All Your Hate
Completely Wasted
Today we were finally leaving to another city. I was glad, no need to avoid Jack anymore. I was packing up my stuff from my hotel room, and bringing it to the lobby so that it could be loaded onto the bus. Stepping onto the bus, I didn't see anyone, so I went to Black Veil Brides' tourbus. They were all there, Jinxx and Sammi were cuddling on the couch and so were Ashley and Alexa. It was hard to watch because I was so pissed off with dating at the moment. Blake, Dustin, CC, Jake, and Andy were playing video games on the TV that had been installed on their bus, finally.
"Hey Scarlette! Come play with us," said CC.
"No way," I said, laughing. "You guys would beat me by a million... point things," I said.
"Point... things," asked Andy, raising his eyebrow. I shrugged, deciding not to be mean to him today. I just didn't have the energy for it.
"Come one, we'll teach you how to play!" whined CC. I chuckled and sat down on the floor next to Dustin.
"Okay, what are you guys playing?" I asked.
"Black Ops!" exclaimed Blake. He was a big fan, I remember that he was addicted a couple months ago. Maybe he still was.
"Great!" I said, enthusiatically. They laughed and handed me a controller. Jake restarted the game.
In the end, Blake won but CC was second. He was mad at Blake for the rest of the bus ride, I had decided to stay on the BVB bus for this time since it was only a four hour ride to the next venue. Jon called Andy when we were almost at the venue and told him that our set had been moved 2 hours earlier than planned.
"Guys, you realize that we're going to have to step on the bus and go to the stage?" I said suddenly. Getting up, I went to the bathroom of their bus to see if I looked like a trainwreck. I did. I fixed my hair and used one of the boys' straighteners, then opened one of the cupboards. There was eyeliner there so I took that and drew a line around both of my eyes. Woah, I had to get this brand, I liked BVB eyeliner. I was already wearing what I had planned to be in on stage so I was basically ready for the show.
"Wow Scar, nice job for doing it in a tour bus bathroom," said Sammi, impressed.
"Thank you," I said. "It's called Scarlette-swag," I winked.
"You did not just say swag," Andy said, with the most serious expression on his face.
"I think I just did Biersack," I winked, going back to the couch. He followed.
"NO! You can't say that, it's the worst word invented," he cried.
"Too bad. Swag swag swag swagity swag," I sang, finding Andy's reaction hilarious. He walked over to me and poked me in the stomach.
"Oi!" I exclaimed, not expecting that. I poked him back. Then he poked me again. So I poked him again. It turned into a complete poke war and then he gave me one hard poke on my chest.
"Oh my god Andy," I screamed, over-exagerrating. "You just poked me in the boob and it hurt, like a lot," I said, falling to the floor. He smirked and started walking to the couch. I stuck my leg out and he fell face first onto the ground, making me burst out laughing.
"That's what you get Andrew," I said, smiled, getting up and sitting down next to Sammi. Jinxx had gone to the bathroom to get ready for the show. She just looked at me and smiled.
"What..." I started to say, curious.
She shook her head. "You and Andy, it's too bad you hate him. You guys are cute," she winked. I pretended to gag.
"No way Sammi, not in a million years," I said, cringing at the thought of "Andy and Scarlette."
"Not in a million years what?" Andy asked, walking in. Uh oh..
"We were talking about flying pigs," said Sammi quickly. He just gave her a look. Then the bus stopped, and we looked outside. We had arrived at the place where we were going to be playing a show tonight and I couldn't wait!
20 minutes later, the stage hands were ushering our band onto the stage. Sammi and BVB gave us thumbs up and I smiled back. We started our first song, which went really well.
"How are you guys doing tonight?" I yelled out to the crowd. They replied by screaming back, and I laughed. "Thanks so much for listening to our band, it really means a lot! We love you guys!" I exclaimed as the next song started playing. We finished 2 more songs and then it was time for BVB to come out.
"Please give a warm welcome to... Black Veil Brides!" I shouted, as cheers erupted from the crowd. I loved this, it was so cool.
The walked out on stage, smiling at the fans. We walked off and Sammi came to hug me.
