She's Broken

Vinny's POV
I turned on my iPod and hooked up the speaker Rebs bought me for Christmas and started playing Savior and dug through the little clothes I had and found a small black book and a pen and started writing down madness .

Until Rebel knocked on the door "Vinny you alright ,? I stuffed the book under pillow "You had us all worried." She said concerned. "Yeah fine , just missing my family I guess " I said . "Well I'll call my family and see if I can stay another week " she said . I was excited but not extremely excited , I guess Im still grieving . but I cheered anyway.

I shut the door . and flipped through my little black book hiding a concealed razor blade . I walked to the bathroom . And I rolled up my sleeve and pressed the razor to my wrist . Tears filled my eyes , remembering the wrecked cars and glass and the bodies . There faces. They'll be burned into my head forever

I pushed down hard and slid it across my wrist slowly . It hurts more than way . And I need to feel something . And deep crimson flowed from my wrist. I slid the razor again . I cut again . And again . And again . Until there was about 17 deep cuts on my wrist .

CC knocked on the door . He was about to open the door .Then I screamed "NO CC "! I screamed . I ran my wrist underwater . Hissing from the pain . I wrapped my wrist in toilet paper . Then I pulled down sleeve and left the room .

I ran in my room and cried myself to sleep .

Notes

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Bye Beautifulzzzzz
<3 Stay Fucking Strong <3
<3 Because Eventually Savior Will Be There <3