My Beloved Fallen Angel

*Beep beep!* My alarm clock rings. "Ugh, great! Another day in this crap hole" I mumble to myself as I slip out of bed. I feel really stiff from all of the scars scattered throughout my body. It even hurts to breathe. I stumble across my room into the bathroom to get myself ready for school. while taking my clothes off, i softly touched and examined the gashes on my stomach. they are still a little bloody from a few days ago. then, once my shirt is off, I examine the cuts on my arms. they are also a little bloody and tender. the left arm spells out "Ugly Emo Faggot" and the right spells out "Fat" and "Ugly" I scramble around my closet, which is connected to my bathroom, for a long sleeved sweater, which was black with purple stripes and had the Black Veil Brides' star in the middle. Then I wiggled into my black ripped skinny jeans, which hurt a little, due to the massive amount of cuts on my legs. Then I headed back into my bathroom and brushed my long, straight, red velvet hair. I teased it and put it up, in front of my emerald green eyes. then i made my eyes all smokey with my black eyeliner, and made large wings on each eye. I looked around for my crystal nose ring and popped it in. I grabbed my batman converse and my backpack and ran downstairs. "Thank god my parents are still in Vegas" I said to myself while grabbing my car keys and locking the front door.


When I arrived at school, I ran to my locker, hoping Olivia wouldn't notice me, but of course she did. "Oh look over there! Its that Period Blood haired freak!" Olivia said while her and her clique snickered and circled me at my locker. "What do you want Olivia?" I said grumpily. She kicked me in the ribs which knocked the wind out of me and laughed. "Haha is the little emo slut scared? maybe she should go kill herself. no one likes fags like her anyway" Snickered Olivia while her and her clique clip clopped down the hallway. I thought while slowly trying to pull myself off of the cold school floor "I didn't want to live anymore, or even be at school" so I took my car keys out of my pocket and ran to my car, and drove straight home.

Once I was driving down my street almost home, I noticed a bunch of firefighters outside of my house! I freaked out, parked my car and ran straight toward my house. My house was on fire!! "But how could this have happened?" I said while I fell to my knees. Then I noticed my parents coming over to me. "Dammit! I thought you were still sleeping inside when I lit the house on fire!" Yelled my dad as he kicked my leg and made me fall. "Well good luck living on your own you emo faggot! You're such a failure, you probably can't live on your own, so you'll probably end up dead, so yeah, goodbye you slut!" Yelled my mom as they headed toward their car and drove away.

"Everything. Everything that ever meant anything to me was in my room. My band shirts, my guitar, even my song book!" I said while sobbing on my hands and knees. "I can't take any more of this crap. I am a failure, I don't have a purpose in live. I'm better off dead." I thought while walking down the street.

I walked a few miles until I came across the highway bridge, which was over a large bay. I walked over to the edge with tears in my deep emerald eyes. As I was walking, it started to storm, which drenched me head to toe. Right as I was going to jump into the chilly, bay waters, I heard a car screech to a stop. then, someone came up to me, and touched my shoulder and shouted "NO! don't jump" Then I blacked out..

Notes

Yeah.. This is my first time writing a fan fiction... I really hope you like it.