"You guys did awesome!" she exclaimed.
"Thank you Sammi!" said Alexa, smiling. BVB played 10 songs this time, and they were really into it. I hated to admit it but I was starting to like a lot of their songs. Especially Saviour, Rebel Love Song and In The End. They finished their set and walked off stage, waving goodbye.
"You guys! That was awesome!" I shouted over the screams. Andy flashed a smile at me. Not a smirk, but a real smile. And it was a nice smile.
"Thanks Scarlette," he said.
"Thank you Scar!" yelled CC, giving me a bear hug. I looked at Jake, who had a sickened expression on his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked him. He just pointed behind me, I turned, and pretended to gag again.
"EW GUYS, GET A ROOM!" I yelled, watching as Ashley and Alexa broke apart, out of breath, after a heavy make out session.
"Gross man," said Jinxx. "No one needs to see you guys practically doing it backstage." They both went red and we all laughed.
We went back to the bus and picked a movie. Andy chose Batman and we were all bored out of our minds, I couldn't watch this again because I had watched it 10,000 times already.
"Hey Andy, can't we-"
"Shut up!" he said, watching the TV.
I walked over to the TV and stood in front of it. Andy tried to move his body so that he could see from the side, but then I just switched the TV off.
"Hey, what was that for? We were all watching that!" he said indignantly.
"No Biersack, actually, you were watching that. Everyone else is sick of Batman," I rolled my eyes.
"No way, you don't get sick of Batman," he said, holding his hand over his heart.
"This discussion is so pointless! I'm going to sleep," I said.
"But the party has just arrived!" shouted Ash, walking in with bottles of alchohol.
"Nah, not for me tonight. See you guys later," I said, walking to my tourbus and going to my bunk. I had already changed and stuff.
Around 3am, I suddenly woke up, hearing sounds coming from the front of the bus. I got up, and went to the living area thing. I saw a tall, dark figure walking around the bus, stumbling everywhere. Quickly grabbing an umbrella, I turned on the light and hit the intruder hard with the umbrella.
"OUCH!" he shouted. I gasped.
"Andy! I'm sorry, I thought you were a burglar!" I said, as a funny smile came onto his face. "Uh Andy? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine!" he slurred. "Perfectly peachy!" he said, giggling. Oh man, he was so drunk.
"You know what, we should get you to bed," I said, bringing him to the extra bunk across from mine. I didn't want to be outside at this time of the morning. He just giggled again and followed me, but then fell down.
"Oh my god Andy, you're completely wasted!" I exclaimed, trying to get him to stand up. I smelled the alchohol in his breath.
"Hey Scarlette, do they have penguins in New York? I wanna see some penguins," he said, looking at me with a weird smile on his face.
"Yeah, we can go to the zoo.." I trailed off, not sure why he was asking me this.
"Oooh okay, yay!" he yelled, and I put a hand over his mouth.
"Andy, shut up, everyone else is sleeping. Why are you here?" I asked suddenly.
"I had to see you," he said, looking serious all of a sudden.
"And why is that?" I asked, curious.
"No reason!" he giggled again, which made me laugh. "You have a pretty laugh, Scarlette," he said, looking at me.
"Thanks Andy, you have a nice laugh too," I said.
"You're pretty Scarlette, really pretty. I think you're the prettiest girl in the whole world," he said, opening his arms. I was surprised by everything he was suddenly saying. I just stood there, not sure what to do. He put his arms back by his sides, a hurt expression on his face. I sighed and held my arms out to him, and his smile returned. He hugged me, and it did feel nice. I never realized how good Andy smelled... No Scarlette. Stop. You don't like Andy at all! You hate him! With his dumb make up and weird clothes and annoying smirk... But what about his amazing smile, deep voice, and sense of humour? Forget all of that Scar, he's just a rockstar and a jerk... No he isn't Scarlette, he's different. He's caring and sweet, not to mention good looking. And he writes perfect lyrics... But he's in a band, which makes him a jerk.... Don't hold grudges against band boys Scarlette, people are different. Forget about Brandon... Andy's someone else. He wouldn't hurt you.
