Devil Choir tour. (sequel to Unbroken)
Unruly
I was trying to stay clean I swear in was trying. Cigarettes and monster's weren't helping.I haven't ate at all. I believe the last time I ate was my birthday. The tent in front of the one I was selling shirt and what not, was selling burgers and monster's. My phone had gone off at least three times. Each time from Chris. I was ignoring both of them the only people I wanted to talk to was Calvin Kit and Ashley. The smell of bacon and cheese eluded it self into my space
"Hey look who I found" Jinxx said taking sips out of an Amp energy can.
"Jinxx please don't tell anybody I'm over here." I begged him
"Don't worry, I'm hoping no one notices it me." He said. I didn't even realize he didn't even have any makeup on.
"You look weird" i mumbled going through my cinch bag looked for my superman wallet. I was going to buy me a Burger even if it was the last thing I did.
"Yeah well.. Uh... Nice tattoos" he said pointing to my side i sighed and got up to get a burger.
"Want a Burger?"
"Sure" he said smiling,I shrugged. I ordered, picked up and sold two shirts in the process.
"Can you tell who the tattoos for?" Jinxx said taking a clop out of his burger.
"I got believe done for two people. My cousin Jayy and Kit. I got the wings done......for me" I whispered. I started thinking about my mom.
"Well they fit you. Both of them."He said throwing away the foil and paper plate.
"Thanks... I think you need to go backstage now. Remember shhhhhh" I put my finger my lips and threw away my trash as my phone went off once more. It was Chris when was he going to realize I was ignoring him. I picked up the call.
"Good I thought you forgot my number." He said. I rolled my eyes and bit my gum.
"I wanted to. " I said taking a wrist band out and throwing it on the table.
"Listen I promise I'll call you when we get off tour. " he said promising for thee second time.
"Whatever. You can't things you've already promised me." I said holding back tears and hanging up phone. Yeah that just happened. I slammed my head on the table and silently sobbed.
I wasn't about to give up. I wasn't about to give in. My phone went off one more time this time a text from Kit.
'Quinn start packing up, please :)' It read.
After i packed up and the tents were put up Alexander helped me put the tent in a car along with all the shirt boxes.
I never knew how fast the day went by but I knew that i wanted to stay the way I was.
"hey you" Chris said hugging me, I tried not to shoove him off though I REALLY wanted to and it wasn't for the fact that I needed to be cool about them touring with us. I felt like I could nothing to change the past and make the leave on good terms, or change the fact they haven't called me.
"Chris...Please let go" I whispered and softly pushing him off of me, I didn't want him to hug me, I didn't need a hug. I wanted to sleep, i wanted some one to talk who Actually understands the situation i was living in.
"Andy what happened while i wasn't here?" I asked him running a hand through my hair, he looked at me his soft blue eyes matching my, he was worried I could by the way he looked at me.
"Nothing we couldn't handle." He said smiling Just another reason to keep Kit safe, I rolled my eyes and went into the van.
"Hey cutey," Ashley said kissing my cheek, and hugging me.
"Where's Kit?" I asked him,
"She's somewhere outside."
"Okay" I said kissing him back, and hugging him. Worries will be worries but I will always worry a lot about Kit. Nothing we can't handle
Andy's voice repeated in my head.
"Quinn........." Ronnies voice shot through the silence me and Ashley were in.
"What Ronald?" I asked softly pulling away from Ash's hug. Ronnie sat there staring at me I was something something He never saw before...
"Uuh can we talk in private?" He said tilting his head toward the exit of the van.
"yeah" I said walking out, and looking at him.
"You've changed so much..........." He said his voice barley a whisper, I wasn't going to forgive him at least Chris wanted to make things right, All I got out of Ronnie was Excuses on why couldn't even Text me a smiley face.
"Yeah, I have." Unlike some people I thought. It wasn't going to change it never was.
"Quinn..... Please don't hate me."
"I can't promise anything." I said walking away, to find Kit talking to Andy.
"Hey Quinn ready to go?" She asked her pale grey eye's just another reason I loved her so much.
"Yeah." I said stepping onto the bus and plopping down next to Ashley.
@BVB__batgirl
Amen!
3/5/14