Wounded

I honestly was in a very bad life when I got into her gang and other things. So this sucks ass, it’s like when you get rid of a problem and it comes back no matter what. I wonder if ash will let me dye my hair and get snake bites. It is about 11 now so they should be up. I slid down stairs to find ash and the boys miserable from the hangovers. I need to ask now though because I won’t have time for a while because of church community service called S.T.R.I.V.E. then I have to help the girls with their school activities, I thinks there is a fair thing going on for a few weeks. Okay, to be honest I’m really nervous because he is like really strict when it comes to staying in the schools dress code rules, weird.
“Ash can I talk to you?”
He looks over and says, “Sure.” We both walk into the kitchen and after a good 15 minutes of fighting about the snake bites and electric blue hair to have it turned down.
“You know your school doesn’t allow it so you can’t “he leaves off.
“This isn’t fair, do you know the school has so many people with piercings and multi colored hair. At least I want one color.” Forget this I run up to my room, turn and lock the door. As soon as I finish sliding down my door my cousins come through the bathroom door opens and news that sucks. That is my little cousins are getting bullied. God dammit to hell this day sucks but I tell them,
“I’d rather hold your hate than your love ‘cause if I love your love than who would stop the hate? [I made this quote after a suck ass day]Know I said that we need to tell ash because his ass is the only thing that can attempt to solve this with the school.” Then I just mumble so many curse words under breath that you can’t understand them, I don’t know why I do that but I know I do that when I’m mad.

Notes

they didn't remember last night. plus what with the quote I made that after the weekend of seeing my cousins who I haven't saw after 4 years then one of my once known as my friend texts me this comment, and this isn't the first time, that left me crying that night. I think it is a extremely fucking awesome quote though. comments are loved , and they make way happier than they should :)