The voices kept talking inside my head for ages after that. I could hear Andy's snores from across the bus and thought for a second. Was I starting to like Andy Biersack? The guy I swore that I would hate with passion forever? I didn't even know..
"Hey Scarlette! Come play with us," said CC.
"No way," I said, laughing. "You guys would beat me by a million... point things," I said.
"Point... things," asked Andy, raising his eyebrow. I shrugged, deciding not to be mean to him today. I just didn't have the energy for it.
"Come one, we'll teach you how to play!" whined CC. I chuckled and sat down on the floor next to Dustin.
"Okay, what are you guys playing?" I asked.
"Black Ops!" exclaimed Blake. He was a big fan, I remember that he was addicted a couple months ago. Maybe he still was.
"Great!" I said, enthusiatically. They laughed and handed me a controller. Jake restarted the game.
In the end, Blake won but CC was second. He was mad at Blake for the rest of the bus ride, I had decided to stay on the BVB bus for this time since it was only a four hour ride to the next venue. Jon called Andy when we were almost at the venue and told him that our set had been moved 2 hours earlier than planned.
"Guys, you realize that we're going to have to step on the bus and go to the stage?" I said suddenly. Getting up, I went to the bathroom of their bus to see if I looked like a trainwreck. I did. I fixed my hair and used one of the boys' straighteners, then opened one of the cupboards. There was eyeliner there so I took that and drew a line around both of my eyes. Woah, I had to get this brand, I liked BVB eyeliner. I was already wearing what I had planned to be in on stage so I was basically ready for the show.
"Wow Scar, nice job for doing it in a tour bus bathroom," said Sammi, impressed.
"Thank you," I said. "It's called Scarlette-swag," I winked.
"You did not just say swag," Andy said, with the most serious expression on his face.
"I think I just did Biersack," I winked, going back to the couch. He followed.
"NO! You can't say that, it's the worst word invented," he cried.
"Too bad. Swag swag swag swagity swag," I sang, finding Andy's reaction hilarious. He walked over to me and poked me in the stomach.
"Oi!" I exclaimed, not expecting that. I poked him back. Then he poked me again. So I poked him again. It turned into a complete poke war and then he gave me one hard poke on my chest.
"Oh my god Andy," I screamed, over-exagerrating. "You just poked me in the boob and it hurt, like a lot," I said, falling to the floor. He smirked and started walking to the couch. I stuck my leg out and he fell face first onto the ground, making me burst out laughing.
"That's what you get Andrew," I said, smiled, getting up and sitting down next to Sammi. Jinxx had gone to the bathroom to get ready for the show. She just looked at me and smiled.
"What..." I started to say, curious.
She shook her head. "You and Andy, it's too bad you hate him. You guys are cute," she winked. I pretended to gag.
"No way Sammi, not in a million years," I said, cringing at the thought of "Andy and Scarlette."
"Not in a million years what?" Andy asked, walking in. Uh oh..
"We were talking about flying pigs," said Sammi quickly. He just gave her a look. Then the bus stopped, and we looked outside. We had arrived at the place where we were going to be playing a show tonight and I couldn't wait!
20 minutes later, the stage hands were ushering our band onto the stage. Sammi and BVB gave us thumbs up and I smiled back. We started our first song, which went really well.
"How are you guys doing tonight?" I yelled out to the crowd. They replied by screaming back, and I laughed. "Thanks so much for listening to our band, it really means a lot! We love you guys!" I exclaimed as the next song started playing. We finished 2 more songs and then it was time for BVB to come out.
"Please give a warm welcome to... Black Veil Brides!" I shouted, as cheers erupted from the crowd. I loved this, it was so cool.
The walked out on stage, smiling at the fans. We walked off and Sammi came to hug me.
"You guys did awesome!" she exclaimed.
"Thank you Sammi!" said Alexa, smiling. BVB played 10 songs this time, and they were really into it. I hated to admit it but I was starting to like a lot of their songs. Especially Saviour, Rebel Love Song and In The End. They finished their set and walked off stage, waving goodbye.
