She's Broken
As Cold As The Wind Blows , Just Hold Me In Your Arms
Vinny's POV
"Vinny .. I really like you ., I want you as mine , please let me help you " he said as I clutched his chest . 'Oh my god , did he just say , he LIKED me "?!?! I thought myself .
"Ashley , .." I said sighing , "I-I , like you too" I said looking up into Ashley's chocolate brown eyes . "You do? " he said smiling . "Yes" I said nodding my head .
He laughed slightly , then kissed me passionately , It was amazing , it's was exciting and loving at the same time . I thought I was gonna have a heart attack .
We pulled apart and I'm sure he could feel heart banging against my rib cage . I was still clutching his shirt . He pressed our foreheads together .
"I love you " he mumbled "Love you too" I mumbled back . I was about to pull him into another kiss , when CC , cleared his throat , "uhhh" we said in unison , I blushed deeply and looked over at the rest of the guys , and Rebel , they all had there eyebrows raised and huge grins on there faces.
They all had tear stains on there cheeks . "What happened ?" I said worriedly . " Well Vinny .. Theres no eas-" Rebel began. "Rebels leaving soon" Jinxx said interrupting Rebel .
"W-what"? I said struck by sadness that just zapped my little bubble of happiness that surrounded me a minute ago , into thin air .
"I'm leaving" she said sadly . "No no no no NO! " I screamed grabbing my hair in confusion . I got up , as started pacing in a circle . Jake tried to grab my arm , I easily brushed him off . " No no no no no no " I said tears spilling down my face . Ashley wrapped his arms around my waist . "No no no" I said sobbing .
I utterly broke down , the only reason why I was still on my feet was cause Ashley was holding me . I mean what would you do , if you were me?
Notes
Welp .
I had the shittiest day ever . I got called called an emo faggot and got told to kill myself because no one would care . Ugh what the fuck ?!?!
Bye Beautifulzzzz
<3 Stay Fucking Strong <3
<3 Because Eventually Saviour Will Be There <3
@The.Fallen.Angels
Im going to update soon. I've just gotten a chance to get back on here. I missed all of you guys!
~ Rebel
7/10/14