She's Broken
Goodbye My Friends
Vinny's POV
'My filthy secrets out ' I thought tears welling in my eyes knowing soon . I'd be dead. . I cut . They all know . I have no where left to run . My life's tumbling down . I locked myself in the bathroom .
"Something" I whispered to myself as I heard Andy scream "NOOOO" . I shut the door tightly and locked it . And continued to search for pills .
"Then I heard Jinxx and Andy faintly talking. "No doubt about me " I muttered . And started looking in the cub board above the sink . Hot tears blurred my vision and I quickly tried to blink them away . But more flooded in and took place of the old ones . I growled to myself .
Just then I heard a baging on the door Rebel screamed "Vinny" . I didn't answer her I knew I couldn't face her now she probably thinks I'm weak and stupid and pathetic . I mean hello . I'm disgusting .
She pounded on the door again . "Vinny we need to talk" I didn't answer her again. The I found a official looking pills bottle that was assigned to Purdy, Ashley . And had some stupid long ass name . It was almost full with half white and half light purple pills. "It'll have to do" I whispered to myself .
Just then somebody knocked on the door I never expected to hear from . Ashley . "Baby girl let us in" he said voice full of concern . I debated for a moment whether to answer or not . "N-no" I stuttered shyly . Just then it seemed like everybody was standing outside the door and sighed .
"Come on open the door" he said pounding again . "NO"!! I screamed . I knew was now or never . I had to do it or ill never get the chance again . They all banged there bodies on the door unison . One , Two , Three Times . They tried again , One , Two , Three . The door flung open .
i put my head back felt the pills start to move down towards me mouth when somebody smacked my hand . The half and half white and light purple pills went everywhere . I couldn't take . I snapped . "NOOO "!! I screamed breaking down . Tears and make up marks everywhere . Then I feel somebody hug me .
It was Ashley . He had fear written all over his face . And he grabbed me by my waist and rocked me back forth . While I cried my eyes out for the next 25 minutes
Notes
Hey Beautifulzzzz how are y'all ?
Well thanks fer the comments
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Im going to update soon. I've just gotten a chance to get back on here. I missed all of you guys!
~ Rebel
7/10/14