"You guys! That was awesome!" I shouted over the screams. Andy flashed a smile at me. Not a smirk, but a real smile. And it was a nice smile.
"Thanks Scarlette," he said.
"Thank you Scar!" yelled CC, giving me a bear hug. I looked at Jake, who had a sickened expression on his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked him. He just pointed behind me, I turned, and pretended to gag again.
"EW GUYS, GET A ROOM!" I yelled, watching as Ashley and Alexa broke apart, out of breath, after a heavy make out session.
"Gross man," said Jinxx. "No one needs to see you guys practically doing it backstage." They both went red and we all laughed.
We went back to the bus and picked a movie. Andy chose Batman and we were all bored out of our minds, I couldn't watch this again because I had watched it 10,000 times already.
"Hey Andy, can't we-"
"Shut up!" he said, watching the TV.
I walked over to the TV and stood in front of it. Andy tried to move his body so that he could see from the side, but then I just switched the TV off.
"Hey, what was that for? We were all watching that!" he said indignantly.
"No Biersack, actually, you were watching that. Everyone else is sick of Batman," I rolled my eyes.
"No way, you don't get sick of Batman," he said, holding his hand over his heart.
"This discussion is so pointless! I'm going to sleep," I said.
"But the party has just arrived!" shouted Ash, walking in with bottles of alchohol.
"Nah, not for me tonight. See you guys later," I said, walking to my tourbus and going to my bunk. I had already changed and stuff.
Around 3am, I suddenly woke up, hearing sounds coming from the front of the bus. I got up, and went to the living area thing. I saw a tall, dark figure walking around the bus, stumbling everywhere. Quickly grabbing an umbrella, I turned on the light and hit the intruder hard with the umbrella.
"OUCH!" he shouted. I gasped.
"Andy! I'm sorry, I thought you were a burglar!" I said, as a funny smile came onto his face. "Uh Andy? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine!" he slurred. "Perfectly peachy!" he said, giggling. Oh man, he was so drunk.
"You know what, we should get you to bed," I said, bringing him to the extra bunk across from mine. I didn't want to be outside at this time of the morning. He just giggled again and followed me, but then fell down.
"Oh my god Andy, you're completely wasted!" I exclaimed, trying to get him to stand up. I smelled the alchohol in his breath.
"Hey Scarlette, do they have penguins in New York? I wanna see some penguins," he said, looking at me with a weird smile on his face.
"Yeah, we can go to the zoo.." I trailed off, not sure why he was asking me this.
"Oooh okay, yay!" he yelled, and I put a hand over his mouth.
"Andy, shut up, everyone else is sleeping. Why are you here?" I asked suddenly.
"I had to see you," he said, looking serious all of a sudden.
"And why is that?" I asked, curious.
"No reason!" he giggled again, which made me laugh. "You have a pretty laugh, Scarlette," he said, looking at me.
"Thanks Andy, you have a nice laugh too," I said.
"You're pretty Scarlette, really pretty. I think you're the prettiest girl in the whole world," he said, opening his arms. I was surprised by everything he was suddenly saying. I just stood there, not sure what to do. He put his arms back by his sides, a hurt expression on his face. I sighed and held my arms out to him, and his smile returned. He hugged me, and it did feel nice. I never realized how good Andy smelled... No Scarlette. Stop. You don't like Andy at all! You hate him! With his dumb make up and weird clothes and annoying smirk... But what about his amazing smile, deep voice, and sense of humour? Forget all of that Scar, he's just a rockstar and a jerk... No he isn't Scarlette, he's different. He's caring and sweet, not to mention good looking. And he writes perfect lyrics... But he's in a band, which makes him a jerk.... Don't hold grudges against band boys Scarlette, people are different. Forget about Brandon... Andy's someone else. He wouldn't hurt you.
The voices kept talking inside my head for ages after that. I could hear Andy's snores from across the bus and thought for a second. Was I starting to like Andy Biersack? The guy I swore that I would hate with passion forever? I didn't even know..
Notes
hope you liked that! the voices at the end might have been a little confusing lol, sorry :3thank you guys for your comments and for actually reading this, it means a lot!
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