hope you continue to write more! You're incredibly talented!

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omfg i just fangirled for two hours!!! loved it!!!

Oh my fucking god this was amazing

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